Quatre Winner\'s Diary
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Adult +
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Jan 18th
January: New Year, New Life
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Saturday, Jan 18th
10:26 am
At least the hangovers are getting easier. I wish I\'d built up an alcohol tolerance earlier. It would make life easier. So, yeah. Um, Duo didn\'t make it to the table before he stormed off in a huff. He looked really pissed, which means I have a message on my machine about how I shouldn\'t ever speak to Dorothy again, because she\'s the world\'s most evil bitch for setting up a gay man on a blind date with a straight guy. If he only knew the truth.
Dinner went well, though. We had a nice little time, but yet again I drank too much. It seems to be a universal thing lately. I go out, I drink too much. It was fun, but I don\'t remember much after dinner. I remember Heero coming over and thanking us for a lovely evening in the most sarcastic way possible, for him. Apparently he\'d never been turned down before, which is strange considering his winning personality. I figured he\'d be used to rejection, but I guess gay men don\'t judge by the same standards straight people do. Looks must count for more than personality.
I keep having this image of walking Dorothy through a park though, so I think that happened after dinner. I must have walked her to her car, because I get this other image of kissing her passionately on the lips and pressing her up against her car door before she got in and drove off. It must have been a good kiss, ‘cause she got a goofy smile on her face afterwards and thanked me for a wonderful evening.
Now this is where it gets weird. This morning I had a dream, a really weird dream. And Trowa was in it, naked. I was naked and Trowa was naked and he was touching me. And it felt good. Really good, and extremely natural considering the fact he\'s a guy. He was kissing me too, which also felt really good and extremely natural, unlike every time I kissed a girl. They were always awkward. Here\'s where it gets really weird: I was touching him back, and enjoying it.
Does it mean anything when a straight guy has a wet dream about another man? I should call Wufei and ask him. Maybe there\'s something physically wrong with me.
2:00 pm
Just got off the phone with \'Fei, after listening to Duo\'s message about messing with a guys emotions by setting him up with a straight man. It\'s amazing how much Wufei can talk when he\'s mad and intrigued.
\"What do you mean, setting hp wip with a straight man?\"
\"I told him that I didn\'t know who Dorothy had, but she\'d said they\'d be perfect together.\" This wasn\'t a lie. I swear, just a restating of half-truths.
\"Well that wasn\'t a very honorable thing for her to do. He was really hurt by it.\"
\"I know. It wasn\'t very nice, but what if Heero is gay?\"
\"That would be even worse. Then Relena\'s heart would be broken along with Duo\'s, because he couldn\'t go after a guy who looked at him that way.\"
\"What way?\"
\"The \'I want you to be the one\' way.\"
\"He didn\'t?\"
\"Apparently Heero did, and it confused Duo even more. A straight guy would never look at another man that way, lord knows I never would, and Duo\'s looking for something more substantial then a one-night stand or a few-week fling.\"
\"Maybe that\'s why Dorothy said they\'d be good together.\"
\"Perhaps. So she did say that her friend was gay?\"
\"Most definitely. Poor Relena, she knows how to pick men out, doesn\'t she?\"
\"Yes, she does.\"
\"But I suppose you didn\'t call to talk about Duo and Lena did you?\"
\"Partly.\"
\"And what\'s the other part.\"
\"I think I\'m sick.\"
\"You\'re sick?\"
\"Yeah.\"
\"What are your symptoms?\"
\"Um…I well I got drunk last night…\"
\"The headache\'s a hangover. We covered that back in college.\"
\"No…I think I kissed Dorothy.\"
\"And this makes you sick why?\"
\"I\'ll get to that. So, I think I kissed Dorothy.\"
\"And this is a bad thing?\"
\"Um…no.\"
\"Did you enjoy it?\"
\"Kind o
\"Kind of?\"
\"Yeah, kind of. It wasn\'t full of stars and whistles, but it was kind of nice.\"
\"All right, I can tell that\'s not all.\"
\"Well this morning I had a dream.\"
\"And you woke up with the bed wet, yet again we covered this in college Quatre.\"
\"I know. And I know it\'s normal, but it\'s the dream that\'s important.\"
\"I\'m listening; what was the dream about?\"
\"Trowa.\"
\"Okay.\"
\"And we were naked.\"
\"All right.\"
\"And he was touching and kissing me.\"
\"I\'m still following you.\"
\"And I liked it.\"
\"Is that all?\"
\"Yes.\"
\"Quatre you\'re not sick.\"
\"I\'m not?\"
\"No, but I do think I need to talk to you about something.\"
\"Okay.\"
\"You know that when you\'re drunk your inhibitions are lowered.\"
\"Uh-huh.\"
\"And it makes you do things that you normally wouldn\'t.\"
\"Like kiss Dorothy.\"
\"Exactly, but that was something that you did with part of you ego intact, but when you sleep, your ego and super ego are completely gone and you\'re id\'s in control. This means that you\'re baser desires are enacted in you\'re dreams.[1]\"
\"But I don\'t want to have sex with Trowa.\"
\"Some part of you does though.\"
\"But I\'m straight.\"
\"It\'s only a theory which means it needs to be tested.\"
\"Does that mean I need to get really, really drunk again?\"
\"Perhaps, but first, have you had dreams about any other males?\"
\"Um…yeah.\"
\"Who?\"
\"Wtherthere was the pool boy…and the gardener at my father\'s house…and Lena’s brother…\"
\"Milliardo?\"
\"Um…yeah.\"
\"Quatre, that\'s a lot.\"
\"Is it?\"
\"Yes.\"
\"But\'s it\'s perfectly normal to have dreams about people that are the sex sex.\"
\"Who told you that? Duo?\"
\"No, Lena did.\"
\"Relena did….hmm. Well that many is not normal.\"
\"It\'s not?\"
\"How many dreams have you had about females?\"
\"…\"
\"Quatre?\"
\"I\'m thinking.\"
\"Can you remember any?\"
\"Not off the top of my head.\"
\"Quatre, as one of you\'re closest friends, I want to give you this advice. Take some time. Do some soul searching, because you\'re only fooling yourself.\"
\"I\'m not…\"
\"Trust me. I\'ll talk to you later.\"
\"Bye Wufei.\"
\"Bye.\"
2:12 pm
I like girls, I swear. I\'m not gay. I don\'t act gay or dress gay. I\'m nothing like Duo. I\'m straight.
2:17 pm
I just dug out my Playboys. These girls get me aroused, kind of, and if they can do it them I\'m straight. No soul searching needed.
2:20 pm
Still, the kisses from the dream Trowa were nicer then the ones from the real Dorothy, but that could be my imagination playing with me. Yes that\'s it. It was my imagination. He probably wouldn\'t kiss that well anyway. God I\'m going crazy.
3:15 pm
I just got off the phone with Duo. He\'s coming over! With booze! And Lena! And Wufei, if he can drag him out! He says I\'m not going crazy. In fact he made me feel better, after making me say about twenty times that Dorothy said that Heero was gay. He is. He really is. Too bad for Lena, though. She really liked him, but this is like the third time it happened. Duo was the first. Then there was one of her brother\'s friends, now Heero. It shouldn\'t surprise her when she finds out, but that won\'t be tonight.
11:58 pm
Everyone\'s k ank and spending the night, hurrah. Really, really tipsy. Hope I have another dream about Trowa. It was nice. I liked it lots. Wonder if he\'s like that in real life.
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[1] This is no way, shape, or form a valid theory, it\'s just pieces of information that I strung together that seemed to make sense. In no way is this to be applied to real people without some research; doodles are another story. You can do anything to doodles and they don\'t care. They\'re two-dimentional, so it won\'t hurt them.
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Saturday, Jan 18th
10:26 am
At least the hangovers are getting easier. I wish I\'d built up an alcohol tolerance earlier. It would make life easier. So, yeah. Um, Duo didn\'t make it to the table before he stormed off in a huff. He looked really pissed, which means I have a message on my machine about how I shouldn\'t ever speak to Dorothy again, because she\'s the world\'s most evil bitch for setting up a gay man on a blind date with a straight guy. If he only knew the truth.
Dinner went well, though. We had a nice little time, but yet again I drank too much. It seems to be a universal thing lately. I go out, I drink too much. It was fun, but I don\'t remember much after dinner. I remember Heero coming over and thanking us for a lovely evening in the most sarcastic way possible, for him. Apparently he\'d never been turned down before, which is strange considering his winning personality. I figured he\'d be used to rejection, but I guess gay men don\'t judge by the same standards straight people do. Looks must count for more than personality.
I keep having this image of walking Dorothy through a park though, so I think that happened after dinner. I must have walked her to her car, because I get this other image of kissing her passionately on the lips and pressing her up against her car door before she got in and drove off. It must have been a good kiss, ‘cause she got a goofy smile on her face afterwards and thanked me for a wonderful evening.
Now this is where it gets weird. This morning I had a dream, a really weird dream. And Trowa was in it, naked. I was naked and Trowa was naked and he was touching me. And it felt good. Really good, and extremely natural considering the fact he\'s a guy. He was kissing me too, which also felt really good and extremely natural, unlike every time I kissed a girl. They were always awkward. Here\'s where it gets really weird: I was touching him back, and enjoying it.
Does it mean anything when a straight guy has a wet dream about another man? I should call Wufei and ask him. Maybe there\'s something physically wrong with me.
2:00 pm
Just got off the phone with \'Fei, after listening to Duo\'s message about messing with a guys emotions by setting him up with a straight man. It\'s amazing how much Wufei can talk when he\'s mad and intrigued.
\"What do you mean, setting hp wip with a straight man?\"
\"I told him that I didn\'t know who Dorothy had, but she\'d said they\'d be perfect together.\" This wasn\'t a lie. I swear, just a restating of half-truths.
\"Well that wasn\'t a very honorable thing for her to do. He was really hurt by it.\"
\"I know. It wasn\'t very nice, but what if Heero is gay?\"
\"That would be even worse. Then Relena\'s heart would be broken along with Duo\'s, because he couldn\'t go after a guy who looked at him that way.\"
\"What way?\"
\"The \'I want you to be the one\' way.\"
\"He didn\'t?\"
\"Apparently Heero did, and it confused Duo even more. A straight guy would never look at another man that way, lord knows I never would, and Duo\'s looking for something more substantial then a one-night stand or a few-week fling.\"
\"Maybe that\'s why Dorothy said they\'d be good together.\"
\"Perhaps. So she did say that her friend was gay?\"
\"Most definitely. Poor Relena, she knows how to pick men out, doesn\'t she?\"
\"Yes, she does.\"
\"But I suppose you didn\'t call to talk about Duo and Lena did you?\"
\"Partly.\"
\"And what\'s the other part.\"
\"I think I\'m sick.\"
\"You\'re sick?\"
\"Yeah.\"
\"What are your symptoms?\"
\"Um…I well I got drunk last night…\"
\"The headache\'s a hangover. We covered that back in college.\"
\"No…I think I kissed Dorothy.\"
\"And this makes you sick why?\"
\"I\'ll get to that. So, I think I kissed Dorothy.\"
\"And this is a bad thing?\"
\"Um…no.\"
\"Did you enjoy it?\"
\"Kind o
\"Kind of?\"
\"Yeah, kind of. It wasn\'t full of stars and whistles, but it was kind of nice.\"
\"All right, I can tell that\'s not all.\"
\"Well this morning I had a dream.\"
\"And you woke up with the bed wet, yet again we covered this in college Quatre.\"
\"I know. And I know it\'s normal, but it\'s the dream that\'s important.\"
\"I\'m listening; what was the dream about?\"
\"Trowa.\"
\"Okay.\"
\"And we were naked.\"
\"All right.\"
\"And he was touching and kissing me.\"
\"I\'m still following you.\"
\"And I liked it.\"
\"Is that all?\"
\"Yes.\"
\"Quatre you\'re not sick.\"
\"I\'m not?\"
\"No, but I do think I need to talk to you about something.\"
\"Okay.\"
\"You know that when you\'re drunk your inhibitions are lowered.\"
\"Uh-huh.\"
\"And it makes you do things that you normally wouldn\'t.\"
\"Like kiss Dorothy.\"
\"Exactly, but that was something that you did with part of you ego intact, but when you sleep, your ego and super ego are completely gone and you\'re id\'s in control. This means that you\'re baser desires are enacted in you\'re dreams.[1]\"
\"But I don\'t want to have sex with Trowa.\"
\"Some part of you does though.\"
\"But I\'m straight.\"
\"It\'s only a theory which means it needs to be tested.\"
\"Does that mean I need to get really, really drunk again?\"
\"Perhaps, but first, have you had dreams about any other males?\"
\"Um…yeah.\"
\"Who?\"
\"Wtherthere was the pool boy…and the gardener at my father\'s house…and Lena’s brother…\"
\"Milliardo?\"
\"Um…yeah.\"
\"Quatre, that\'s a lot.\"
\"Is it?\"
\"Yes.\"
\"But\'s it\'s perfectly normal to have dreams about people that are the sex sex.\"
\"Who told you that? Duo?\"
\"No, Lena did.\"
\"Relena did….hmm. Well that many is not normal.\"
\"It\'s not?\"
\"How many dreams have you had about females?\"
\"…\"
\"Quatre?\"
\"I\'m thinking.\"
\"Can you remember any?\"
\"Not off the top of my head.\"
\"Quatre, as one of you\'re closest friends, I want to give you this advice. Take some time. Do some soul searching, because you\'re only fooling yourself.\"
\"I\'m not…\"
\"Trust me. I\'ll talk to you later.\"
\"Bye Wufei.\"
\"Bye.\"
2:12 pm
I like girls, I swear. I\'m not gay. I don\'t act gay or dress gay. I\'m nothing like Duo. I\'m straight.
2:17 pm
I just dug out my Playboys. These girls get me aroused, kind of, and if they can do it them I\'m straight. No soul searching needed.
2:20 pm
Still, the kisses from the dream Trowa were nicer then the ones from the real Dorothy, but that could be my imagination playing with me. Yes that\'s it. It was my imagination. He probably wouldn\'t kiss that well anyway. God I\'m going crazy.
3:15 pm
I just got off the phone with Duo. He\'s coming over! With booze! And Lena! And Wufei, if he can drag him out! He says I\'m not going crazy. In fact he made me feel better, after making me say about twenty times that Dorothy said that Heero was gay. He is. He really is. Too bad for Lena, though. She really liked him, but this is like the third time it happened. Duo was the first. Then there was one of her brother\'s friends, now Heero. It shouldn\'t surprise her when she finds out, but that won\'t be tonight.
11:58 pm
Everyone\'s k ank and spending the night, hurrah. Really, really tipsy. Hope I have another dream about Trowa. It was nice. I liked it lots. Wonder if he\'s like that in real life.
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[1] This is no way, shape, or form a valid theory, it\'s just pieces of information that I strung together that seemed to make sense. In no way is this to be applied to real people without some research; doodles are another story. You can do anything to doodles and they don\'t care. They\'re two-dimentional, so it won\'t hurt them.