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Adult +
Chapters:
3
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2
Heero watched she was shaking but nothing drastic, “Lena how many episodes have you had?”
Relena shrugged, “It was just a bad dream. People have them all the time.”
Duo found a bottle and looked at it, “Not so you have to take medication to sleep.”
Relena shrugged, “Relax it’s nothing. Go to sleep you have work early.”
Wufei studied her and saw the shaking but also she kept fixing her robe as if it was open and showing too much skin but it wasn’t. Heero said, “C’mon Lena we really need to talk even if it’s just two or three if you think five is too much.”
Relena rolled her eyes, “There’s nothing to talk about.”
Wufei rolled his eyes at the two who were tiptoeing around the issue and decided it was time to get a reaction from her using the direct approach, “When were you violated?”
The others glared at him but Relena stilled and dropped the mug burning her hand she yelped and Heero reached her running her hand under the cold water rubbing it gently knowing it would still blister so Duo left to get some burn crème. He led her to the table and sat her down each sitting as well he took the crème from Duo and thanked him then applied it to Relena’s hand and Duo handed him a wrap which he wrapped around her burn. Relena stared at the tabletop and Wufei broke her out of it, “Onna talk that’s the only way you can deal.”
Relena shook her head in denial, “No. its over and done with no need to relieve memories besides it was my fault. No I know you’re going to say it wasn’t but it was…I asked for it.”
The five looked at her and Duo spoke first, “Bull shit.” Relena looked into his eyes shocked then turned to look away but he stopped the move with his hand and she flinched expecting a slap but all she felt was a gentle caress of her cheek and he turned her to face him his eyes held kindness and a spark of love, “Bull shit Jousan. Even if the SOB made you beg for it its still rape.”
Relena looked away, “That’s not what everyone else would say. It’s over let’s not get into this.”
Heero caressed the other cheek heart aching when she flinched as she did with Duo but he caressed it and nudged her to face him, “Lena you need to talk about this so you can move forward and learn to trust again. Not all men are evil.”
Relena looked away again, “Maybe so but most are.”
That caught them all by surprise and Quatre asked shocked, “Relena how many t-times were you violated?”
Relena bowed her head into her arm and shrugged. Wufei asked, “Onna was it too many to count? Is that what the shrug means?”
Relena shrugged and Trowa growled, “Dam it Relena talk to us.”
Relena flinched, “Don’t hurt me. Um what’s the difference?”
Quatre felt his heart ache with pain as did the others and Duo swallowed the lump in his throat and place a hand on her shoulder but she flinched again and tensed then relaxed and Duo asked, “Lena are you telling us you don’t know the difference between sex and rape?”
Relena nodded into her hands, “It all hurts so what’s the difference?” the pilots were ready to break their promise of never killing again to kill the many SOBs who had hurt their princess.
Heero asked as he put his hand on her other hand and she flinched again then tensed as both hands were on her shoulders but when neither hurt she relaxed and Heero rubbed soothingly, “Lena do you remember your first time?”
Relena shook her head ‘no’ but they knew she was lying she had tensed up again but relaxed as they rubbed soothingly Duo asked, “Are you sure? Maybe it was romantic and sweet. You must have one good experience.” Relena jumped up and dashed away the others looked at him angrily until they heard retching and raced up to see her dry heaving. Trowa left to get some ginger ale while Quatre got saltines and Wufei handed the two a cold compress. The two knelt by her and Duo slipped behind her since he was smaller and she leaned against him as he dabbed her forehead with the cloth.
Relena looked into Heero’s eyes, “Why are you here? Most usually call me a whore or want to see what I’ve learned. I thought you couldn’t stand me anyway. I don’t want pity.”
The three watched and listened then Heero shook his head, “Rel you’re not a whore and we don’t hate you we didn’t know you. You’ll never get pity; just sympathy because we’ve all been through it but we’ve had each other to help us through it and it wasn’t often. So tell me truthfully do you remember your first time?”
Relena looked into the hall and saw the others, “If I tell you promise you’ll believe me.”
Duo and Heero nodded, “We promise.” Relena looked at the three and they nodded, “Promise.”
Relena looked down, “Me da.”
Heero leaned in closer, “Whom?”
Duo also leaned closer as she mumbled ashamed, “Me da.”
The two were confused and Duo asked the three, “Do you know what da means?”
Quatre slipped to the tile with pain and disgust shining in his aquamarine eyes, “Relena I’m soo very sorry.”
Relena looked at him, “Y-you believe me?”
Quatre nodded, “Hai who wouldn’t? How old were you?”
The others were clueless until she spoke again, “Me mum slapped me and called me a whore, um I was 11 said it was a b-day present. That’s why I went to the institute thought it would shape me into a respectful woman.”
The others were shocked at how callus her mother was and how scarred her soul must be. Trowa knelt and handed her the glass of ginger ale, “Drink this it’ll help your stomach settle.”
Relena nodded and started to drink it fast but Heero stilled her and said softly, “You need to drink it slow or you’ll stomach will probably rebel same with the crackers.”
Quatre handed her the package and she took one and slowly chewed making a disgusted face but as she chewed it turned to surprise and looked at him curiously, “Um do they usually get sweet after chewing for awhile?”
Quatre nodded, “Ya it’s your saliva that makes it sweet. Didn’t you know that?”
Relena shook her head, “No. if it wasn’t part of being a proper lady I was never taught.” She continued drinking and eating in silence.
Wufei spoke, “It’s late we should sleep Trowa turned the coffee maker off and the mess was cleaned up. We can talk more onna, sleep now.”
Relena wanted to argue but she was sleepy and Duo stood with her in his arms and carried her into their wing and placed her in the center after removing her robe then he climbed in one side and Heero the other. Heero spoke softly in her ear, “Don’t worry Rel it’s just to sleep we’ll keep your dreams pleasant. Just sleep and trust us.” Relena relaxed and felt them mold against her so she tensed but soon relaxed when they rubbed her stomach soothingly and closed her eyes falling into a dreamless sleep.
Relena shrugged, “It was just a bad dream. People have them all the time.”
Duo found a bottle and looked at it, “Not so you have to take medication to sleep.”
Relena shrugged, “Relax it’s nothing. Go to sleep you have work early.”
Wufei studied her and saw the shaking but also she kept fixing her robe as if it was open and showing too much skin but it wasn’t. Heero said, “C’mon Lena we really need to talk even if it’s just two or three if you think five is too much.”
Relena rolled her eyes, “There’s nothing to talk about.”
Wufei rolled his eyes at the two who were tiptoeing around the issue and decided it was time to get a reaction from her using the direct approach, “When were you violated?”
The others glared at him but Relena stilled and dropped the mug burning her hand she yelped and Heero reached her running her hand under the cold water rubbing it gently knowing it would still blister so Duo left to get some burn crème. He led her to the table and sat her down each sitting as well he took the crème from Duo and thanked him then applied it to Relena’s hand and Duo handed him a wrap which he wrapped around her burn. Relena stared at the tabletop and Wufei broke her out of it, “Onna talk that’s the only way you can deal.”
Relena shook her head in denial, “No. its over and done with no need to relieve memories besides it was my fault. No I know you’re going to say it wasn’t but it was…I asked for it.”
The five looked at her and Duo spoke first, “Bull shit.” Relena looked into his eyes shocked then turned to look away but he stopped the move with his hand and she flinched expecting a slap but all she felt was a gentle caress of her cheek and he turned her to face him his eyes held kindness and a spark of love, “Bull shit Jousan. Even if the SOB made you beg for it its still rape.”
Relena looked away, “That’s not what everyone else would say. It’s over let’s not get into this.”
Heero caressed the other cheek heart aching when she flinched as she did with Duo but he caressed it and nudged her to face him, “Lena you need to talk about this so you can move forward and learn to trust again. Not all men are evil.”
Relena looked away again, “Maybe so but most are.”
That caught them all by surprise and Quatre asked shocked, “Relena how many t-times were you violated?”
Relena bowed her head into her arm and shrugged. Wufei asked, “Onna was it too many to count? Is that what the shrug means?”
Relena shrugged and Trowa growled, “Dam it Relena talk to us.”
Relena flinched, “Don’t hurt me. Um what’s the difference?”
Quatre felt his heart ache with pain as did the others and Duo swallowed the lump in his throat and place a hand on her shoulder but she flinched again and tensed then relaxed and Duo asked, “Lena are you telling us you don’t know the difference between sex and rape?”
Relena nodded into her hands, “It all hurts so what’s the difference?” the pilots were ready to break their promise of never killing again to kill the many SOBs who had hurt their princess.
Heero asked as he put his hand on her other hand and she flinched again then tensed as both hands were on her shoulders but when neither hurt she relaxed and Heero rubbed soothingly, “Lena do you remember your first time?”
Relena shook her head ‘no’ but they knew she was lying she had tensed up again but relaxed as they rubbed soothingly Duo asked, “Are you sure? Maybe it was romantic and sweet. You must have one good experience.” Relena jumped up and dashed away the others looked at him angrily until they heard retching and raced up to see her dry heaving. Trowa left to get some ginger ale while Quatre got saltines and Wufei handed the two a cold compress. The two knelt by her and Duo slipped behind her since he was smaller and she leaned against him as he dabbed her forehead with the cloth.
Relena looked into Heero’s eyes, “Why are you here? Most usually call me a whore or want to see what I’ve learned. I thought you couldn’t stand me anyway. I don’t want pity.”
The three watched and listened then Heero shook his head, “Rel you’re not a whore and we don’t hate you we didn’t know you. You’ll never get pity; just sympathy because we’ve all been through it but we’ve had each other to help us through it and it wasn’t often. So tell me truthfully do you remember your first time?”
Relena looked into the hall and saw the others, “If I tell you promise you’ll believe me.”
Duo and Heero nodded, “We promise.” Relena looked at the three and they nodded, “Promise.”
Relena looked down, “Me da.”
Heero leaned in closer, “Whom?”
Duo also leaned closer as she mumbled ashamed, “Me da.”
The two were confused and Duo asked the three, “Do you know what da means?”
Quatre slipped to the tile with pain and disgust shining in his aquamarine eyes, “Relena I’m soo very sorry.”
Relena looked at him, “Y-you believe me?”
Quatre nodded, “Hai who wouldn’t? How old were you?”
The others were clueless until she spoke again, “Me mum slapped me and called me a whore, um I was 11 said it was a b-day present. That’s why I went to the institute thought it would shape me into a respectful woman.”
The others were shocked at how callus her mother was and how scarred her soul must be. Trowa knelt and handed her the glass of ginger ale, “Drink this it’ll help your stomach settle.”
Relena nodded and started to drink it fast but Heero stilled her and said softly, “You need to drink it slow or you’ll stomach will probably rebel same with the crackers.”
Quatre handed her the package and she took one and slowly chewed making a disgusted face but as she chewed it turned to surprise and looked at him curiously, “Um do they usually get sweet after chewing for awhile?”
Quatre nodded, “Ya it’s your saliva that makes it sweet. Didn’t you know that?”
Relena shook her head, “No. if it wasn’t part of being a proper lady I was never taught.” She continued drinking and eating in silence.
Wufei spoke, “It’s late we should sleep Trowa turned the coffee maker off and the mess was cleaned up. We can talk more onna, sleep now.”
Relena wanted to argue but she was sleepy and Duo stood with her in his arms and carried her into their wing and placed her in the center after removing her robe then he climbed in one side and Heero the other. Heero spoke softly in her ear, “Don’t worry Rel it’s just to sleep we’ll keep your dreams pleasant. Just sleep and trust us.” Relena relaxed and felt them mold against her so she tensed but soon relaxed when they rubbed her stomach soothingly and closed her eyes falling into a dreamless sleep.