Quatre Winner\'s Diary
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Gundam Wing/AC › Crossovers
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
84
Views:
2,821
Reviews:
14
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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Jan 6th
January: New Year, New Life
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Monday, Jan 6th
11:25 am
Well diary, I would have written before, but there wasn\'t anything to write. There\'s been work, work, and more work. Marketing isn\'t the most exciting department in the company. I\'d rather be in research and development. They get to make new things. I really like building things; especially complicated things. I don\'t really like business, although I\'m actually pretty good at it. My father said that my mind is for strategy, just like him, and all I can think is: \"Great, I\'m going to end up just like my Dad.\" It\'s not that I don\'t want to be like him, it\'s just that...well I don\'t want to be like him. I want to be my own man. I love my father I just don\'t want to be my father. Aaaaahhhhh...I can\'t explain it exactly. This just isn\'t me. Papers and projects and spreadsheets and reports and reports and reports. It\'s too boring. I feel like I\'m wasting away here. I need some action!!!! (Is that thought Freudian in any way? I\'m not sure.)
Noon
I just got off the phone with Lena. She was in the ladies room at the UN building again, crying her eyes out. Apparently Heero gave her the cold shoulder, again. I told her not to mix work and relationships, but no, she has to chase after one of the head of the UN senate\'s bodyguards. Does that make sense to you? It doesn\'t make any sense to me either. So basically every time he gives her the cold shoulder, she ends up crying in the ladies room. It seems so silly. I\'d never act as silly as she is, mooning over someone like...oh, the phone\'s ringing.
12:35 pm
I just got off the phone with Trowa. He actually called me! I really can\'t believe it. He just wanted to make sure that I was fine. Can you believe that? His car\'s fine. He just wanted to make sure that I wasn\'t too shaken up by the accident. That was really nice of him. I should call Duo! He needs to know that Trowa is a gentleman, and therefore not interested in dating me anyway. Although, that\'s not really something that I should be concerned about, considering that I\'m straight and not interested in him at all. Well, I\'m interested in Trowa as a friend. I\'d like to be his friend, that\'s all.
2:00 pm
I just got back from lunch with Duo. He\'s still not convinced that I don\'t like Trowa like that. I think I need to get a girlfriend to convince him I\'m straight, but before I that, I need new clothes. They say cloths make the man...yup, I get new clothes, I\'ll get a girl. But I need help. I\'m not sure what I need to look for.
I can\'t get Duo to help. He\'s just a little too gay, and dresses like it. I don\'t want to look like a well-dressed gay man, I want to look like a well-dressed straight man.
Maybe Lena could help. She\'s a girl, she knows about clothes...except my sisters are girls, and they keep putting me in pink and lavender. Lena loves pink too. That might not be smart.
Maybe if I get Wufei to go along with Duo and me, then I might get straighter clothes. If I went just with \'Fei, nothing would match. He\'s not very good at dressing himself, although he\'s the straightest guy I know. He\'s even straighter then my dad, and Dad has twenty wives.
11:15 pm
I just got back from shopping with Wufei and Duo. They kept asking me if I wanted to goo good for Trowa. I tried to laugh if off, but...well it kind of hurts. I don\'t know why everyone thinks that I\'m gay. It\'s not like I act gay. I\'m attracted girls. I really am. I am. I just haven\'t found someone I like yet. That\'s all. None of them are...right. There\'s something missing. Some spark. And then when I try to get intimate with a girl, well...nothing happens. Seriously, nothing unless they touch me down there. It\'s strange. I hear all about guys getting erections at the most inopportune moments and yet...but it\'s because I\'m waiting for someone special. Yup. And when that special someone comes along then it\'ll all happen, Puccini and everything.
You know what diary, after reading over this again, I really need to get better opening lines; \"I just got...\"just isn’t going to work anymore. But I’m still new at this, so I’ll try harder to make my life more interesting to you, okay?
By Allah, I just apologized to a book again. I think I’m losing it.
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Monday, Jan 6th
11:25 am
Well diary, I would have written before, but there wasn\'t anything to write. There\'s been work, work, and more work. Marketing isn\'t the most exciting department in the company. I\'d rather be in research and development. They get to make new things. I really like building things; especially complicated things. I don\'t really like business, although I\'m actually pretty good at it. My father said that my mind is for strategy, just like him, and all I can think is: \"Great, I\'m going to end up just like my Dad.\" It\'s not that I don\'t want to be like him, it\'s just that...well I don\'t want to be like him. I want to be my own man. I love my father I just don\'t want to be my father. Aaaaahhhhh...I can\'t explain it exactly. This just isn\'t me. Papers and projects and spreadsheets and reports and reports and reports. It\'s too boring. I feel like I\'m wasting away here. I need some action!!!! (Is that thought Freudian in any way? I\'m not sure.)
Noon
I just got off the phone with Lena. She was in the ladies room at the UN building again, crying her eyes out. Apparently Heero gave her the cold shoulder, again. I told her not to mix work and relationships, but no, she has to chase after one of the head of the UN senate\'s bodyguards. Does that make sense to you? It doesn\'t make any sense to me either. So basically every time he gives her the cold shoulder, she ends up crying in the ladies room. It seems so silly. I\'d never act as silly as she is, mooning over someone like...oh, the phone\'s ringing.
12:35 pm
I just got off the phone with Trowa. He actually called me! I really can\'t believe it. He just wanted to make sure that I was fine. Can you believe that? His car\'s fine. He just wanted to make sure that I wasn\'t too shaken up by the accident. That was really nice of him. I should call Duo! He needs to know that Trowa is a gentleman, and therefore not interested in dating me anyway. Although, that\'s not really something that I should be concerned about, considering that I\'m straight and not interested in him at all. Well, I\'m interested in Trowa as a friend. I\'d like to be his friend, that\'s all.
2:00 pm
I just got back from lunch with Duo. He\'s still not convinced that I don\'t like Trowa like that. I think I need to get a girlfriend to convince him I\'m straight, but before I that, I need new clothes. They say cloths make the man...yup, I get new clothes, I\'ll get a girl. But I need help. I\'m not sure what I need to look for.
I can\'t get Duo to help. He\'s just a little too gay, and dresses like it. I don\'t want to look like a well-dressed gay man, I want to look like a well-dressed straight man.
Maybe Lena could help. She\'s a girl, she knows about clothes...except my sisters are girls, and they keep putting me in pink and lavender. Lena loves pink too. That might not be smart.
Maybe if I get Wufei to go along with Duo and me, then I might get straighter clothes. If I went just with \'Fei, nothing would match. He\'s not very good at dressing himself, although he\'s the straightest guy I know. He\'s even straighter then my dad, and Dad has twenty wives.
11:15 pm
I just got back from shopping with Wufei and Duo. They kept asking me if I wanted to goo good for Trowa. I tried to laugh if off, but...well it kind of hurts. I don\'t know why everyone thinks that I\'m gay. It\'s not like I act gay. I\'m attracted girls. I really am. I am. I just haven\'t found someone I like yet. That\'s all. None of them are...right. There\'s something missing. Some spark. And then when I try to get intimate with a girl, well...nothing happens. Seriously, nothing unless they touch me down there. It\'s strange. I hear all about guys getting erections at the most inopportune moments and yet...but it\'s because I\'m waiting for someone special. Yup. And when that special someone comes along then it\'ll all happen, Puccini and everything.
You know what diary, after reading over this again, I really need to get better opening lines; \"I just got...\"just isn’t going to work anymore. But I’m still new at this, so I’ll try harder to make my life more interesting to you, okay?
By Allah, I just apologized to a book again. I think I’m losing it.