Part of the Job

Disclaimer: I don’t own Heero or Duo and that’s probably a good thing.

Part V

Heero sighed as he felt the full weight of Duo’s naked body pressing down on him. The fantasy that had tormented his nights was finally real. Dou was touching him, kissing him, filling him with life like he’d never known. He tried to tell Duo how much he wanted this, to let the other pilot know what this meant to him, but all he could bring himself to voice were feral groans of desire. So he held Duo tight kissing with as much love as he could.

Duo wanted the world to stop. He could think of nothing more exquisite than melting into Heero like this. He wanted to the burry himself deep inside Heero. The body beneath him pulsated and swelled. Duo stopped to rest against Heero’s neck basking in the feeling of love that surrounded him. He was afraid to go any further. He didn’t want Heero to ever think of him the way he thought of those men that had used him. I can live with this if this is all he wants.

Duo had pulled away. Heero wondered if he’d done something wrong or if this was something Duo didn’t want to do. Had he again pushed Duo into a corner where the only way out was to offer his body? “Dou? Is something wrong?”

“No, it’s perfect.” Heero’s hand was lightly stroking along Duo’s spine lulling Duo from excitement to contentment. It seamed like ages ago that he lied in this bed while Heero sat behind him crying, braiding his hair and finally proclaiming love for Duo. Other men had yelled out those words as they spent themselves inside of him. Then they would leave him naked and used in some anonymous hotel room. What did he know about love? Duo wanted to say ‘I love you,’ too, but would it mean anything? Would Heero know that it was real and not merely the babbling brought on by physical exultation? Risking all he pressed his face to Heero’s and whispered, “I love you Heero.”

Heero caught Duo’s head in his hands and pressed his lips again to Duo’s. He wanted Duo more. It wasn’t enough to be lying skin to skin. He needed to be filled with Duo’s body. “Please, Duo, I want you to take me. Help me to feel the love that only you create.”

He doesn’t know what he is asking for. He thinks it will be something wonderful and kind, but it’s only ever been harsh and shameful for me. Dou delved deep into Heero’s eyes. Maybe this time it would be different. Duo’s began to descend Heero’s body. His mouth played slowly over Heero’s taunt nipples as his hands roamed Heero’s sides. When they reached Heero’s hips Duo trailed one hand down along the outside of a thigh urging the leg upwards. His fingers slipped beneath Heero’s bottom and gently rubbed his entrance begging to be let in.

Heero panted with excitement. He would be complete with Duo inside of him. Duo’s soft pleasuring promised him more. The body resting on him moved and adjusted dipping even lower. Heero felt Duo’s free hand take his solid rod and stroke slowly as he lifted his body from him.

Kneeling between his legs, Duo looked up to his lover’s face. “Heero. Is this what you want?” Duo asked as his fingers dug at the tight ring of muscles.

Heero hissed at the intimate thrill of Duo’s hands, “Please Dou.”

Duo nodded and turned slowly away leaving Heero bereft of his body. He fumbled for a moment with his pants that had been discarded by the bed earlier. When he quickly returned he reached up and placed an object in Heero’s hand, “Hold on to this until we need it.”

Heero looked down at the item pressed into his palm then back Duo. Duo’s face was down cast as he kissed Heero’s bent knee.

“I don’t want you in any danger,” He caressed Heero’s leg as he sheepishly looked up to the pilot laying open to him.

Heero stroked Duo’s hair as he gripped the packaged condom in his hand.

Duo leaned on Heero’s bent leg as he applied lubricant to his fingers. He watched Heero lay back and close his eyes preparing for the penetration. He returned to stroking Heero’s cock as he pushed a slick finger into Heero. The body tightened and jerked at the sudden discomfort. “OK?’ Duo asked.

“yes.”

Duo pushed his finger in deeper. He had no joy knowing all too well how this felt to Heero. He only did this because Heero wanted it he told himself. It would feel good soon enough but until then he would feel the guilt of the pain he inflicted. He slid the finger in and out in a steady rhythm waiting for Heero’s body to willingly receive it. Then he would add a second finger stretching his love further.

Heero panted and groaned. It was uncomfortable being filled like this and yet his body begged for more. When he found Duo being too cautious he would take over and push to meet the tender invasion. The hand on his cock was replaced by Duo’s mouth as Duo deepened the thrust of his fingers. He was becoming accustomed to the stretching sensation. Duo’s mouth sliding along his arousal was an incredible distraction until a third finger delved in deep. A sharp pain caused Heero to whimper.

Duo didn’t stop. He sucked Heero harder and thrust his fingers deep wanting to find the spot that would completely undo Heero. Heero’s hips pushed against him making it hard to control his mouth and hands. Suddenly Heero went ridged as Duo’s fingers swept across the soft spongy organ. Dou found it again and assailed it with fast thrusting fingers.

Heero thought he would cum at any moment. His body was wrecked with pleasure, the mouth sucking his throbbing shaft, the fingers stroking his inner walls. He moaned Duo’s name. Duo let go of Heero’s arousal and removed his fingers.

Heero opened his eyes to see Duo sitting still between his legs. He sat up to face Duo. The boy looked so sad.

“I don’t think I can…I can do this too you.”

Heero pressed his lips to Duo’s temple. He carefully tore open the packet in his hand placing the small ring around Duo’s tip. His fingers grazed along the sides of Duo’s shaft as he eased the condom over his full length. Duo’s eyes closed and a tear trickled down on check. Heero cupped his chin and turned him to face him. “I love you.”

“I know.” Dou kissed Heero’s lips. He looked into Heero’s eyes confused by the need of his body and the guilt in his heart. This is what he wants me to do. How can I deny him? “It will be easier for you if you were on your hands and knees.”

Heero smiled and nodded, then after kissing Duo again he turned from him.

Duo glanced his hand over Heero’s smooth flanks as he rose to his knees. He was painfully aware of his excitement. His desire to drive into Heero’s tight soft flesh was intense. He could not trust himself. He would have to trust Heero. “Tell me if you want me to stop.” He applied more lube to Heero’s entrance and to his covered cock. He held Heero’s hips and pushed forward into ecstasy.

Heero clutched at the bed sheets as he felt Duo’s length pervade his small home. Duo stayed still inside him. Heero tried to calm his breathing and relax his muscles. This was it. This was Duo inside him. He knew he would never be alone again. Even if war did end up tearing them apart as it had brought them together he would have this to remember always.

He didn’t think he could love Heero any more than at this moment buried deep inside him. It was more than he had ever imagined. Duo began to move. First slowly pulling in and out. Heero felt good pressed all around him. He thrust in hard pushing to feel more.

Duo’s hard shaft grazed Heero’s sweet spot causing him to moan beneath him. It was a good moan, a pleased moan. ‘Faster Dou. Oh, I need it faster.”

Their bodies slammed against each other searching for that ultimate high. Duo was getting close. He leaned down and took hold of Heero and jerked him hard. He would not cum before Heero.

“Ah! oh please, please…” Heero begged. He felt like he was falling the air rushing past his face faster and faster until… “DUO!!!” Heero’s arms gave out and he collapsed on the bed as his seed spilled from him. Spurred by Heero’s release Duo needed only a few more hard thrusts to cum. He Kissed Heero’s back as he let the body slide down form him to the bed. He pulled out and slid the condom off being sure not to spill. He reached to the floor for his pants and used them to clean up. As long as he was doing missions he and Heero would have to be very careful. He remembered Heero’s face in his groin earlier. He probably shouldn’t have let him do that.

“I’ll talk to Sally.”

The sudden break in silence startled Duo. Heero had been watching him clean up and guessed his thoughts.

“It’ll be ok.” He leaned up and pulled Duo down to the bed with him. He pushed the stray strands of sweat filled hair back from Duo’s face.

“It’s dangerous, Heero.”

“Have you ever known me to care whether I live or die?”

“Damn it Heero! Don’t say shit like that! Do you really want it to be me that kills you?”

Heero silenced Duo with a kis“Shh“Shhh I’m sorry. Please, just stay here with me, ok? We’ll be all right. I promise. We’ll be all right.”

Duo let Heero’s arms envelop him. I won’t let you die now, even if you want to. He clung to his love letting exhaustion finally overtake him.


~~~