Innocent Dance

A/N
Warrior slowly peeks around.
Takaya: You’re safe. Now will you stop hiding! You’re stretching my arm and it is starting to hurt.
Warrior: Tch! You just want me out there cause I will get killed but you will be spared. _
Takaya: No, I just want to get the blood flowing back into my arm!
Warrior: Naoe you still alive? And is the barrier up? And did you call Chiaki!?
Naoe: Yes
Warrior: Good.
Takaya: Will you hurry up and tell everyone about the chapter. You’re keeping them waiting and that will want to make them hurt you more.
Warrior: You are right! Okay well then thank you for your lovely reviews and threats. And once more forgive me for my spelling errors no beta at all, but for my new story I will have one just wait and see. Well then please enjoy this next chapter. ^^

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Chapter 53

“Rei, please. To stop hurting each other.”
“I’m sorry. I can’t.” He lifted his head up and stared at Tala with a sad smile. “I love him too much to just forget. He can forget me and move on, but I will continue loving him until I die.”
The red head watched Rei in surprised. His eyes widen more when he realized a certain dual hair standing behind him.
“Kai…?”
Rei looked behind and saw Kai looking down on him, his eyes hidden behind his shades.
They both stared at each other. No words exchanged.
Tala stood up and walked over to the dual hair.
“Why the hell did you leave without telling me? I was worried as hell when I didn’t find you at your hotel room. What the hell are you doing here?” He looked at him in anger. ‘Rei now just get up and leave! Come on damn it this isn’t the right time!’ He glanced quickly to see if the raven hair budged, but only saw that he was still staring in shock.
“I just wanted to talk to Brooklyn. I’m leaving now.”
He pushed the red head aside and started walking away passing the still shocked raven hair. Tala looked back and watched the dual hair walk away.
‘Good thing someone decided to leave.’ He looked back down at Rei and saw he had his head down and was clutching his jeans. ‘Sorry Rei’
“Kai wait!”
Tala looked over once more at Rei and saw him sitting up straight with his back still facing the dual hair.
‘What the hell are you doing Rei! Let him go!’
Kai stopped but did not turn around to face the raven hair. The red head only stared in shock as the two just stood in their place for a while.
‘What the hell is going through your head?’ “Rei let’s go to class.” He walked over and grabbed him by his arm and was trying to drag him up. Suddenly Rei snatched his arm back startling Tala.
The raven hair stood up and held his head down.
“Kai…please listen to me…can we please talk?”
“…”
Rei turned around and looked at the dual hair with tears streaming down his face.
“Just hear me out! Please I want to talk! Then…then you can leave! But first I must talk with you…please…” He continued to stare at the back of Kai as the tears rolled down.
“Rei…come on let’s just go. Forget it.”
“No! I won’t leave! I want to talk to you Kai! Please! I don’t need you to reply or give me any sort of reasons…I just want to tell you what has happened. Please.”
The three stood there in silence. The red head watched back and fourth between his best friend and Rei who’s tears never seemed to run out. The raven hair held himself by his arms as if he were covering up shame.
“Hn.” With that he started walking.
Rei felt his heart jump as he heard the dual hair’s short reply, yet he knew it meant yes. He was about to follow when suddenly he felt his arm being grabbed once more. He looked over and saw a now upset red head staring at him.
“Tala?”
“What the fuck are you doing? Don’t do this to yourself! Damn it Rei just forget it, you will get over it.”
“…What if it happened to you and Raul?”
“What?”
“If this occurred to you and him…do you think you would be able to get over it?”
Rei stared at Tala with a hard look. The red head bit his lower lip and released his hold.
“Call if anything happens. Please.” He pulled out a pen from his pocket and grabbed the raven hair’s hand and quickly jotted down his number on Rei’s arm. “Put it in your cell and call no matter what. I will come right away.”
“Okay. Thank you.”
“I hope you know what you are doing.” He sighed and just looked over at the dual hair that stopped to wait to see if Rei was following. ‘Please listen to him Kai. I want to see you stop your suffering.’ He nodded at him and began to walk away. ‘Hopefully this doesn’t turn into WWIII’ He shook his head as he made his way to class.


The older man smiled as he saw the red haired girl slowly enter his hospital room.
“Salima hey doll, haven’t seen you around.”
The girl walked over to him and gave him a hug; he patted her back with his good arm.
“I just came to see how you were doing.”
“Ah just great. Tomorrow morning is my last day here. Then we will be going home real soon.” He smiled at her and she gave a small one in return.
“I am glad to hear.” She sat herself down at the edge of his bed and kept her head low.
“Is something wrong Salima?”
“I am grateful to you and Lanfei. I am grateful that you accepted me as your daughter and cared for me all this time, and I am sure my father is very grateful, and my mother up in heaven. But…this is goodbye for me.”
“Salima?”
“I am leaving tonight. I am going back home and I am asking my father if I can move away and study somewhere else. I wanted to thank Lanfei personally, but she is at the moment busy with the production. So will you please tell her for me.” She stood up and bowed in front of the man. “I will call to make sure you are doing much better. I will always pray for you and Lanfei and I shall pray that Rei lives a happy life too.” Tears fell as she kept her head down.
“Salima why? You don’t need to do this. I know you are in pain honey, but you must not run away from it.”
“I just need time to be alone and forget. There is a hole in my heart now…and I want to let it heal. I want Rei to be happy, so I am giving him up and I want him to be happy with Kai. Even though I hate that bastard…he is the only person who truly makes Rei happy, and that is all that matters to me now.”
The man only watched the girl with a sad expression.
“Please watch over him, I already asked Kai and I know they will both be happy. Goodbye.”
“Salima.”
The girl stood up straight and looked at the man.
“You will always be our daughter. So please when you want to come home come and stay with us if you like.”
“Thank you.” She smiled as tears streamed down.
“Come here.” He extended his good arm over to her and she walked over to give the older man another embrace. “Be careful on your way home. Take care of yourself you hear me?” He said as he stroked her hair.
“Yes.”
“Good girl.”
“Good bye…”


Rei just stared down at his menu trying to think of what exactly he was going to tell Kai. They walked out of the college and Kai actually agreed on taking Rei in his car so they could go to a restaurant and talk, a place where no one else from the college might see them. The raven hair glanced over toward Kai and saw the dual hair scanning through the menu as well. The environment was a nice feeling, a shame they didn’t feel that way. The setting felt as if for a romantic date. The dim lights, the soft music playing in the air followed by the lovely singer singing along. Rei glanced over to the lovely woman singing. He began to admire her; the woman had long brown silk looking hair. It was loose and hung lovely around her shoulders. She had on a Gunne Sax Strapless Satin Bubble Gown with Sash. She seemed elegant, but what was very attractive about her was the voice that flowed out of her mouth. It was gentle and it was able to touch you.


~The song she sung~

I know that you're hiding things
Using gentle words to shelter me
Your words were like a dream
But dreams could never fool me
Not that easily

I acted so distant then
Didn't say goodbye before you left
But I was listening
You'll fight your battles far from me
Far too easily

"Save your tears cause I'll come back"
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door
But still I swore
To hide the pain when I turn back the pages
Shouting might have been the answer
What if I'd cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart
But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart

Though a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
Crossing over the time and distance holding you
Suspended on silver wings

And a thousand words
One thousand confessions
Will cradle you
Making all of the pain you feel seem far away
They'll hold you forever

The dream isn't over yet
Though I often say I can't forget
I still relive that day
"You've been there with me all the way"
I still hear you say

"Wait for me I'll write you letters"
I could see how you stammered with your eyes to the floor
But still I swore to hide the doubt
When I turn back the pages
Anger might have been the answer
What if I'd hung my head and said that I couldn't wait
But now I'm strong enough to know it's not too late

Cause a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll fly to you
Even though we can't see I know they're reaching you
Suspended on silver wings

Oh a thousand words
One thousand embraces
Will cradle you
Making all of your weary days seem far away
They'll hold you forever

Oh a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
They'll carry you home and back into my arms
Suspended on silver wings ohhh

And a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll cradle you
Turning all of the lonely years to only days
They'll hold you forever.

Kai looked at the raven hair and noticed how he stared at the singer. He was angered yet he didn’t wish to care anymore.
“Why don’t you talk to her? I mean it seems like you are interested in her, so go ahead. I’ll just leave. I am wasting time here.” The dual hair closed his menu and folded his arms over his chest.
“Why would I do that? I’m here cause I want to talk to you Kai.” He looked away from the woman and looked over at the dual hair.
“About what? We have nothing to say to each other. It’s over between us.”
“Please…please just give me another chance.”
“Just get going. This was a mistake. Go fuck some girl. That is what you enjoy.”
“I don’t like girls.”
“It shows.”
“She reminded me of someone! She…she sings like someone I loved dearly.”
Kai only sneered.
“I’m leaving.”
“Don’t! Damn it Kai please listen to me!” The raven hair quickly grabbed him by the hand and held on tightly. The costumers in the place began to look over at their table, seeing what the commotion was all about, they were whispering and staring. The dual hair only stared at them back with annoyance, making them all go back to their business.
He yanked his hand away from Rei’s grip and sat back down.
“Talk.”
“Auntie Yohfa. She just reminded me so much of my auntie.”
The dual hair only looked at him as if he was crazy.
“Forget it. I want to talk about what happened…what you saw and about what you said to me that night.”
“I don’t care about your damn personally life.”
“Don’t lie! Why are you being this way? It wasn’t what it looked like. She was drunk and threw up all over herself, and I had no choice but to help her wash up. She wanted to try and make me forget about you…but I didn’t want to. I always thought about you. I still do. And I ask myself why are you the only person who can make me feel like this? You make me feel confused, hot, happy, and loved.” Rei lowered his head and gripped onto the napkin. “Tala told me to give you up, he told me what you have been going through. So you can’t tell me that you haven’t been affected. That night when you hit me and told me you used me…it tore me apart. And when you showed up in class today and just walked past me as if I didn’t exist…or as if we didn’t have anything going on. It shattered my heart.” He looked over at the dual hair and just stared at him with a hurt expression.
Kai looked at Rei and was about to say something when suddenly a waitress walked over to them to take their order.
“Good afternoon gentlemen” (A/N Its noon now) She smiled at them. “What can I get you today?”
“I’ll have coffee.” The dual hair said seriously as he continued to stare at Rei who now had is head down.
“And for you?”
“…Lemonade please.” He said softly.
The women only nodded and excused herself, while she went to get their drinks.
“I didn’t mean to hurt you, and I wish that we could just forget what happened.” Rei looked over at the dual hair. “I was so mean, distant, cold. I think I was worse then you. You always told me you loved me and you always took care of me and tried your best to protect me. But I…I never had the chance to tell you how I felt. Now all I can tell you is I have this pain that I want to forget. When Boris molested me…that night when I was alone and almost got raped…you were the first person that came into my mind. I was afraid and I wanted you to come through the door and save me. I wanted you to hold me in your strong arms. When you embrace me…I feel safe. Kai you may want to forget me and I understand, but I just want to tell you that I love you. I love you so much and I wish we started off differently and maybe we could have been happy now.” He smiled at the dual hair as a tear slid down. “I am sorry I hurt you.”

“Nnnn Ty! Tyson, gah! Nnnn slow down…”The light blond panted as the bluenette pounded himself hard and fast into his lover. Mihaeru gripped unto the sheets tightly as he felt more pain mixed with pleasure fill him.
“I love you! Damn it I love you and only you!” Takao panted out as he gripped the light blonde’s erection and began to pump him fast, along with his trusts.
Mihaeru tossed his head back as he felt his aching organ being pumped feverishly.
“Nnnngh! Takao ah!” He felt a pair of teeth sink into his shoulder as the bluentte continued to ram himself hard. “Stop…Tyson stop! You are being to rough…” He tried to pull away but Takao held tightly onto his waist. After a few more hard thrusts the bluenette tossed his head back as he came hard into his lover. The light blond slumped forward Takao quickly pulled out and flipped the light blond onto his back. He lowered himself and took in his lover’s erection into his mouth and began to suck him hard and fast. It drove the light blond crazy and with a loud cry he came hard inside his lover’s mouth. Mihaeru laid there panting as the bluenette continued licking up the remainder of his lover’s essence. Takao lifted himself up and moved up to his lover to place a heated kiss allowing the light blond to taste himself. Mihaeru opened his mouth and allowed the bluenette’s tongue to enter and wrap itself with his. The light blond whimpered when he felt Takao slowly stroking once again his erection.
“Ty…no…”
“Shhh babe I need you badly.”
Mihearu pulled away and pushed the bluenette off of him.
“Tyson what’s wrong with you?” He panted out as he sat himself away from his stunned lover.
He looked away from his lover. The light blond grabbed the sheets and covered himself as he looked over at the upset looking bluenette.
“Why are you acting like this? You were rough…you actually hurt me.”
“Sorry…I’m sorry babe.” He lowered his head and placed his hands on his naked lap. The light blond crawled over to his now upset lover and rested his head on the bluenette’s bare shoulder.
“It’s alright. I just wish you would tell me what is going on in that thick head of yours. After you talked to Kai…you haven’t been acting the same. What happened between you two?” He placed his hand over Takao’s chest and softly ran his fingertips over his chest. “Don’t you trust me?” He ran his fingers over the bluenette’s jaw as he stared up at his still sadden lover.
“Of course I trust you, I trust you with all my heart. Its just…Mihaeru I am so confused at the moment. I am afraid that you might hate me.”
“Why would I hate you? I love you. So come on tell me what’s going on with you?”
Takao looked down and saw the light blond smiling at him gently. He leaned down and placed a chaste kiss on his lover’s lips.
Pulling away he stared at the light blond. “You know I love you, and I wouldn’t want that to ever change.”
Mihaeru only nodded.
“When I spoke to Kai…when I saw him it just shattered me. If you saw him the way I did…you wouldn’t have believed that was the same bastard we all knew. He looked…Mihaeru I threatened him, I told him if he ever hurts Rei one more time that I would be sure to kill him. His reply was something I did not expect.”
“What did he say?”
“He began to cut his neck…in front of me babe. He told me I was a hypocrite because I was trying to prevent him from killing himself. I told him my reason…I told him I didn’t want Rei to suffer anymore but I also told him that…” He began to choke on his words as tears fell out. The light blond began to wipe away at them as he tried to calm his lover.
“Ty you can tell me.”
“I told him…I told him that I still loved him. I do Mihaeru. I still love that damn bastard!” He moved his head away from his lover’s hold and looked away feeling ashamed.
The room was silent and it was driving the bluenette a bit insane.
“Mihaeru if you want to end it…I understand. I know you hate relationships that are like this. So you can—“
“Tyson you jerk!”
Takao winced at the tone of his lover.
“I have no idea what is going through that head, what gave you the impression I would want to leave you? I love you. I understand. I am not upset only hurt, but because you did not tell me what has happened. I don’t hate you for still loving Kai. I understand. I have nothing against it. But tell me…is he the only one in your heart? Do I not have a chance?” He gave the bluenette a sincere smile. Suddenly he was pulled into a tight embrace.
“No, I only have you in my heart. I love Kai but you are the only one who can make me feel happy, you make me feel special.”
Mihaeru snuggled closer to the bluenette as he enjoyed the embrace.
“That is all I want.”
“I’m sorry I was rough with you tonight.” He pulled away and looked over at the light blond with a hurt expression.
“It’s fine. It was kind of kinky. I wouldn’t mind doing it again.” He winked at Takao and leaned up for another kiss.
“Babe for you I will do bondage.” He laughed in between the kiss.



~Friday Morning~

“Julia?”
“Ah Jejung! Hi how are you?” The Spanish girl ran up to the Korean singer with a smile on her face.
“I’m good, thanks. Is Rei around?”
“No I haven’t seen him today. He might be running late after all.”
“Yeah.”
‘Don’t worry. Did you want to ask him something?”
“No nothing important.”
“Was it about yesterday? What happened at the restaurant?”
“…”
“I am sure Rei will tell us what happened. So where is the rest of the group?”
“They are coming along. They woke up late.”
”I see. Well tonight is the big night.”
“You excited?”
“Very! Oh I better get my costume fixed up. See you later.”
“Sure. Bye.”
With that she ran inside the building leaving the Korean singer alone outside.
‘I hope Rei does show up. He seemed upset after we met that creepy guy.’ He sighed and looked around for any sign of the raven hair. “I hope he does show.” He sighed.
“So you are looking for my porcelain doll?”
The Korean singer turned around and saw a smirking platinum hair making his way toward him.
“You’re the one from yesterday?”
“So you remember? So you are interested in him eh?”
“What?”
“Don’t act dumb. That is why I am here.”
“Are you in this class?”
“Use to be…but due to some complicating circumstances I was kicked out. Now listen to me foreigner.”
“Excuse me?” A hint of anger was in his tone.
“I will make this perfectly clear.” He slowly walked up to the annoyed Korean singer. “That lovely porcelain doll belongs to me and no one else. You dare lay a hand on him I swear I will hunt you down and cut up your lovely face.” He gave him an evil grin.
“What the hell!? Who the hell do you think you are making threats like that?” He looked at him with anger.
“Don’t act innocent. I know how you are. You want him just as badly as every other man.”
“What?”
“Don’t you get it? He is gay.”
“…” Jejung took a few steps back as he looked at the grinning platinum in shock.
“Don’t forget, or else. Good day.” He smiled at Jejung and patted him on the shoulder making his way past the shocked Korean singer.
“Rei’s…gay…?” He whispered to himself.



The Spanish boy looked at Rei and gave him a smile.
“How are you today?”
“Fine.” He continued to stretch.
“Um…Tala told me…I just want to make sure…”
“I’m fine.” He gave a small smile at Raul.
“I don’t want to be nosy sounding but I am just worried about you…did—“
“Rei!” Mariah came jogging up to the raven hair.
“Hey what’s up?”
“Need to quickly check out the sleeves with your outfit. Raul mind if I borrow him for a minute?”
“Uh no.”
“Hee-hee thanks.” With that she grabbed the raven hair by the arm and led him toward the fitting area.
‘…I hope Rei isn’t hurting…I hope something good happened between them.’ He just stared at the two walking off with a sadden expression.

“Excited?” The pink haired girl looked over at the raven hair with a smile.
“You know it.” He smiled back at her.
“Only 6 more hours.”
“You seemed real excited.”
“Of course! This is our biggest production! Dong Bong Shinjki is going to perform, my boyfriend is here to see my line of costumes and also three scouts from three famous universities are going to be here.” She giggled.
“So I will finally get to meet your Mr. Right?”
“Yep! Actually I wanted to introduce you to him yesterday, but I saw you were in a serious conversation so I didn’t want to interrupt.”
“What?”
“I was at the restaurant where you and Kai were. You two looked so serious that I decided not to call you out. I was there with my boyfriend.”
“Oh”
“Here put this on. I need to make sure everything looks good.” She grabbed the outfit out of her large bag and handed it to Rei. He took it from her and walked over to the changing shades and began to undress.
“So how’s Kai doing?” She said while she waited next to the dress shades.
“…Fine I guess.”
“You guess? You were with him for lunch. How can you guess?”
“We didn’t talk much.”
“Looked like you had a lot to say.” She grabbed her ponytail and began to look through it for split ends while she waited for Rei. After a few minutes he came out with abit of confusion on his face.
“What’s wrong?”
“Mariah last time I checked my outfit didn’t look anything like this.”
‘Why aren’t you wearing it all? You need to put on the sleeves!”
“This looks like a girls outfit!”
“No it doesn’t. Now put on the sleeves I got to see if they came out right too.”
“What happened to the pants? Look it’s a skirt!!” He began to spin around showing off the outfit the pink haired girl gave him.
The outfit was indeed kind of girly looking in fact it exposed plenty of his stomach. The shirt was this short leather no sleeve shirt the collar was designed like a buckle so it looked strapped around the raven hair’s neck. The bottom part was a low riding leather skirt with a black rose attached to the side and a huge slit to show off Rei’s leg and thigh, he had on a pair of short bikini shorts and a pair of stripped black and white long stockings up to his knees. On the side of the skirt it had like checkerboard markings on it.
“Well? Mariah what happened to the outfit you were working on a while ago?”
“You need to put on the gloves!!” She grabbed the leather long sleeve gloves and handed them to him. The were black and the upper part where it was suppose to be attached to the upper arm was tight and had belt buckles to strap it on, the bottom part where the hand part was located was wide and it surrounded the entire hands covering them completely.
“Oh and don’t forget your boots.” She smiled at him as she held up the large thick leather looking boots at him.
“What the hell is this!? Why do I look like a sluttish girl!?”
“Just wait until Ming Ming fixes your hair! You will look amazing! Oh and also your makeup. You will look fantastic!” She smiled at him.
“Hey Mariah will you answer me! Mariah!”
“I can’t wait! 6 more hours! Oh just wait until we see you in the entire outfit! Fabulous!” She giggled to herself as she dug through her bag.
The raven hair glared at her in anger as she continued to ignore him completely. She began humming to herself as she made her way to a group of other students trying out their outfits.
“Mariah!” Rei yelled out as he chased after her. Suddenly he ran into a person making him go back a little. He looked up and blushed as he saw whom he ran into.
“Ah Rei right?” The Korean said with a smile.
“I’m sorry Changmin.” He bowed his head as he felt his face redden even more.
“It’s alright. Hey I like the outfit. Is that what you are going to wear tonight?” He began to look over the still blushing raven hair who only nodded. “I like it. It looks good on you. I bet all the girl will be flocking over you tonight.” He smiled once more at Rei who only gave a small one in return.
“Changmin!”
“Oh hey Yunho.” He waved at his friend as he made his way toward the two. “Whoa! Is that Rei?” He quickly ran up to the raven hair and began to look him up and down. “Dude! You look like a girl! Ha! I envy you! You look great!”
“You think so? I mean I don’t look like a slut?”
“Hell no! You look fabulous! Like a real gothic rock star or some sort! I wish our outfits looked like that. Heh all the girls would love to see this body.” He grinned as he lifted his shirt up and began to show off his stomach that was nicely shaped.
“Yeah sure.”
‘Don’t hate me Changmin cause I’m sexy and your just cute.” He ruffled the younger singer’s hair as he laughed.
“Stop! And I am not cute anymore! Jejung told me I am not looking as hot as you all!” He stuck his tongue out at the other.
“Whatever. Rei is that the entire outfit?”
“Uh no…still missing, the boots, sleeves, my hair, and makeup.” He began to scratch the back of his head.
“Oh which means we will need to wait until tonight huh?” Changmin said with a smile.
“Yeah guess so.” Rei smiled back.
“Hey Jejung!” Yunho looked behind the raven hair and waved over at his friend.
‘Crap…Jejung…what the hell am I suppose to say about yesterday…’
“Hey Yunho, Changmin, oh Rei! Is that you?” The Korean singer smiled and walked over toward them. The raven hair kept his back still facing toward Jejung as he felt worry take over him.
“Hey Rei! Wow you look awesome!! If you were to let your hair loose and put on some makeup you would like a hot girl.” He placed his hand over the raven hair’s shoulder trying to get his attention.
“Uh heh thanks I guess.” He chuckled nervously as he rubbed his upper arm.
“Hey you alright?” He walked in front f the raven hair in order to face him. “If it is about yesterday it’s fine. You just had us a bit concern.”
“Sorry, just something important came up. I hope you aren’t angry.”
“Why should I be? So ready for tonight?”
“Yeah.”
“Great! You will look stunning.” He smiled once more at Rei who only blushed.
“Jejung where is Junsu and Yucheon?”
“On their way. Rei can I talk to you for a minute?”
“Uh yeah sure. Let me change first.”
“Yeah sure. Be back in a bit you two.”
“Take your time Jejung, but be gentle.” Yunho began to laugh as his friend gave him a deadly glare.
“Hah hah very funny you bastard. Don’t be jealous cause he is interested in me.” He stuck out his tongue as he walked away only to receive the middle finger from his friend.



Rei came back out buttoning the last three buttons on his blue shirt. He folded the outfit and placed it near Mariah’s bag.
“So…um what do you want to talk about?”
“Yesterday you left looking upset after you spoke to that guy who came up to us.”
The raven hair looked down as the Korean singer stared at him in concern “I wanted to ask you if everything is alright but I get the feeling you wouldn’t really tell me since we aren’t real good friends. I understand but…I must ask you this. He came up to me this morning and well he gave me the creeps and he also made me feel uneasy.”
“Shit…Jejung he didn’t do anything to you did he?” Rei quickly looked up and stared at the Korean singer with a hit of anger but mostly worry.
“No, he only said things that made me wish I had knocked some teeth out. He did threaten me, he threaten he would hunt me down and cut up my face…if I were to ever lay a hand on you.”
“What!?”
“He said you are gay. Is it true?” He looked at the now wide-eyed raven hair. “Rei?”
‘That fucking bastard…shit…now what? Damn it!! What will he think now? He will tell his friends! They will be disgusted! They will truly think I am disgusting and will want to leave now! That fucking bastard!!!’ Rei clenched his fists open and close as thought raced through his mind. Suddenly he felt a hand placed on his shoulder making him snap out of his thoughts. “Jejung…I—“
“I guess you are huh?”
Rei closed his eyes tightly as he turned his head to the side in order not to look at his friend.
“Come on let’s practice.”
The raven hair looked at the Korean singer with surprise, what he saw was only a smile.




~11:30 am~


Rei stepped inside the elevator and pressed the 3rd floor button. He stepped back and waited as the elevator ascended upwards. He sighed as he waited to reach for his destination. His mind began to rewind the earlier situation that he had with Jejung, at first he feared the Korean singer to feel disgusted, but what surprised him was that he did not care at all. Instead they practiced for two hours and then just talked and acted as if nothing of the sort ever existed. It made Rei feel a bit at ease, but yet made him still feel a bit uneasy. No matter how much Jejung assured him that is did not bother him one bit, it still made it awkward. The elevator made its stop and opened its double doors to allow its passengers to step out, Rei of course. The raven hair dug his right hand in his right pocket as he stepped out of the elevator making his way toward the children’s area in the hospital. Once more he began to think. He recalled the Korean singer joking and even playing around with his friends in a romantic way. Jejung told Rei that him being gay did not bother him one bit, in fact it did not matter if he loved a man or a woman or even both. In fact as long as he was happy that was all that mattered to him. But did the Korean singer mean it?
‘Better stop thinking, I don’t want Millie to see me worried.’ He let out a breath and made his way down the hall leading toward the small girl’s room.
He stopped in front of the door and smiled.
‘She will be thrilled.’ He smiled to himself once more and knocked at the door twice. He opened it up and stepped inside. “Hey Millie guess who?” He said in a joyful tune, but quickly stopped as he noticed the room cleared out and the bed empty.
“Millie?” He looked around the empty room. He made his way out of the room and headed toward the front desk in order to find out if the girl was moved to another room or hospital.
“Yes?” The older nurse said as she removed her glasses to look at the raven hair who now stood in front of the desk.
“Hi, I was wondering where Millie Winters has been moved too.”
“Winters? You mean that child in room 220?”
“Yes. I came here to visit and give her something. Where is she?”
“I am sorry to say this young man, but she past away early this morning.”
Rei just looked at the woman now with a look as if he were telling her she was a liar.
“No…she didn’t! I visited her not to long ago! I saw her Wednesday! We were playing together she was healthy!”
“Please calm down. She passed away early this morning.”
“YOU LIE! What time? I promised her that she would come and see me perform! She was happy! I brought her tickets today like I promised.”
“I am truly sorry young man…she died this morning. If you wish to speak to the doctor or a nurse who tended her then I can tell you who.”
“I want to talk to her parents! Please!”
“They do not wish to see anyone, I am sorry they asked us not to let anyone know of their current residence and such matters.”
“No…how…why?”
“I shall call Dr. Kimball. She was the one who took care of her. Please have a seat.”
The raven hair lowered his head and slowly made his way toward the seats located in front of the desk.
‘No Millie didn’t die. I promised she was going to come and see me perform. This isn’t true.’ He clutched his hands together as he continued to process what the nurse told him.
“Excuse me. Are you the young man asking about Millie?” A woman’s voice was heard making Rei lift his head up. “What relations did you had with my patient?”
“I was a friend, her playmate you can say.”
“Oh yes, her parents told me about you. I am sorry you had to find this out now. But Millie passed away early this morning. At 2am, she left us.”
“No…how did this happen? She was doing well on Wednesday.”
“I know it is hard to understand and also harder to believe it. Millie’s condition worsened on Thursday night. She snuck out of the hospital, she wrote to her parents she wanted to pray, pray to get well in order to see Rei perform in order to become strong, to grow up and date Rei. It hurts us knowing she was able to sneak out of the hospital without notice. The weather was cold that day and she wasn’t allowed to wonder out due to what the air holds. She was out all day and was found not until the evening when she was already in a serious state. I tried my best in saving her, she was in so much pain and just cried and said she was feeling scared. I told her not to worry, and yet… her parents asked me to stop to just stop. Millie died around 2 as I stated. I am sorry. I feel at fault for her leaving and for not being able to help her at all. That is all... I hope you now understand. I will leave you then. Good bye.”
“Thank you doctor…” The raven hair whispered as he watched the woman walk away sad. Tears streamed down as he imagined the small Millie lying on the cold table saying how afraid she was, she was crying she didn’t want to die. ‘Millie…why?’ He covered his face with his hands as he began to cry about the young girl.




~2:00 pm~

The Spanish boy picked up the small animal as he slowly rubbed himself against his leg. “Fai what do you think happened to Rei?” Raul began to pet the small animal as he nuzzled under his chin. “He left class at 11 and we never had a chance to talk. I am worried.” He sighed as he sat down on a bench while he began to think.
“Mew…” Fai cried out as he stretched on the Spanish boy who continued to pet him.
“I wonder if Kai and Rei solved their differences. I hope they did, I can’t stand seeing Rei the way he has been lately.”
“Hey love.”
The Spanish boy looks up and sees Tala smiling down at him holding a can of soda for him.
“Tala you’re out early. I thought your class ended at 3:30?”
“Test. Finished fast.”
“You should have taken your time, also to review your work.”
“It’s fine. That test was nothing. It a piece of cake.” He sat down next to Raul and handed him the cold drink.
“Thank you.” He took it in one hand and began to drink it. (A/N: Tala already opened it just so you all know)
“You worried?” He wrapped an arm around the boy’s shoulders.
“He left without me asking how it went. I am worried because well…who knows how he is feeling right now. What about Kai? Did he tell you anything?” Raul looked over at his lover as the red head looked ahead.
“He did not say a word. Just told me to get to all my classes and not to worry. He said he wanted to think.”
“So you don’t know what they talked about either…I hope everything is fine with them now.”
“I doubt it, or else Kai would have not said that. He would have been his old same bastard self.”
“I guess…”
“Everything will be alright.”
“…”
Fai mewed and jumped off the Spanish boy’s lap and began to run off.
“Ah Fai! Come back!” Raul quickly stood up and ran after the small animal followed by the red head. The small animal ran fast as he saw a certain raven hair walking in his direction. Fai stopped in front of Rei and mewed loudly and began to rub himself against the raven hair’s leg with glee.
“Hey there little guy.” Rei kneeled down and began to pet the now happy Fai. “What are you doing here? Don’t tell me Tala is busy pouncing Raul again.” He gave a small smile as the animal rubbed his head against the hand that was petting his head.
“No I’m not. I wish I was but I had class.”
Rei looked up to see the red head jogging towards them followed by a relieved looking Spanish boy.
The raven hair picked up Fai and stood up.
“Fai! Don’t you ever run away like that!” Raul said in a bit of anger as he looked at the now sadden animal.
“Relax Raul he only ran off cause he saw Rei. Isn’t that right fur ball?”
The animal mewed and nuzzled against the raven hair.
“Rei were you in class?” Raul asked the raven hair.
“No…went to do an errand.” Rei’s expression changed to a sadden look that the two noticed. “Tala…where is Kai staying?”
“What?” The red head looked at Rei as if he was a ghost.
“Kai, where is he staying?”
“The hell is wrong with you!? Why do you want to know?”
“I want to see him. Please.”
“Rei are you two okay now?”
“No.” He handed the Spanish boy Fai back and just smiled.
“Exactly! So why the hell do you want to see Kai?”
“I can’t tell you my reasons…but please Tala just tell me.” He looked at the red head with plead in his eyes.
The red head bit his lower lip as he looked over at the Spanish boy who was now pleading his lover to tell Rei.
“He isn’t at the hotel at the moment. He wanted to think.”
“Well I’ll just wait for him.”
“No.”
“Tala why n—“ Raul was suddenly caught off before he could finish his question.
“Be sure you come back on time for the production, and don’t hurt him…or yourself anymore.”
“Thank you.”


“It’s been a while since I last visited you. I’m sorry. I just wanted to try to forget, but that was just making it worse…” Kai placed a bouquet of flowers onto the stone and let them rest against the face of the grave. He stepped back and looked at the gravestone and at the picture that was engraved into the stone. “How have you been Wyatt?” He smiled to himself as he looked at the picture of the brunette boy smiling back from the picture. The area was a lovely area, full of green grass and flowers surrounded the tombstone. And it was no ordinary tombstone’ it was a grand monument of an angel weeping on the marble tombstone, holding a bouquet of flowers in her hands. It was as if it was a mother or even a lover crying over their lost love one. The entire thing was made of white marble and the words engraved:
‘To die -- to sleep -- no more; and by a sleep to say we end the heartache. To our Beloved son, and beloved friend. We will miss you but never forget you Wyatt.’
Kai purchased it all, the private area in the cemetery was only for Wyatt’s family and friends, it was only for him and no one else would be buried there, only his parents if they wished. “I am now confused. I hate to actually come and admit it like this, but I am confused and at the same time hurting. I bet this is how you felt. I am sorry I was never there to comfort you or even accept your love. I wanted to…but I was afraid. Now it is too late, but I want to make it up. I know it is selfish of me and out of character to even be this way. I am in love, a love that I never felt, a love that I thought I lost ever since you left me. I should have been the one who said sorry, not only did I hurt you but I also hurt the one person who I love. Wyatt, why can’t I just forget everything, and just start all over? I want to forget, I don’t want to feel like this anymore. If only…Wyatt why did you leave me? I wouldn’t have cared if you loved someone else, but right now I need you. I don’t know what to do. Should I just forget and take him back? I want to but I am afraid, I am truly afraid. Me the so call great Kai is afraid. I don’t know anymore…Wyatt please help me…” The dual hair fell to his knees lowered his face to the ground and began to sob, he cried like he never cried before. “I can’t stop loving him, I just want to be with him now more then ever. He told me he loves me, can I accept it? Why am I afraid?” He gripped the grass as tears streamed down. “I can’t live like this…”
“Kai?”
The dual hair slowly lifted his head and looked behind him to see a certain raven hair with tears running down his face. Without another word Rei kneeled down and embraced the dual hair that gripped onto him and began to cry against the raven hair.
Tears streamed down Rei’s face as he held tightly onto Kai.

TBC.



1000 Words does not belong to me what so ever. I just borrowed it from FFX-2 cause hell i can't write dong lyrics like that...no i just can't write song lyrics period. Sung by Jade from Sweetbox and original version by Kazushige Nojima and Takahito Eguchi & Noriko Matsueda. Now no hate reviews on how i "borrowed it" okay? =P

A/N:
*Crying* I can’t believe I am crying. You might not find it touching but I do! Gah! Especially what is happening in my life man. *Wipes tears away* I wanted to finish the entire story here but I decided you are al waiting to long for an update so I will just continue it. Next chapter last one, it is official so get ready!
Takaya: You always say that and before you know it you are still continuing this story.
Warrior: Yeah I know, but this time I am certain, I can taste it. *Licks lips*
Takaya: Yeah whatever, as long as I can finally leave your side.
Warrior: TAKAYA! You want to divorce!?
Takaya: What the hell? We aren’t even married you asshole! We aren’t even dating! I am just your hostage or something! Bitch.”
Warrior: Gah!! Why do you always insult me you bastard!
Takaya: Cause you force me to.
Warrior: You better sleep with one eye open my dear Takaya cause I will be sure to get rid of something. *Grabs his crotch and squeezes it*
Takaya: The fuck! Don’t touch me you freakin pervert!
Naoe: How dare you touch Lord Kagetora! *Towers over warrior*
Warrior: *gulp* O_O;;; Heh well then while I run for my life please review and let me know what you thought of it. Till next update! Later! *Dashes off dragging Takaya behind*

P.S Pardon any errors. =P