It's Just Emotions

A/N: Yeah, I have no legitimate excuse for not updated in a while... except that I fell in love... with a boyband name DBSK. And the only other difference between this chap and the last (my life wise) is my B/F dumped me...in the form of an IM...yeah, I got over that pretty fast. Anyway, Sorry again for the wait. (maybe the next chap will come faster if I recieve some reviews...hint hint)

Title: It's Just Emotions

Summary: Same as before.

Disclaimer: It's in the first chapter.

Pairings. hasn’t changed

Warnings: oh you know, it just your usual hand up the ass gag. Lots of foul language as well.

Chapter 5
Up Yours

Frustration running through my veins
Don't know if I'll ever be the same
Anger coursing through my heart
Beating faster till it breaks apart
Wish punchin' a wall could become an art
As I start leaning to the insane
I wish I could take away all your pain.
-Nina (that’s me)

Heero's View

After taking inventory of my possessions and setting up my laptop, I decided that, now, would be a good a time to talk to Duo. I knew something was still bothering him, due to the fact that he had not entered my room, yet. This was very unlike his usual manner. By now, not only would he have occupied my ‘room’ but would have rummaged though my things, and would then lay contentedly on my bed.

I left my room and headed towards his. I didn’t have go to far to see him, for he was in the hallway, as well. His back was towards me and he had the side of his face pressed against a door. As I approached him I heard yelling coming from the other side of the door he had his head against.

"What's going on?" Duo jumped at the sound of my voice. He turned around, looked me down and up, then put his fingers to his lips. I believe this was his way of telling me to be silent.

"Because he wants to be with me, not you!" Was heard. It was Trowa’s voice, so I assumed it was his room we were standing outside of. Then the words that I had just heard sank in. It sank in, yet it made no sense. About whom was he talking? To whom was he talking? And why was I suddenly thinking like an English professor from the days of old?

"Well, that's the message I was getting a few minutes ago before YOU interrupted us!!" Again this was Trowa voice. According to what he said, there was at least three people in the room. Knowing that Duo and I were outside the room, it was simple to deduce who was inside. What I didn't like about the whole situation was that there was an argument going on between my comrades. This could affect future missions and as their leader, I couldn't let happen. I knocked on the door. Duo looked at me with
huge eyes.

"What are you doing?"

"Knocking." He rolled his eyes and was about to say something else when the door opened. Duo eyes then turned to the person in the doorway. As did mine. Quatre had appeared.

"How can I help you guys?" Quatre eyes darted between Duo and myself. He didn't open the door all the way so I couldn't see what was happening in the room behind him.

"Who is it?" This was Wufei's voice.

"Heero and Duo." Quatre had turned his head to reply.

"Let them in." This was Trowa voice. There was a mumbled response from Wufei as Quatre opened the door wider to let us in. Once inside I surveyed the room. Quatre had his head down as his eyes went from me to Trowa and back again. Wufei was in front of me. I could tell he was angry. But whether it was because of the argument or the fact Duo and I had entered, I wasn't sure. Trowa was behind him. He too looked angry. But his eyes bore into the back into Wufei's head, so it was easy to determine what he was angry at. Then his eyes shifted towards me. As I looked around I saw that everyone’s eyes were now on me, including Duo’s. For a moment I had almost forgotten what made me enter this room in the first place. Then I took one look at Trowa fists and remembered.

"What is going on here?" I knew this would prompt another question.

"What do you mean?" Asked Quatre. I was right. I also had an answer.

"I mean what were you three arguing about before we entered?" There was a few seconds of silence.

"That's really none of your business, Heero?" Again it was Quatre that spoke. Wufei nodded and Trowa remained much the same, moving his eyes from me back to Wufei.

"It is my business if this argument effects your future performances on missions."

"It won't." said Quatre. He finally lifted his head.

"It might, it might not, I'll decide that." I learned from past experiences that problems that arose among ourselves did tend to transfer to the battle field. Quatre signed in defeat but he didn't offer up any information, instead he looked at Trowa. Trowa looked back and gave him a small smile.

"Quat, you should tell Heero. The rest of us should leave." Were Trowa first words since we arrived. Quat signed again and for some reason so did Duo. The three left. Wufei glaring at Quat then me, Duo who looked thoroughly disappointed, shoulder sagging, head down, and Trowa who put his hand on Quat's shoulder before he left.

"I don't know how to start." Quatre said after a few minutes of silence.

"What were you... they… what was the argument about?” I wasn’t too sure how to start, myself. But it was simple really. I just wanted to know what was going on.

"Ou…ch. That hurt you fuckin' basturd!" Duo’s voice sounded from somewhere. I wanted to go and see what happened, but I knew I had to stay and sort this out first. Quat's eyes went wide and looked at the door, looked back at me, then he cast his eyes down again.

" Okay... ummm… see Wufei came in and he... Trowa was just mad cause of… see before Wufei and I…ummm…" He sat on the bed. He looked up, waiting for me to say something. Somehow he thought I understood exactly what was going on based on what he said. I decided to go with the last bit he said.. since I couldn't even remember how his little ‘explanation’ began.

"Before Wufei and you ...what?"

"We had sex." His eyes were on the floor again as mine widened, slightly. That defiantly was not what I thought he might say. (‘We had A fight’ was what I was thinking). Because of this unpredicted answer, I didn't know how to react, I just stood there hoping Quat would continue in his own. And He did.

"See it's like this, I… no Wufei... it happened along time ago and when we were at the shack like place during the mission... stuff happened, again... that I didn't plan on either cause I was beginning to like Trowa a lot and I wanted, I mean, I want to be with him. I told Trowa all this and now we're together. But I think Wufei wants to still be with me... cause he came in here and they started arguing... about me." I replayed what he said in my head and came to two conclusions: One, this wasn't any of my business to know, like Quat said, and two, that this could definitely effect future missions if Trowa and Wufei were angry with each other. Or Wufei holds any resentment toward Quatre. And what if Quatre and Trowa have a fight? No, this is definitely not good. It was also the last thing I wanted to deal with after everything that had happened between the mission and now. But, Quat was waiting for me to talk, so I did.

"You were right when you told me this was none of my business, but you have to see how all this could affect any future missions." He nodded.

"What do you want us to do?" I wanted to say it wasn't my place, but seeing how they were handling their problems so far on the own, I knew I had to say something.

"I believe you need to work this out among yourselves and soon. If they continue to fight send them to me and I'll handle it from there." Quat nodded, my reply seemed to cheer him up. I decided it was time for me to take my leave. I did what I set out to do. As I opened the door Quatre called out.

"Wait," So I waited." You don't have a problem with Trowa and I being together, do you?"

"If I had a problem with it, I would have said something back at the motel." He grinned even wider as I shut the door. I headed back to my room, I needed to type some of this down in the personal reports that I keep of the guys. I also needed to do some research on homosexual relationships so I would know what to expect if and when future problems occur. Before I got to my door I remembered why I had left my room in the first place. I turned around and headed toward Duo’s room. Once there, I knocked a few times, but got no answer. I peeked into his room but found no one inside. There were a few other places he could be: the kitchen area, the bathroom, or my room, unless he found a TV room. My room being the closest (bathroom was down the hall, past my room), I went there first. Since it was my room I didn't even think to knock. (Why should I?) Upon entering, the sight before me was the last thing, I expected to see.

Duo view

I finished looking around my lovely room, red oak framed bed with black sheets. The carpet was dark red while the walls were off - white... is offwhite one word or two..., maybe they were tan, I don't know my paint shades. In any case, there was a red oakey like dresser and night stands to match. The only crappie part was the bathroom was down the hall. It had just one toilet and one shower. But it could have it's up sides. Like having to go to the bathroom while Heero is in the shower. Similar encounters were going though my head as I made my way to his room. Then I remembered I was suppose to be mad at him. Before I had entered my own room I watched to see where everyone else’s, rooms were, so I knew that Quat's room was closest to mine... But with two doors on either side being close to me... which one was it. That's when I saw Trowa exit from his room down the hall. He headed towards my direction. At first, I thought he wanted to talk to me, but he just nodded in my direction and knocked on the door to my right. I heard Quatre say enter. A grin spread on my face. Trowa entered and quickly closed the door, giving me one last glance. Hehehe, I know what those two are up to. But, then I became sad again. That means Quat and Trowa are going to want to hang out with ME. There was always Fei fei. It has been at least 24 hours since I bugged him last. The grin returned to my face as I headed to his room, which I had to pass Heero's to get to. It's right across from Heero's actually. I was about to knock on Wuffer's door when it opened, causing me to knock on Wuffer’s head. Before I could say sorry he slapped my hand and pushed me aside. But neither action was as hard as it usually tends to be. This meant one thing... he was in a good mood. YES!

"So, where do you think your going, love bug." I can't help myself sometimes... okay, all the time. Wufei Fei grinned, yeah, he was in a real good mood.

"To spend some time with a real man."

"Who your hand?" He actually laughed a little at this. I knew it... this man was/is on drugs. I must have these drugs. I was about to ask him for them but what he said next threw me.

"Or someone else's." It took me a bit to figure out what he meant but when I did I froze, and stopped walking, so did he. This was not how our game works. We’re suppose to throw sexual comments at each other... till one cries in humiliation or something.

"Fei...are you...are you just jokin' or are you....?" Our jokes usually involved each other, this third person thing was something else.

"What's the matter, jealous that I'm no longer interested in you?" I would have taking it as a joke if he didn’t say it in such a serious way.

"You were never interested in me." This conversation was turning weird.... and creepy. The thought of Fei actually EVER being interested in me in that kind of way IS creepy. Feiers turned around and started walking again. He reached Quat's door and stopped.

"If you say so." He was about to knock.

"Wait! Don't do that." I then rushed up next to him.

"Why not?"

"Cause ...," then I had a better idea," Cause Quatman told me he was gonna take a nap and didn't want to be disturbed." I don't think he bought it cause he just shook his head and knocked on the door. Oh, this would still be good. I backed up so I couldn't be seen when the door opened. It did and Quat appeared. He looked completely shocked to see Wu-man. This will be real good, I wonder what those two were doing in there…he still has his clothes on.

"Can I come in... we need to discuss some things." Wucat/boy said. Quat simply nodded and let him in. What did they need to discuss? Wasn't Trowa in there? What's going on? Wubear seemed so happy a minute a go, then he got all weird and serious. I crept up to Quat's door and tried to hear inside.

"... talk to Winner, alone, for a moment." I barely heard Wu -who farted’s voice, but I still heard it!

"Fine. I was... Quatre... finish ... we started back at the shelter." It was so hard to hear everything. What they started at the shelter? He means the shit shack! What they started...this was gettin’ good. Even if they are most likely NOT talking about what my soil filled mind in leading me to believe. I knew I shouldn't be listening.

I quickly put my ear against the door.

"...truth or not it doesn't matter because I'm with Trowa now. I.." I strained my ears to hear more but I couldn't. That was Quat's voice and he said he was with Trowa, well duh, now. Who was he with before... No uh... not Fei! (Well, I know it’s not my Heero.) I squished my face against the door this time.

"Why don't you let him speak for himself?" Wufu’s voice.

"Why don't you keep your distance while he's speaking to you?" Trowa.

"Why don't you mind my own affairs?! Wuwu again, they were yelling but not loudly to each other. Was I listening in on a love triangle?

"Why don't you leave him alone!

"Why don't you!" Wu-- yelled. He did have a point.

"What's going on? I jumped. That didn't come from inside the room but right behind me! I turned around and saw Heero. Shit, caught red handed. I also realized he talked out loud so I put my figure to my lips to shush him.

"Because he wants to be with me, not you!"

"That's not the message I got from him a few nights ago." The argument saved me from having to answer Heero’s question.

"Well, that's the message I was getting a few minutes ago before YOU interrupted us!!"

"Oh really!!"

"REALLY!!" Then there was a knock on the door. Wait, it was Heero and he knocked on the door!

"What are you doing?" I asked franticly.

"Knocking." No shit Sherlock. That's exactly what I was about to say when the door opened a bit revealing Quat. He wanted to know what we wanted, then Trowa said to let us in. Then I heard Wufei -the new found gay - mumble ‘What the fuck for.’ I was gonna comment but decided against it. I really felt like I shouldn't be in here, Heero either.

"What is going on here?" Heero asked the same question I wanted to know.

"What do you mean?" Asked little innocent Quat.

"I mean what were you arguing about before we entered?"

"That's really none of your business, Heero?" Oh! Not so innocent, plus he has a point there.

"It is my business if this argument effects your future performances on missions." He has a better point.

"It won't."

"It might, it might not, I'll decide that." Yes, sir Mr. Leader sir! Heero had won, I knew it, he knew it and Quat now knew it too as he signed in defeat.

"Quat you should tell Heero. The rest of us should leave." Trowa said. Damn him. He already knew what was going on so of course he doesn't mind leaving. I gave a great sign and left with the rest of them. I knew it would be pointless to try to stay. It really wasn't any of my business. But still...

"Wu -nuts, what was that all about?" I asked his retreating form. He spun around, face angry, but when have I ever let Fei's anger face bug me.

"It's none of your fucking business, Maxwell." I don't remember hearing the man swear before so he must really be mad. It might be wise to leave him alone.

"Maybe I’m gonna make it my business, Quat's my friend too and I don't think I like you going in there and trying to ruin Quat and Trowa's...," I shouldn't have said ‘Trowa’..I shouldn’t have said anything. Wu-the pissed off -Fei, came at me, grab my hair, MY HAIR, and punched me in the stomach, before I could even react to the whole pulling my hair thing. I dropped to the floor.

"Ou-ch. That hurt you fuckin' basturd!" Was all I could manage, as he stormed down the hallway. After a few seconds the pain in my scalp and stomach went away, but bending so fast like that made another pain come. Damnit, it shouldn't hurt anymore, should it? Maybe there was a piece of that damn pole still in me. I knew the painkillers were in Heero room, so I hobbled over there. I stopped outside the door, looked back down the hallway, then entered. He won't be back so soon. His room had a green theme, where mine had the red. His walls were also tan/off white.... off - white...offwhite...NOT white. He had green oak dresser and such and a deep green rug. His sheets were yellow though. I found his bag and began going though it. Everything was so nicely folded. I had to place each item on the ground gently so not to mess it up. That's when I saw a book. Heero usual bought books that he let me have when he was done with them. This one was new. It was all white with a fucked up rainbow in the corner. The title read "The Catcher and the Rye." What is with him and weird titles. The last couple books I have read are 'Lord of the Flies', 'Grapes of Wrath', 'One Flew over the Cuckoo Nest', and 'The Giver'. All which are goods books so I’m sure I'll like this one to. But I notice there was no book mark in it so either he just finish or didn't even start yet. I threw the book on the bed and continued my search. But then in no time the bag was empty. Empty and no pills! I picked up the bag, turned it upside down and shook. I hear the sound of pills in a bottle. They were there, but where? I looked in the bag again and saw nothing. Then it hit me. Pockets! I never even looked to see if this bag had any. I looked in the front and back and saw nothing but there was a pocket on each side. Excited now I unzipped one. I pulled out Heero’s gun. So that's where he keeps it. There was something else in the pocket. I reached in and pulled out two things, a box of condoms and a bottle of lubrication. Holy Shit! I first I didn't know what to think or feel or do. Heero has sex...sad...but the box is unopened...happy...his has lube, chance he is gay...happy...lube opened...sad. This also might not be his first or only box of condoms. I felt even worse. I dropped the things on the floor, now afraid to open the other pocket. I did. Inside was another box of condoms...great....this box was another brand then the other and it was open...double great. My heart sank even more. I reached back in and pulled out the pain killers, but I didn't really care anymore. I reached back in for the heck of it and my hand raped around a piece of paper. I pulled it out and saw it was folded in four. Part of me knew this was something very personal I held in my hands. All important documents were kept on Heero’s laptop…so something he kept in it’s paper form…Heero knew I went though his bag, but he also must have known I have never checked his pockets. Well I would have noticed them at some point...I found myself unfolding the paper…he will kill me if he found out. That when I heard footsteps. I spun around, my foot kicking the pills under the bed. Fuck! I lounged under the bed. Stretching out, felt some major pain in the behind, as I reach for the pills. The door opens.

I knew it didn't look good…me under the bed, his stuff on the floor... his stuff.! I quickly got out from under the bed (which caused more pain) but it was too late. His eyes were scanning the floor. I could see the anger flashing though his eyes. Then his gaze came to me. He glared at me and then the pills in my hand. Then just like that the glare went away. He came forward and kneeled down next to me.

"It still hurts." I stared at the ground and nodded. This is not what I wanted to happen. I rather him mad at me. What if he wants to do is do a ‘check up‘. HELL NO not after last time!

"It shouldn't." Boy, he had a way with words. I knew what he was gonna say next. He was gonna say that he thought he should have a look at it again. How did he know it shouldn’t hurt? I needed to stop this. I pointedly looked back at the stuff on the floor, the condoms and lube and piece of paper to be exact. It worked, he looked over too. The anger was back in his eyes and something else. Then as his eyes fell on the paper, I saw fear. I have never seen fear on his face…well in his eyes.. but it was there. It was the glare that came back and towards me.

"Did you look at that?" He pointed right at the paper. I quickly nodded no and he seemed to relax a little. His eyes went back to the pills in my hands. Damnit, I should have thrown them back under the bad or something.

"You should have just waited and asked me for those?" I knew he was right, but I hated being lectured... especially by someone my own age.

"I never needed to ask to go though your bag before."

"You did this time." Any courage I had gained from before was gone. Plus my ass was really hurting in the kneeling position I was in and I was trying real hard not to make it look like it. I knew I would regret this later, but I knew if I got him mad enough he would forget about the pills and my ass. He was thinking of my ass…hehe.

"How was I suppose to know that, Yuy... What do you have all that stuff for anyway...or should I be asking for who?" That had to do it. I braced for the punches. But none came. I dared look at him and he was just staring back. Blackly staring back. Which can be scarier then when he's mad.

"That's not important. I think I should have another look at you again." Dammit shit fuck meat!! I wasn't about to go down that easy.

"Well, I don't think you should."

"Then you won't need these." He grabbed the pills out of my hand. I went to grab them back, the sudden movement caused more pain. I hissed though my teeth and sat back down. It became worse so I did the only thing I could think of.

"Awe…son of a bitch."

"That's it. Stand up."

"No Heero, I'm fine awwe..... really." I was fine as long as I didn't
move... nope hurt then too. Fuck!

"I said stand up."

"I would if it didn't hurt to move!" Heero stood up, came to my side and lifted me up. My legs were still under me as he sat me on the bed, I faced the headboard. He pushed me forward so was now laying face first on his bed with my ass in the air. What fun it is to be me. I decided I wouldn't stop him. I was too much in pain that I didn't really want to. Nothing happened for a few seconds so I looked over my shoulder at him. He was scanning his floor. He bent down and came back up with the lube in his hand. Oh shit. He looked back at me and most likely saw the pure fear in my eyes.

"I don't have any gloves." That was his wonderful explanation. He came up to me put the lube on edge of the bed the came up on the bed. He stood up on his knees, scooted over and reached around my waist. I felt and heard the unzipping of my pants.

"Heero." I didn't know if he heard me or not. Before my pants came down he looked at me. Guess he heard. But I didn't know what to say now that I got his attention. Then something came to me.

"Be quick." The truth. He nodded and pulled my pants and underwear down. (I changed into my own cloths after entering my room. Everyone did.)

"Just relax like before." I watched as he applies the lube to one hand. Before he does anything else his other hand starts rubbing my lower back. I shut my eyes and try to relax.

I felt one finger, then two, then three. I felt his hand go in. It felt great.. Well better then the pain the was shooting out form that region. His hands explored my insides and I bit back a moan. Shit this can't be happening. I felt my self becoming hard. Shit shit. Then Heero just had to go over my fucking prostate, again. I jumped a bit, but this time he didn't remove his hand. Instead he rub against my prostate again. Fuck.

"It hurts." He said as he stoked the damn thing again. I was rock hard now.

"Nooo feels goood." My mind was turning to mush. He didn't say anything, instead I felt his hand go in further. His entire fucking palm now grazed my prostate. This time a moan slipped my mouth. Shit Fuck. I opened my eyes and saw him staring straight at my face. I felt the heat rise in my face and race down to my cock, making me feel kinda dizzy. I felt his hand go in deeper, as he keep staring at me. Has he been staring at my face this entire time? His fingers move all around and the hit something else. Was it a second prostate? NO, cause when his finger hit it, it hurt like hell.

"Fuck that hurts." Heero stopped looking at me and looked back at my ass. He purposely hit whatever it was again. Causing pain, again.

"Heero stop!" But he didn't stop. If fact a second finger joined the first and he started to pull on the thing. I started moving to get him to stop. So he sat on my legs and push my back down. He tugged again.

"Heero please!!" I could feel tears running down my cheeks by now It felt like he was trying to rip my arm off. (an arm that was inside my ass... yeah). He gave one huge tug and I felt something let go inside me. He quickly tore his hand out. I screamed and started balling my eyes out all at the same time. He’s got to stop doing that! Somewhere in the distance there was a knock on the door. I felt Heero get off the bed. I few minutes later he came back. He was now sitting next to me. He started rubbing my back. When my tears became under control I tried my vocal cords.

"Heero, why did you do that?" My voice was shaky. He held this big gray pointy thing in front of my face.

"This was inside you. It most likely was digging in deeper into you which is why it started to hurt so much. It looks like a piece of the pipe they attacked you with." I sat up, which caused lots of pain and took the piece from Heero's hand. It wasn't really that big, but it was sharp, and bloody. That meant the liquid I felt running down my ass was blood. I look back at Heero and he was looking DOWN at me. I looked down too and saw my cock looking up at me. Shit. I look back at Heero and his eyes had moves back to mine. Distraction, distraction, I need to distract him.

"Heero, I'm bleeding."

"Where?" Stupid question.

"Stupid question."

"Oh." He stood up. "I’m go check the bathroom for bandages. Till then," He glanced around and grabbed a pillow, "sit on this." he handed me the pillow and left the room. I sat on the pillow and tried to deal with my second problem. Let's see. Naked Wuff Wuff,... no...., naked Trowa... hell no... naked Quat... damn why are all my friends easy on the eyes!...naked Nun…yes…naked nun naked nun naked nun naked nun naked nun naked nun naked nun. It worked, my dick was as lax as ever. Just in time too, cause Heero decided to come back then.

He entered the room with a pink package in his hand.

"What is that?"

"Quatre called them 'pads', said his sisters use them during their menstruation." I was reminded of what I had learned in my ninth grade heath class, refreshing my brain on al information concerning females and their ‘periods’ I believe they put those pad things as Quat called them, up their ...but wait a second...

"You talked to Quat! When?" Quat knows... does Quat know... what did he tell Quat to get him to show him pads!

"Yes. I talked to him when I left for the bathroom."

"Why?"

"He, Trowa and Wufei all came here, here as in they are standing outside the door, when they heard you yell. I went out and told them what was happening. They’re still waiting. They want to see that your all right for themselves." Shock. Pure shock. The guys were outside. They all knew about Heero pulling a rod from my ass! They knew... and they now know that I have to where female paderies. Could this day get any worse?/!

"You should get dress before I let them in." I was is a bad mood.

"Nah, I'll just sit here half naked thanks, I mean they should know what to expect since you told THEM EVERYTHING ALREADY!" Yes, I was very pissed off at the moment.

"Your mad."

"No, shit Sherlock!!

"Duo, if I didn't tell them, they would have just entered and seen you, themselves."

"You could have lied at least!"

"The last thing this group need right now is lying"

"One little white lie. How hard is it to give one, little, white, lie?!"

"One lie leads to another."

"Who are you, MR. FUCKIN' PHILOSOPHY!" I wanted to hit him.. if I could stand without feeling pain, that is.

"Duo!"

"What!"

"Put your cloths back on so I can let them in." He was back to being calm. I wasn't.

"I can't move without being in fuckin' pain the entire time." I said though clenched teeth. He stared a me for a long moment. He seemed to come to a decision in his head (as in, without discussing it with me) as he move to the bed. He climbed on top, sat a near inch away from me.

"What are you doing?" All the anger had left my voice. He took the pink package from my hand. Turned it over and started reading the directions on the back. I looked to.

"I can't wear that."

"You have to."

"No," God I hate this day. "I mean it won't work. I wear boxers.. not panties... like those." I said pointing to the picture. He thought a moment then got of the bed. I heard him rummaging though the bag behind me. When he reappeared he held up a pair of briefs.

"Here." I just held them in my hands. I looked at the pink package, then the briefs. I tried holding them up in the same direction as the picture. It’s not that I don’t get it, but I thought girls shove these things... now that I look at them, they seem really big ArGGG. I hate this day!

"Do you want me to get Quat to help you?"

"No!," I could tell he was getting annoyed with my outbursts... But I don't give a fuck this was the shittiest day ever and I taking it out on him! "If girls all over the world can figure it out then so can I, Yuy."

"Would you have preferred it if I left that piece of pipe inside you?" He asked quietly.

"No.."

"Then stop acting like a angry asshole..." I cut him off.

"I've had a pretty shitty day I have every right to be a pissed off asshole!"

"You have no right to be angry at me!"

"Your the one they ripped THE ROD OUT OF ME!

"Would you prefer it if I SHOVED IT BACK IN!" There was a bang on the door.

"Hey, we heard that, Yuy!" Came Wufei’s voice from the other side. "Yeah, let us in already!" Came Quat's voice. Heero just turned back to me. Waiting to see what I would do. I was fed up. So I got up. Yeah, it hurt but I was to angry to care. I walked right up to the door, opened it, looked at the very now shocked faces, and yelled.

"Here. Happy, cause now you see me, so go FUCK OFF!" I then slammed the door. I had just yelled at all my friends while being half naked... but at the moment I didn't care. Really I didn’t.

I turned back around and saw Heero had his back to me. I walked up to him to see what he was looking at. What I saw was a pillow with a yellow cover that was mostly soaked with blood. I looked down at my legs and saw a small stream of blood trickling down them. I did what any man would do in my situation. I fainted.