Sucker Love

Disclaimer- I do not own DBZ or Placebo’s ‘Every You, Every Me’(sneaker
pimps version) song.

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Sucker love is heaven sent.

You pucker up, our passion\'s spent.

My hearts a tart, your body\'s rent.

My body\'s broken, yours is spent.

I make my way towards the bedroom, I know your waiting for me so I take
my time, he should learn to wait for his Prince.

I slowly open the door and the smell of roses immediately engulfs me
making me slightly confused. I look around the room noticing the entire
floor is covered with red petals and rose scented candles are lit
giving the room a dim glow.

On the bed is Kakarot he is only partially covered with thin velvet
sheets and from the very distinct outline I can tell he is very
aroused, he looks at me with a lust filled gaze and beckons me with his
finger to come closer; I put on my best smirk and comply.

He takes his time with foreplay building up our passion, I begin to get
somewhat impatient and he takes note to this grinning as he thrusts
into my unprepared entrance.

I moan loudly at the intrusion, this was unusual for him normally he
takes special care not to cause me discomfort, but he knows I like it
rough, I lift my hips to meet his thrusts, his panting and groaning
music to my ears drawing me closer and closer to climax.

I cry out deafeningly as I reach my pinnacle bucking my hips almost
throwing him off me, he grabs my hips giving me one last painful thrust
and shouts my name to the world.

He hugs me close to him and I struggle lazily, eventually I give in and
nestle into his hold, he releases a satisfied breath and brings his
lips close to my ear.

“Happy six month anniversary Vegeta.”

I am silent for a moment pondering this,

Is that what this is all about?

Six months since I’ve lived in this house with him, that’ll make it
nearly a year we’ve been together, too long, I crane my neck to look at
him and he smiles at me love radiating off him in waves, I smile back
at him knowing it won’t reach my eyes just as love can’t reach my
heart.

Carve your name into my arm.

Instead of stressed, I lie here charmed.

Cuz there\'s nothing else to do,

Every me and every you.

“Vegeta were there many people on your, well our planet in same sex
relationships?”

The question almost causes me to choke on my food and I look up at him
incredulously,

“How would I know Kakarot, it was blown to hell when I was
five!”

I berated myself for answering so defensively he used that word again
relationship, it made me feel uncomfortable.

“Come on Vegeta, I’m sure you remember something, I bet Raditz had a
crush on you!”

He laughed gently and I scowled at him, “Saiyans do not have
‘crushes’ we have sex!”

He looked at me confused for a moment before he spoke “You mean you and
Raditz…made love?”

“We Fucked Kakarot!” A faint blush rose to his cheeks and his eyes
glistened with tears, “Did you love each other?”

I stood up and walked towards him and bent slightly to whisper in his
ear, “We had sex, screwed, fucked, shagged, there was no love.” I

lightly trailed my tongue over the lobe of his ear, marking out the
contours of his neck with my teeth and lips, he moaned softly and
closed his eyes. “I love you Vegeta”

Sucker love, a box I choose.

No other box I choose to use.

Another love I would abuse,

No circumstances could excuse.

“Prince Vegeta what if he refuses!” I looked down at him
frustrated, did he not hear my words!

“Use any means possible and if he still refuses you know what we do to
traitors.”

I smirked at the horrified look on his face but he quickly hid it, good
boy, he kept his eyes on the ground as he spoke to me again.

“But is my brother, my blood, surely you cannot expected me to kill
him!”

I never knew he was this passionate, ‘in these matters anyway’, he has
become far too familiar with me over the last few months, talking to me
like we are comrades.

“I am your Prince, when I give you an order I expect you to follow it
through, surely you will not betray me?”

He looked into my eyes and his resolve instantly fell, “Never my
Prince.”

He stood to leave, he could never make the first move; “Where do you
think your going!”

I woke up feeling disorientated, never have I dreamt about that last
night with Raditz, I have never even thought about it, it is strange
but I feel no guilt for sending him to his death, ‘at least he followed
througth mth my order’.

I turn to Goku who is still in deep sleep, his eyes were fluttering
slightly and his cheeks were tinted with rouge, he is truly
beautiful.

In the shape of things to come.

Too much poison come undone.

Cuz there\'s nothing else to do,

Every me and every you.

Every me and every you,

Every Me...he

I am woken up by loud voices coming from the other room, Kakarot’s side
of the bed is cold indicating that he woke long ago, he has most likely
invited guests over.

I slowly get out of bed and head towards the shower, I step in and turn
the heat up sighing as soon as the water touches my skin.

This shower holds so many ‘good’ memories of me and Kakarot in our
early days together, its different know though before it was just
sex.

I told him what I wanted from the start, there were no misgivings, he
changed it! He wanted to play ‘happy families’. I just went along for
the ride.

Sucker love is known to swing.

Prone to cling and waste these things.

Pucker up for heavens sake.

There\'s never been so much at stake.

I serve my head up on a plate.

It\'s only comfort, calling late.

Cuz there\'s nothing else to do,

Every me and every you.

Every me and every you,

Every Me...he
I make my way towards the kitchen planning to ignore whoever has come;
I am not in the mood for ‘guests’.

I walk into the kitchen just as Gohan is getting up to depart, he looks
up at me and smiles, “Morning Vegeta, I just came over to give you and
dad mine and Videl’s wedding invitation.”

I look at him and attempt a smile but it fails horribly, he chuckles
and pats my back, I gave him no permission to touch me!

“Who knows, it could be you and dad next in line!”

Kakarot comes to stand besides me and throws an arm around my shoulder,
I fight the urge to rip away from him, “maybe son.” He walks his son to
the door and they say there goodbyes.

The inevitable storms down upon me, I knew this day would come; it was
easy with Raditz, ‘he died’.

I look at him and he immediately knows there is something wrong, he
opens his mouth to speak but I place my finger on his mouth to silence
him, I shake my head solemnly, he understands.

Tears stream down his beautiful face and I walk away to pack my things,
I am unsure of where I will go, perhaps back to space; life on this
planet has become tedious.

I am packed quickly, already having some of my belongings capsulated;
I never planned on staying this long.

Kakarot stands at the doorway blocking my exit, his eyes bloodshot red
clouded with tears, he ambles toward me and plants his lips on mine
sloppily and I return the kiss with full force tasting his salty
tears.

We pull apart after a minute and I see the faintest glimmer of hope in
his eyes, why is he making this harder on himself? I roughly push him
out of my way and he falls clumsily onto his hands and knees, he is
truly defeated.

I make it to the bedroom door and he suddenly grabs me around my knees
and I look down at him in disgust, pathetic, “P…please Vegeta don’t
leave me, I’ll do anything, I love you and y…you love me!” Just like
his brother, just like Bulma, see where love gets you!

I grab his shoulders and push him away from me, he falls backwards on
his back, he sobs loudly like a child and curls into a quivering ball,
“I…I can’t li…live without you, I …can’t …..li”

I look at him, sadly for a moment but I do not regret my actions, I
don’t love because love causes pain, love is for fools; I just tag
along for the ride.

“Forget about me Kakarot.”

Like the naked leads the blind.

I know I\'m selfish, I\'m unkind.

Sucker I a I always find,

Someone to bruise and leave behind.

All alone in space and time.

There\'s nothing here but what here\'s mine.

Something borrowed, something blue.

Every me and every you.

Every me and every you,

Every Me...he

Every me and every you,

Every Me...he

Every me and every you,

Every Me...he

Every me and every you,

Every Me...he

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