Saving you, Saving me 1/1 Trowa\'s POV
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Category:
Gundam Wing/AC › General
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
1
Views:
625
Reviews:
1
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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I do not own Gundam Wing/AC, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Saving you, Saving me 1/1 Trowa's POV
Disclaimer: Not mine. Never were. Never will be *cries loudly*
Warnings: Angst, Trowa’s POV
Pairings: 3x4
Authors note: Holy hell…. Well once again my good old 3x4 muses decided to go their own way and not let me write the songfic I’d started. ^^;;
Summary: Shit how does one summarize this?
Sunday May 16th 2004
Title: Saving you, Saving me 1/1
The phone rings and wakes me from my slumber, I race into the lounge and quickly pick up the receiver, holding it to my ear. “Trowa speaking…” I immediately recognize the voice on the other end of the line; it remindsof tof that day so very long ago…
~*~ FLASHBACK~*~
I watch your face as you place the receiver back into its resting place; the look on your face tells me that the time has come.
\"That was Sally,\" you begin softly, \"She wants us to go in immediately...\"
Your eyes catch mine and a stifled sob breaks free from your lips as you sink to the floor on your knees.
Swiftly I move over to you and pull you up into a tight embrace. Your tears are flowing freely and it breaks my heart to see you reduced to this.
Nevertheless, we knew it was coming; both of us, we had just hoped a little too much that it would not be this soon.
I will fight with you, Quatre; fight for you. I will not let this beat us, \"It\'s alright Quatre, I’ll be right there with you, I promise. I haven’t changed my mind!\"
Your arms tighten around me and I can feel your body trembling. Your sobbing increases and it hurts to know that sometime within the next few hours I could lose you forever, but I promised... promised to protect you, to keep you safe from all that surrounds you with the intention to harm and I will continue to do just that, although this time I may have bitten off a little more than I can chew.
You always seemed so strong, for someone so small, and up until now I had never really noticed just how fragile things could be. You would think that being Gundam pilots, with all the intense training we had to go through, that it would prepare us for anything.
Yet, it did not prepare us, for this.
You look up at me with fearful eyes, and whi did did my best to smile reassuringly at you, I still had my own doubts and fears to contend with, but I am satisfied that nothing will ever break the bond that we share, and the love that we carry within our hearts will see us through; even now as we stand here in the sanctuary of each other\'s arms I can feel that bond growing stronger.
\"It\'s time, Quatre. We need to go.\"
You sigh and I release you from my embrace, watching silently as you make your way to our room and then return a few moments later with your bag. A distraught look befalls your face as you reluctantly head towards the front door. You turn and I sense you are making sure that I am following, “I promised you, Quatre, didn’t I?” You nod, satisfied and I follow you out of the house and to the car.
The drive to meet with Sally is long and silent and as we arrive at our destination, the tension in your body language has become even more apparent and your reluctance to be here is just as evident as my own.
You glance up out of the window. Sally is waiting for us and you know what you need to do. I follow your lead as you nervously scramble out of the car and glance towards her. I grab your forgotten bag from the back of the car and lock up. Your hand reaches out searching for mine as I walk over to you and our fingers entwine tightly together, each not wanting to let go of the other.
Sally greets us both with a hug and ushers us inside. I guess she wants this as over and done with just as much as we do. The explanations and instructions are issued to us and it’s only a short a matter of time now before we know for sure what will happen to you; to us.
We’re left to ourselves for a quiet moment together, “You don’t have to do this, Trowa. I don’t expect it of you, you know that.”
I take you into my arms and hold you, placing a tender kiss to your lips, “I know I don’t, but I want to, this is the only option we have left and I refuse to back out now. I can’t! Everything that I have ever dreamed of, everything I have ever loved, is riding on this.” Usually I am a man of very few words; yet, today, I cannot help but speak my mind.
“No matter what happens, Trowa, I love you, I… “
“Shhh… I know. I love you too, there’s no need to say any more.”
The door opens; Sally has returned for us and with one last lingering kiss we know that we are both about to begin the most difficult mission of our lives.
~*~ END FLASHBACK~*~
My heart races as I place the receiver down and slowly, in rigid stupor, I walk back to the room, stopping before I climb back into the bed. My eyes well up with tears and I crumble into a heap onto the floor below.
Suddenly I am engulfed in a tight embrace and pulled to my feet; my tears wiped away.
I look up into the see green eyes that smile into my own, “It’s over, isn’t it?”
I smile meekly and brush my lips briefly against yours, “Yes, it’s over, the anguish the pain the grief, the waiting; all of it… over. “
“The cancer has completely gone, Quatre, there’s not a trace of it in your body. You’re free!” I throw my arms around you and sob freely into your chest as you hold me as tightly as I held you back then.
“Then the transplant worked?…”
I nod, not able to reply as you kiss me with a renewed vigor for life
“Thank you, Trowa…” I hear you whisper softly, “You kept your promise, and even saved my life!”
I shake my head and smile through my tears as I reach up and grasp your face between my hands, my eyes piercing yours, “No, my love… I didn’t save only your life… I saved mine too…”
OWARI…
Warnings: Angst, Trowa’s POV
Pairings: 3x4
Authors note: Holy hell…. Well once again my good old 3x4 muses decided to go their own way and not let me write the songfic I’d started. ^^;;
Summary: Shit how does one summarize this?
Sunday May 16th 2004
Title: Saving you, Saving me 1/1
The phone rings and wakes me from my slumber, I race into the lounge and quickly pick up the receiver, holding it to my ear. “Trowa speaking…” I immediately recognize the voice on the other end of the line; it remindsof tof that day so very long ago…
~*~ FLASHBACK~*~
I watch your face as you place the receiver back into its resting place; the look on your face tells me that the time has come.
\"That was Sally,\" you begin softly, \"She wants us to go in immediately...\"
Your eyes catch mine and a stifled sob breaks free from your lips as you sink to the floor on your knees.
Swiftly I move over to you and pull you up into a tight embrace. Your tears are flowing freely and it breaks my heart to see you reduced to this.
Nevertheless, we knew it was coming; both of us, we had just hoped a little too much that it would not be this soon.
I will fight with you, Quatre; fight for you. I will not let this beat us, \"It\'s alright Quatre, I’ll be right there with you, I promise. I haven’t changed my mind!\"
Your arms tighten around me and I can feel your body trembling. Your sobbing increases and it hurts to know that sometime within the next few hours I could lose you forever, but I promised... promised to protect you, to keep you safe from all that surrounds you with the intention to harm and I will continue to do just that, although this time I may have bitten off a little more than I can chew.
You always seemed so strong, for someone so small, and up until now I had never really noticed just how fragile things could be. You would think that being Gundam pilots, with all the intense training we had to go through, that it would prepare us for anything.
Yet, it did not prepare us, for this.
You look up at me with fearful eyes, and whi did did my best to smile reassuringly at you, I still had my own doubts and fears to contend with, but I am satisfied that nothing will ever break the bond that we share, and the love that we carry within our hearts will see us through; even now as we stand here in the sanctuary of each other\'s arms I can feel that bond growing stronger.
\"It\'s time, Quatre. We need to go.\"
You sigh and I release you from my embrace, watching silently as you make your way to our room and then return a few moments later with your bag. A distraught look befalls your face as you reluctantly head towards the front door. You turn and I sense you are making sure that I am following, “I promised you, Quatre, didn’t I?” You nod, satisfied and I follow you out of the house and to the car.
The drive to meet with Sally is long and silent and as we arrive at our destination, the tension in your body language has become even more apparent and your reluctance to be here is just as evident as my own.
You glance up out of the window. Sally is waiting for us and you know what you need to do. I follow your lead as you nervously scramble out of the car and glance towards her. I grab your forgotten bag from the back of the car and lock up. Your hand reaches out searching for mine as I walk over to you and our fingers entwine tightly together, each not wanting to let go of the other.
Sally greets us both with a hug and ushers us inside. I guess she wants this as over and done with just as much as we do. The explanations and instructions are issued to us and it’s only a short a matter of time now before we know for sure what will happen to you; to us.
We’re left to ourselves for a quiet moment together, “You don’t have to do this, Trowa. I don’t expect it of you, you know that.”
I take you into my arms and hold you, placing a tender kiss to your lips, “I know I don’t, but I want to, this is the only option we have left and I refuse to back out now. I can’t! Everything that I have ever dreamed of, everything I have ever loved, is riding on this.” Usually I am a man of very few words; yet, today, I cannot help but speak my mind.
“No matter what happens, Trowa, I love you, I… “
“Shhh… I know. I love you too, there’s no need to say any more.”
The door opens; Sally has returned for us and with one last lingering kiss we know that we are both about to begin the most difficult mission of our lives.
~*~ END FLASHBACK~*~
My heart races as I place the receiver down and slowly, in rigid stupor, I walk back to the room, stopping before I climb back into the bed. My eyes well up with tears and I crumble into a heap onto the floor below.
Suddenly I am engulfed in a tight embrace and pulled to my feet; my tears wiped away.
I look up into the see green eyes that smile into my own, “It’s over, isn’t it?”
I smile meekly and brush my lips briefly against yours, “Yes, it’s over, the anguish the pain the grief, the waiting; all of it… over. “
“The cancer has completely gone, Quatre, there’s not a trace of it in your body. You’re free!” I throw my arms around you and sob freely into your chest as you hold me as tightly as I held you back then.
“Then the transplant worked?…”
I nod, not able to reply as you kiss me with a renewed vigor for life
“Thank you, Trowa…” I hear you whisper softly, “You kept your promise, and even saved my life!”
I shake my head and smile through my tears as I reach up and grasp your face between my hands, my eyes piercing yours, “No, my love… I didn’t save only your life… I saved mine too…”
OWARI…