Amnesia

Hey there Kittens(mmm, that's readers), how ya all doing, I just wanted to say, for the god-knows-how-how-many times....... I DO NOT OWN GW, thank you!!!!!! (But I still want Treize and Zechs)

For the fifthtieth time in twenty minutes he sighed, rolling on his side, not finding a position comfortable enough to sleep in.

Unlike any other night at a safehouse he was alone, not as in a solo mission, but alone in a bed, every other time the safehouses had been small and with queen sized beds and a twin one, Wufei would take the twin one, Quatre and Trowa a queen one -obviously the furthest away, Quatre could get real loud sometimes and Trowa seemed to bask in making him reach new voice levels-, and they would get the other one.

He sighed again, shifting position once more, it wasn't the fact that he minded sleeping alone, when he was a kid he would love to sleep alone, having to share his bed lots of times, but it was different now, now he had been sharing his bed with that boy that night after night had stolen his dreams, taken over every fantasy, twisting and turning every bit of him into a mindless, horny teenager, instead of the lethal Gundam Pilot that he was. That beautiful, breathtaking, walking wet dream, that had an idea he actually existed only for the grater good of his stupid mission, carefully wrapped up in a flawless form of an ever deadlier than him calculating, mission-obsessed, laptop-loving, slim hipped, perfect drool-making assed, messy chocolate haired, colbat blue eyed, Gundam Pilot Heero Yui.

He sighed again, remeniscing everything he had shared with the boy of his fantasy so far.

Flashback
"You got such a gloomy personality, why don't you just give up and stop pretending to be human?" That would be nice, I'd like too get to know you a litle better.
"Hey!!" Finally, a reaction.
"what is it?? You're too late if you think you're gonna ask for my help" but I won't deny it if you do.
"Could you keep it down over there??" Damn, not even a look. Well, he'll have to come around sometime, he can't be isolated -all- the time.


What do you know?? He stole my Gundam's parts. He's more interesting than I thought. I'll see him again. I can feel it.


Look at him, working on his laptop again while I change. "Hey Heero, you wanna go out?? You know, have a litle fun??" Come on, say yes.
"Hn" guess not. I turn and walk out the door, I have a feeling no matter how hard I try, I won't have as much fun as I wanted to.


He's typing on his laptop again, working on some mission he has to do. "Hey, Heero, I brought you a snack, soldiers ain't made of laptops and missions ya know??"
"You're interrupting me" He says, not taking his eyes off his laptop and continuing to type on it. I'm begining to hate that thing.


We sit by the pool, I was watching Trowa and Quatre play around each other in the water, imagining that's Heero and me, I can't help it, Trowa was so much like him at the begining, now he seems like another person, he smiles and talks more, I wish Heero would be like that, to show some more emotions more often, I take a glance to the chair next to me and find it empty, I discreetly find him emotionlessly studying a map set in front of him on one of the tables. I quickly stand up and go to him, taking a peek from on top of his shoulder, I've found a way, god knows how, to come close to him without having him to slash my throat, I'm still trying to find out how, but oh well...
"Hey, isn't that the mission we got in like two weeks from now???"
"Yes"
"Then what are you doing studying??" I take hold of his arm "Come on, let's have a swim, it'll be fun!!" He barely pulls his arm free and when I try to reach it back he gives me one of his Death Glares.
"Baka" And he swings his perfect, round ass away.


End flashback

/Pathetic, that's exactly what I am./ At least before he could fake out sleepyness and cuddle his way to him, even if is jsut to feel the incredible warmth that could only be Heero's, the strong muscles of his back against his, also his chest, if he was lucky enough to find a night on which Heero had been too tired to take his fetal and back to him position, feeling the rythmical beating of his heart, the rise and fall of his chest, so subtle it could only be heard in the silence of the night, then fall sleep, knowing that the sight of his beloved's face would be the first thing he'd see in the morning, for somehow Heero always seemed to wake up face up, now he didn't even had that chance. /Completely pathetic. I can't believe you actually fall so damn hard, I don't even know if he likes guys!! And by the looks of it that's possibly true, with the Relena stuff and all, face it, Duo, you need to--/

His train of thought stopped, his body spranging up the bed. /what was that??/
Then he heard something again, like a squeak of an old door. He silently got off the bed and went to the door, pressing his ear against it and heard it, the faint footsteps falling against the wooden floor, he felt the curiosity to open the door and find out who it was, and what was doing awake at two o' clock in the morning, but decided against it, it was probably one of the guys looking for something to drink or eat.

He silently walked away from the door, not wanting to alert whoever was at the hall and walked to the other side of the room, resting his arms against the windowsill, looking out the landscape in front of him and he sighed again, wondering how a hell would he do know. /Heero clearly doesn't even acknowledge or stands my existence for that matter, what is up with him??? Doesn't he wants to have a life or something?? I mean, you can't live so uptight all the time, can you?? Wufei was a bit of a pain in the ass at first, but he's slowly become a part of the group, he's the one that's always away, locked up in his god forsaken war, not seeming to show any emotions, I just don't get it, you can't live like that, it just can't be healthy, only caring about a stupid--/

He stoped his train of thought again, caughting a quick shadow moving from the corner of his eyes, he focused on it, narrowing his eyes in concentration, trying to distinguish who'd be stupid enoguh to try and brake into a house full of Gundam Pilots, not that anyone knew they'd be here, but still... then he saw it, the person, and his heart skipped a beat, his eyes nearly bulged out of his sockets and his mind froze mid-thought. /Heero??/
By the time he had come out of the trance, the boy of his dreams had been out of sight, taking a stolen ride on Wufei's bike.


Three night went by, and the same thing had happened, he had heard something from the other side of his door and ten minutes later see Heero walking out the house, last time on foot, for Wufei had given him an earful, saying *he* had ruined his bike, implying he was the one who would use it during the night and had the nerve to ruin it, when it was truly Heero the one to do just that. He stayed quite and let the chinese man talk, because let's face it, what were the odds of everyone actually believe it had been Heero the one sneaking out in the dark and taking Wufei's bike instead of him?? /If someone would tell me that, not even I would/

But this night was different, he had been silently waiting for the other boy to wake up and go out, determined to know just what where it that his love ran off to every night, he hadn't done this before, had he?? He would notice if he had, being all snuggly and all, but then again he'd probably sleep throught an earhtquake without so much of a turning over, so a Perfect Soldier shouldn't have any trouble sneaking its way away from him and cautously get back in.... /Too. tired, to get. In his. Accostum. Fetal. Position.... Holly Shit!!!!!! How long has this guy been sneaking away anyways?!?!?!/

He began to do some maths, but didn't even started well when he heard the familiar sound of the door and the silent footsteps from the other door, he hurriedly, but quietly, finished putting his black jeans and a black, tight, elbow long sleeved t-shirt on him, his crusifix tugged beneath it and some black boots and a long, black, leather jacket over it, he took a glance at a cap on his bed and decided to take it, just in case, he stucked it into his pocket and went to the window, carefully slipping out from his room, pulling his hair into a lose ponytail, not having time to braid it and spotting the other boy.

Like a cat he watched him, carefully moving over the roof, the night had no stars or moon tonight, so he could faintly see Heero, the fact that he was actually moving was the only thing that helped him make out his thin, beautiful lines.

With a great agility he climbed down the house, using a metal pipe on the left side of it for it, knewing Heero would turn right, like he always did. He did just that, by the time he had came down the house Heero was already walking down the road, some ten meters away, he stood ground, letting him get a litle further ahead, fully knowing Heero could make out if anyone had been following him at the most twenty meters away, so great were his soldiers senses.

When he saw the walking form of Heero making itself smaller, he considered it would be a good distance and began to walk after the boy, making sure not to step on the road, but followin him from the wood at the side of road. Nothing would stop him from finding out exactly what was it that Heero was hiding.

He followed him for what seemed like an eternity, but it had been thirty five minutes according to his clock, when they reached the nearest city, making his stocking business harder, for now he instead of the darkness of the night and thickness of the woods covering him he had the bright lightness of the city to worry about, now all Heero had to do to discover him was turn around an one of the prides of his life: his long, chesnut mane would inmediately blow his cover. He quickly took off his jacket and put it on again, making sure his hair would be beneath it and pulled the black cap from his pocket, putting it on as he kept following Heero.

Things got frickier and frickier by the minute, it looked like Heero was looking for something in specific, for his walks seemed too damn calculated to be something spontanous, he had followed him throught clubs, restaurants, motels, bas, everything a person would stop at to have some fun. /Maybe he's not looking for fun, maybe he's looking for some in tell on one of his missions/ He was unexplainably discouraged by the thought, but he kept on walking, his head slightly bowed, hand inside jacket pocket and seldomly kicking any stone that came in his way, but his eyes were set on Heero, following his every move.

Duo was worrying, after they had passed throught everything he would actually go into Heero had turn into a clearly dangerous neighbor hood, one of those places where you look funny at a person and you get a foot so deep in your ass you can't walk for a week, or worst.... it was full of alleys, so he had to come closer, risking himself to be discovered, but it seemed like Heero had turned desperate, for he had lost his usual pace and he was technically running throught all alleys, he kept up the pace with him.

Finally Heero came to a halt, he wouldn't have recognized him if it hadn't been for the black duster he was wearing, for a part of his mind had been shocked that Heero was wearing something other that his usual and oh so sexy spandex, he had grown very found of it.

It was a dark alley, the darkest he had seen so far, it had dumpters on each side and the walls were not painted, but in bare cement, graffities written all over it, he felt something move down his feet and saw a mouse, it took all he had not to scream. What Heero was doing in a place like this was beyond him.

He saw Heero talk to a guy, a big, fat, scary, black, gorilla-looking kind of guy, they seemed to speak for a minute and the man slided opened what seemed like a warehouse door and Heero inmediately walked in, giving the big guy a pad on his arm.

Duo collected all the determination needed to walk over there, which was few, for his curiosity was going to kill him, and he walked to the big guy defaintly, his cap safely put back in his pocket jacket of course.

"Night" He nearly lept up a feet, the guy's voice was so deep and scary it sent shivers up and down his body.

"Night" He calmly answered, his mind working up what were the right words to say to the big guy so he'd let him into wherever the hell it was going on in there.

"First time here??" /Guess faking out is out of question/

"Yeah, but I--"

"Oupation" He shortly said. Duo blinked before answering.

"Im a services provider, I do a lot of things, just need someone to tell me what to do and I'm there" He quickly said. /Well, it's not a lie, I do provide my services.... to five crazy scientist and the greater good of the world and colonies.../ The black dude barely bowed his head slightly, his black eyes meeting Duo's violet over the black glasses.

"Don't lie to me kid, I don't appreciate people lying to me" He shortly said, setting his eyes on a palmtop in his hand. "Where do you live??"

"I just moved" He quickly said, it wasn't a lie either.

"You're ain't lying, but you ain't telling me the thruth again, kid"

"How did you--"

"I'm good at my stuff" He shortly said. "Now, tell me where you live, try not to lie, I like you, got guts coming here " He met gaze with Duo again. "don't make me change my mind"

"Everywhere, nowhere, me and my friends travel a lot" He thruthfully said, giving in. The big man stared at him for a couple of seconds and arched an eyebrow, or at least the ridge of it, cause he had no hair there.

"Finally, you're begining to speak my humble language of honesty" Duo laughed a litle, not sure if it was out of nerviousism or because the man had said that in a complete, undeluted serious tone. He opened his mouth to let out a joke of his own, the big man got ahead of him "Now, what's your name??"

"Duo Maxwell, sir"

"Hm....." He typed on his palmtop a bit. "Your name. Is not. Here" He calmly said, taking a step closer ot Duo, making him swallow the knots down him throat, the guy must of been at least 7 feet tall and have some more of 400 pounds, there was no way he'd be able to beat this guy, not without losing some of his teeth and he was sure he wasn't ready for that. "I got one question for ya"

"What would that be??" He cautously asked, looking up, and up, and up ot the guy.

"Are you really Duo Maxwell??" He drew his eyebrows in confusion, did he knew this guy from somewhere?? With those sizes he'd surely remember him. "the Gundam Pilot, Duo Maxwell??"

Duo went numb, he felt his jaw opening, his eyes widening, his brain freezing at the question, not capable to find his voice, he barely nodded his head.

"Welcome to Amnesia" The big dude calmly said, his rock tough face braking into a huge, joking grin, Duo was still in shock.

"Amnesia??"

"Yeah, the place made specially to forget it all" /Ooh..... So that's what he's been doing all this time/ "Specially people like you, that seem to have the wheight of the world on their shoulders, but how did you get here?? my man Heero invited you??"

"No. I followed him" He honestly answered, knowing the massive guy in front of him could tell better than that, besides lies didn't seem to get very well along with him.

"Followed?? ok, kid, here's the deal. There are two ways to get into Amnesia, either you get invited by one our guests, or we contact you, any other way you get to know about it, the door guy, in this case, me, is supposed to kill you" Duo visually paled at that, making the big man laugh at the expression, Duo followed him in nervous giggles.

"You were joking?? Uff, nearly got me--"

"I wasn't jokin, kid, my JOB is to kill you" Completely serious now, Duo paled again. "But here's the catch, *this* Amnesia happens to be half mine. And unlike half the people in there, I like you, so here's what we're gonna do--"

"Wait a sec, *this* Amnesia?? There's more??"

"We're all over the world, kid. And don't ever interrupt me" Duo crossed his mouth with his fingers. "I'ma let you in, then I'ma send you an invitation by e-mail, give you all the adresseses and you can come anytime you want, any Amnesia you want. All you gotta do is keep it low and say that you're a new, invited guest and you're only a favor away to be off the hook. How bout that??"

"What favor would that be??" The man's face broke into a grin again, a feral grin at that.
"Give my man Heero a good, long fuck." Duo choke on thin air. " He looks like he needs it"

"Great. That. Suits me just fine" He answered. half choked, half scared to death. This thing was getting weirder and weirder by the minute.

"Great then." The massive man slide the door open. "Welcome to Amnesia, kid. Go right and you'll find a dancefloor, some balades, R&B, a litle soft stuff, big fluffy beds at the end of the hall to the left of the room, 1000 bucks the night, toys and food included, romantic stuff, Ewk. Go left and you'll find a dancefloor too: Hip Hop, Rap, Rock, Heavy Metal, for the 'I'm-so-fucking-tired-of-living-like-shit' people, no pun intended, hot drinks, hot people, no chairs, grind or no dancing, either drink, dance or get the fuck out, public provided streeptease and 'Do Not Disturb' signs on each and every bathroom... lockable at that. Heero went left, he always does. Well, what are you staring at me for?? Get in there, kid. Have fun, show my boy there who's the big bad boss here"

"Right now, that would you, man" Duo said, passing by him and entering the club. The big guy closed the door, resuming his place, leaning against the door.

"Gotta say it, like the kid, litle shy, but I like him" He turned to his side. "Yo, thanks for telling me he'd come, I wouldn't wanna have to kill him, I ain't good at consciesce stuff, man" A smaller than him figure came out of dark, accompained by a smaller one.

"You told him about the favor thing??"

"Yeah, you think he'll do it??"

"I'm sure he will, if not, Heero will push him to it, he's been having the hots for him for a while, speaking of which, come on, litle dragon, Heero must be waiting for us"

"Sure" Wufei answered, dissapearing into the club again, going straight centre, a VIP privilege, knowing they'd be there before Duo, to enjoy the show. The massive man stood at the door, checkin on the serviliance camaras throught his palmtop.

/Now they make plans to get someone *else* laid. Crazy I tell you, kids this times won't know what to come up with/

Duo entered the place, going left as the man-gorilla at the door had told him to, and almost decided to go back, the hall he was in was so damn dark he could have a pair of men coupling in front of him and he wouldn't see them, that thought made him think twice about the whole sticking his arms up in front of him like a blind person thing.

He kept going his way, until he could see a faint light coming from up ahead of him, he slightly sped up to it.

When he reached the end of the hall, he found himself on a balcony, or something like it, for it didn't have any edge or something to lean on, he laughed at the idea of that if he'd be drunk, he'd meet his death the minute that hall was over. Beneath the balcony was the dancefloor, and the guy had meant what he had said, it was just a dancefloor, lots of people in it, all of them dancing and drinking rythmically with the beat, there were several flashes on top of the room, giving litle color sparkle to the whole room and some lights also, making it somewhat easier to see the people beneath him, for everything was technically invaded in darkness, all walls were dark blue, the lights were dark blue, purple, and red, in the middle of it there was a bar, in a circular shape, like a spot among the crowd, it had no chairs around it, like any other bar would, just a shiny black counter, wide and round, surrounding the bar, many bartenders were attending it, there were no glasses or jars holders on top of the bar, he guessed they'd be behind the counter, like the drinks, so there'd be nothing preventing the people from watching the show, for there was a gone-crazy blond taking her top off as he watched the place, what got to him the most was the huge screen on the back side of the pentagon-like place, it seemed to shoot everyone who happened to be at the dancefloor, whether dancing, making out or making a streaptease like the blond, the cammara shoot everyone in the room.

/Nice/ He thought, this place was something for him, everyone was up and moving, screaming, dancing and having fun, some were even making out against the back wall, the flash lighting the dark wall constracting their shape and making it visible they'd be in one of those 'do not disturb, lockable' bathrooms the man-gorilla at the door was talking about, and best of all, no one seemed to mind about it, they were just left alone as if nothing would be happening, some people were even encouraging them to go further, a litle too much for his tastes but defenitely liked this place, problem is, he couldn't even imagine Heero in a place like this.

/Then again, this is what this is about, right?? letting go. I guess I'm about to meet the *real* Heero/ He didn't know why, but that thought brought a sting of fear into his body, not knowing what to expect, along with excitement, for the same reason the fear was there. With his body full of determination he walked to the stairs, ready to meet anything that came to him, litle did he know, he'd know a side of Heero he'd only see in dreams.

End Chapter One
Chibikitten

H: Oh my god. What are you gonna do to me??
Ck: Nothing, nothing bad
D: Ck, we know you, you're always up to something
Ck: Why don't you just wait and see like the rest of my kittens??
D n' H: Ok, fine....
Ck: Good, then.... I'll see you up when I got the end done.
H: The end???
Ck: Yeah!!! it's a two chaptered fic.
D: Really??? Well what are you waiting for?? Work on it!!!
H: And make it good!!!
Ck: Shut up and let me think!!!!!
D: About what??
Ck: About my problem....
H: What problem???
Ck: How a hell am I gonna end this fic?!?!?!?
D n' H: Oh. My. God!!! You don't know how to end this fic?!?!?!
Ck: Well what do you want form me?? I found a Web site specially dedicated to Derek Jeter!!! (jumping up excitedly)
D: What does that has to do with anything?!?!
Ck: Well, to me Derek Jeter is like, the hottest person in the world, so when I find new stuff about him, I get....
D: Horny.
Ck: Unsettled, and when I'm unsettled, I start to think, and when I start to think, fics pop up, specially PWP's
H: Ooohhh....... (Eyes Ck mischiviously) Derek jeter, eh?? He's hot.
D: HEERO!!!!!!
Ck: I know..... Have you *seen* his eyes??
H: I know..... and that smile...
Ck: I know!!! Everytime I see it I meltdown, his smiles are better than his homeruns for my muses!!!!
H: I mean, He is so sinfully--
D: Hello!!!!! I'm standing right here!!!!
H n' Ck: So?? the fact that you/we are together in fics doesn't mean he/I can't look at any other guys!!!
D: This is insane....
H(Not paying the least of attention to D): I like this other guy.... the one that's in Chicago Cubs now...
Ck: Nomar Garciaparra!!!! I heard that--
D: Would you knock it off?!?!?! YOU have a way to make it up to me to think about and YOU have a fic to finish!!!!!
(Ck and H sigh, giving in) Ck: fine, fine (Ck writes something down in a paper and gives it to Heero, who smiled very naughtly, looking at Duo and dragging him out the door) Now, to eat something and let's get down to business.... (Ck gets fixes some snacks and sits down infront of her laptop, when her cell phone rang) Yellowp.
H: Tell me the web site....
D: Heero!!!!!!!!!
H: Yes, darling??
D: Dont you 'darling' me!!!! That's it, I'm becoming a baseball player...... I'm joining the Red Sox, and as soon as I see that--
Ck n' H: Duo.... shut up or I'll punch you. Hard.