Innocence

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don't own anything especially DBZ, I'm just a poor student.

I stare at the
stars and I wonder if he's up there.

He was my life,
while not always there, when he was he would make my life seem brighter and
happier. We would go camping and fishing and generally have fun. He always used
to make me smile. He was the opposite of my mother who was strict and wanted me
to study, he would rather I have fun outside than to be cooped up inside doing
math.

He was innocent
and naïve. His closest friends were largely made up of past enemies showing
that he was always forgiving. He and my mum were together since they were
young, they always fought but he would then find a reason to put a smile on her
face again.

Everyone could see
that he was a good and kind man who loved his family especially me.

But that was only
during the day. It was different at night; he became a monster at night. I
can't remember when it first began, it happened so long ago when I was very young;
I thought it was normal he told me it was normal. He said that his grandpa did
it to him so he must do it to me. I didn't like it though; I got scared of the
dark, because that was when he came to me. Not every night, some nights he
didn't come but I was still scared. I never told anyone because he told me not
to. He said I would get punished if I did.

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And so he would
touch me in places, he would lick and tease and play. He would force me to do
the same to him and hit me if I refused. It was horrible he tasted disgusting
and I felt disgusting, but I never told. I never ever told not even to Piccolo.
I knew they wouldn't believe me anyway they all worshipped my father except
Piccolo and maybe Vegeta too. Though
it was sometimes difficult to tell.

But he was only
like this at night; during the day even if he was alone with me he was always
kind and gentle. He was innocent and naïve and he would tell me he loved me and
I would say I loved him too.

When I was 9 I
learned what it was he was doing, it had a name and it was wrong. So I
confronted him about it, he got mad and did something new to me; it had a name
too; the name was rape. It hurt so much and I just wanted it to stop and it was
my fault; it was night, that is what he does at night.
I should have gone to him during the day when he was kind and gentle. class=GramE>When he was innocent and naïve.

From then on he
raped me once a week and simply touched me the other six nights; he was a
monster, but only at night. Only ever at night.

He's gone now
though, I killed him. His friends, they say I didn't, they say it wasn't my fault;
they think they're trying to comfort me. But they're not, I'm glad I killed
him; they don't know that, they don't know that he was a monster at night. I
have a little brother now and don't want him to hurt him; I would have killed
him if he had.

I stare at the
stars and I wonder if he's up there.

Because I hope he
isn't.

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Ok that was my 2^nd
fan-fic and my 1^st DBZ
one. It was nice and happy too wasn't it?

Please review and
tell me what you think!