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Gravitation
Gravitation
A/N: Does not feature PerfectSoldier!Heero. Instead it features SociallyAwkward!Heero and GeneticallyEnhanced!Heero. Also features AwkwardFirstTimes and Kinky!Duo, but not really a lot of fetish-y stuff. Very minor D/s, of more of a guiding nature.
It didn't take a genius to realize Duo was in love with him. He realized it back during the wars, but ignored it in favor of the mission. When the wars were over, he understood that Relena's safety was paramount and so stayed by her side. She attempted to convert their relationship to a more romantic one only a few months later, but their chemistry was so far off that they mutually decided friendship was the better course.
Ater the Mariemaia uprising and the issues with colony X18999 he joined with Preventers to keep more war from destroying their hard-won peace. When Duo joined on as his partner Heero finally felt himself settle a bit more, but his irritation with such lackluster missions in comparison to the wars finally had him settling into Crypto. Duo moved into the training section and worked with the Armament Research Division on the side. Their camraderie was the easy comfort of former comrades, but nothing more.
So the first time Duo invited himself over to Heero's house, he made sure to buy a bottle of whiskey, a pizza and some condoms. He didn't really think it would lead to anything, but he wanted to be prepared. Just in case.
The condoms didn't get used. Heero still wasn't sure if he was relieved by that or not. Their night was full of Duo's laughter and Heero's more quiet chuckles, a lot of comfortable eye-contact, and some quasi-flirting touches. By the end of it they were both more than a litle inebriated, so it wasn't a hard leap for them to share a bed.
Heero stripped down to his briefs and put on a pair of sleep pants, but his best friend gave him a cheeky grin and stood wearing nothing but a black pair of boxer-briefs. His mouth went dry at the sight of that cocky expression, all gleaming violet eyes and wild hair escaping the confines of his braid, and lean musculature. He could just barely trace the outline of scars to match his own running over the dimples and swells of his muscles, but they only seemed to enhance his masculine figure.
He smiled faintly in response to a bit of light teasing from the other man and they both slid into bed together. Neither said much more, just quiet goodnights, but once Heero turned off his bedside light they moved closer together. He wrapped his arms around Duo's smoother body and pulled him close. He ignored the sharp exhalation of surprise and just tucked Duo's head beneath his own.
"Goodnight, Duo," he murmured in the quiet. Duo responded even more quietly, but he definitely felt chapped lips brush against his collarbone in a kiss.
Heero closed his eyes and a smile tugged at the corners of his mouth. It was a good night indeed.
They both followed this routine fairly frequently after the first time. Sometimes Heero would go to Duo's apartment, sometimes Duo would come to his house. Both had the room to sleep separately, but neither even brought it up.
He still kept condoms ready just in case, if only because of that barely-there kiss. He was certain Duo didn't even acknowledge him as a sexual being, so when Heero finally took initiative and kissed him there was more shock than actual participation.
Heero pulled away and apologized for doing so without his friend's permission. "Is it alright if I kiss you again?" he asked and smiled faintly at the dazed nod he received in return.
He swooped in again, one hand on the small of Duo's back and the other embedded in the base of his braid. His mouth slanted across the other's, chapped lips meeting and moving against one another. He pulled back a little just as Duo began to return the lovely sensation so he could wet his lips. It took only a moment before he was locking their lips together again. This time he felt the shocks and tingles amplify, his heart racing and palms sweaty. Duo's arms slipped around him. He felt one hand settle distinctly at the top of his ass, but it only served to fuel the pleasant feelings of their first kiss.
Duo moved away first and Heero was sure his expression was just as wonderfully disoriented. The look was very attractive on his chestnut-haired friend.
Neither one of them mentioned any real relationship details, instead falling into a sort of unspoken routine. They still had days where they just hung out as friends, but more and more Heero found himself instigating more intimacy. Duo was more physically affectionate and he was glad for it. He always had a hard time showing his feelings, so it was more than welcome that Duo kept that part of their relationship easy.
Better yet, Duo would occasionally ask for massages or grope him a little as they made out. If the other man weren't constantly backing off when he felt Heero become too tense or falling asleep on him he was sure they could've gotten to a much more enjoyable point. As it was, Heero was getting more and more aggravated with himself for hesitating so much. He wanted more than anything to explore a more sexual relationship with Duo, but how could he admit that his sum total experience with sex was rape training through Doctor J?
"Hey Heero?" Duo murmured against his neck. "Could I maybe give you a blowjob?" Heero tensed against his will and the other man quickly backtracked. "I mean, if you're still not cool with something like that it's fine! No pressure or nothin', but I ain't need you to give back. I just really wanna feel you on my tongue, ya know? If that's not a'right I could maybe just give you a handjob. Or even just touch a little? I mean, we ain't gotta go even as far as that, I'm just a little tired o' keepin' it above the waist, get what I me-" He cut his rambling off with a deep kiss, letting his mouth say what his brain wouldn't allow his throat to verbalize.
He dragged one of Duo's hands down to the front of his pants and immediately his partner began tugging open the button to his jeans. It was short work before Duo's hand was diving into his underwear and stroking him. Heero would swear his dick went from slightly interested to rock hard in less than a minute. Duo swallowed his moan and it only took him a moment to realize he still wasn't returning the favor.
His hands made their way to the front of Duo's camos, but the other man swatted them away easily. Duo detached from him long enough to gasp, "Nuh-uh. Wanna see you come. Can't focus on it if you're helpin' me out."
Heero stared passionately into Duo's lust-blown pupils. "I want to suck you off," he replied, voice heavy with the weight of his emotion. "I wasn't afraid. Just surprised and very interested."
The other man gave a quiet little groan and licked his lips. "So I can do it? You'll let me blow you?" Space, did he ever sound eager. He was sure his dick twitched in Duo's hand.
"Yes." He fairly hissed the word he was so aroused. In no time flat his pants and briefs were tugged down to his ankles and he shuddered with anticipation.
Duo looked up at him then, catching Heero's attention. "I like it a little rough, so don't be afraid to move your hips or nothin'. And tell me what ya like, yeah? It's *way* better when you're tellin' me what to do." With that he went to work, first using his hand to get a feel for how responsive Heero was. When he was sure he knew how much pressure and touch he liked- Heero felt himself arch at each touch, heard himself groan at each twist -Duo began using his lips and tongue to tease him.
The first brush of those lips against his crown had him gasping, and when Duo pressed the flat of his tongue along his frenulum and dragged it up Heero nearly went cross-eyed. Then his lover wrapped wetted lips around the head and he let himself moan and clutch at the other man's shoulders. Looking down into mischievous violet eyes, he couldn't help but let out a chuckle.
A little part of his mind was dedicating itself to memorizing how to adequately return the favor, but a bigger part of his mind said he would never be able to do this act justice.
After a bit more experimentation from Duo, he started paying attention to what felt the best and what was only okay. "Stick your tongue out again. Nnngh, yes, just like that," he breathed. "Do that thing a-hah-gain where it feels like I'm -hnn- going to slip out. Ah, hah, yes. Nn, good!" That coil in his lower gut tightened further and he felt his balls tightening along with it. "D-deeper. Ahn... Mmm, suck just a- a- a little harder. Nnh! Perfect!"
Duo's eyes met his once more, and he realized he had one hand buried in that long, thick hair. Seeing the look of focus and determination on his lovers face was the last straw. Duo was looking at him as if making him come was the most important thing in the world and it was just enough to tip him over the edge. Heero could feel his throat clench as he fought the scream that wanted to tear its way out of him. His orgasm crashed over him in pulsating waves and he made sure to maintain eye-contact through the whole thing. It only made everything so much more intense and he was glad for it.
When Duo pulled back from him though, he couldn't help but notice the way he was trying to keep from coughing and clearing his throat. "Shit, sorry. I should have warned you. Are you alright?" It didn't seem as if he did any damage, but he wasn't going to take any chances.
"Yeah, no worries," he replied, and that flash of a smile was enough to put him at ease. "'Sides, feelin' you lose it like that was way worth a little coughing. And fuck it was hot when you started tellin' me what to do. Seriously. Maybe I'll get you to talk dirty after all. Bet you'd be good at it." Duo grinned at him and he felt the little frission of anxiety still left fall away.
"I'm glad. I wasn't sure if I was doing it right," Heero admit. His head was still a little buzzed from his peak, else he would have noticed the surprised look that passed quickly across Duo's expression.
"Nah, you're a natural. Kept it clean too; hell, I can't ever manage to keep it clean when I'm tellin' someone what to do. I get pretty dirty, but I bet you could figure that out." The shorter man laughed and Heero found himself laughing quietly along as well.
"You got a nice laugh, ya know that?" Duo asked once they quieted. "Wish you'd let loose a little more sometimes, but I kinda like that you only really let your guard down around me. It's sorta sweet. But don't think ya ain't still a badass 'cause of it, yeah?" He winked at Heero.
He smiled back in return. "Thanks. But I remember promising to return the favor," he said quietly. His eyes roved over Duo's figure. "You choose where you want it."
Duo stared for a moment, his expression open. "I honestly didn't expect any turnabout. Ya don't hafta," he said, his voice hesitant. "Ain't gotta do nothin' for me, I can just use your bathroom."
Heero's eyes narrowed in irritation. His braided idiot always knew how to piss him off. "No, I said I'd return the favor because I want to. Now shut up and decide whether you want to be sitting, standing or laying down." His voice was gruff with anger, but he made sure his face didn't reflect it too much. He didn't want to scare the other man off.
He watched as Duo's cheeks pinked a bit. The color was very attractive and he was sure it would look better when his hair was touseled from sex and that flush was accompanied by the glow of orgasm. "Oh, uh, alright. Mind if we lay down? I like to stretch out," his lover murmured.
His response was simply to get up and offer his hand. Duo grinned and grabbed Heero's pants first. "Gonna be hard to walk if your pants are still around your ankles." Heero felt his face grow hot and desperately ignored the sensation. The violet-eyed man just laughed and tugged his pants up, leaving them open. He muttered his thanks, face still hot, and led Duo to his bedroom.
As a way to assert himself once more, he shoved his lover hard onto the bed. Duo grinned up at him playfully and Heero made short work of the other man's pants. Seeing Duo splayed across his bed the way he was, braid snaking out from beneath him, and a playful fire in his eyes had images flashing in his head of more than a few familiar dreams. The other man had an easy sensuality that he admired and was attracted to. As someone with limited sexual experience- he was desperate enough to count porn and rape training as experience -he needed someone with that sort of ease. Heero had never been confident with "winging it" as Duo often said, prefering to plan everything. Sex was not something that could be planned entirely. There were too many unknown variables and why the hell was he focusing on that when he had a gorgeous man like Duo lying in wait on his bed?
Heero climbed on top of him, his hands sliding up under the other man's shirt. Duo's head fell back and he moaned very lightly in encouragement. He wasn't sure what the chestnut-haired man wanted exactly, but he was willing to hazard a guess.
He also knew that even though they went considerably farther than blowjobs in his fantasies, Heero wasn't ready for that yet.
He stil had a lot of research to do until he felt comfortable with something that intimate.
His hands moved down and made quick work of Duo's jeans. They were undone and pulled entirely off within a minute and his shirt quickly followed. His lover lay there, propped up on his elbows to look down at him and his black boxer-briefs tented by obvious arousal. The image was extremely compelling. Heero lowered himself down between the other man's slightly spread legs and mouthed at his still-clothed erection. At the low groan he got in response he moved one hand up beneath the edge of his underwear. "Real quick: you like it where you're in charge completely or do you want me to guide ya?" Duo asked.
"Guide me," he replied firmly.
Duo grinned at him, eyes sparkling with mischief. "Alright. Use your tongue on me through my boxers. It gets me hot to see a strong man so desperate for it that he can't even wait 'til I got my clothes off."
Heero dragged his tongue along the ridged outline of his lover's cock before latching his mouth around the edge of it and sucking. Duo's head tossed and a low moan was his reward.
"Fuck yeah. Shit you learn quick. Nnh. Cup my balls. I love it when my balls are played with." He did as the other man said, using one hand to come up between his legs and rub gently against his sack. That slim torso heaved and a thrill went through him at the sight. He used his mouth and teeth to expose Duo's cock, saliva gathering from excitement. Heero had never gone this far with Duo and the idea alone had his dick hardening in anticipation of another round.
He battled his hormones down, telling himself to focus on his gorgeous lover. Duo was worth focusing on. "Want your hands on me," he breathed. Tan hands moved to his shoulder and his hair, tugging a little at the strands. Duo gazed down at him, pupils wide with lust, bits of hair coming undone from his lengthy braid. Heero knew he'd ingrain the sight into his memory for the rest of his life.
"Nngh, come on, Heero. No more teasin'. Put it in your mouth. God, I'd kill to have you suck me for real," Duo panted out.
An excited breath escaped and then he was descending on him, his hands shoving black underwear down as far as he could reach. His mouth closed over the foreskin covered head, using tightened lips and a strong downward motion to push it back. His tongue curled around the exposed knob and he sucked fervently. Heero's eyes darted up to watch his lover's face and was gratified by the sight and sounds Duo made. The hand in his hair tightened and twisted, the one on his shoulder gripped him hard. Duo fairly thrashed beneath him as he continued to suck and bob.
"Shit~! Heero! Back off a bit! Hah! Too much!" Duo cried. He softened his mouth, worried that he'd gone just a little too far in his eagerness. "Hngh! Fuck! A little more. God, I'm gonna blow way too damn early if you- hah-ah -don't!" Heero stuck his tongue out the way Duo did with him and widened his jaw just a bit more. Duo seemed to exhale with relief and his hands loosened. "Good, fuck you're good. Don't wanna shoot off yet.
Damn, wanna feel you a little longer. Not gonna last," he panted and Heero sent him an apologetic look. Duo was too distracted to notice, but it didn't matter.
He let his partner's prick slide out of his mouth and licked his lips. Heero muttered a quiet, "Sorry. Tell me how you want it. Should I go slower? I didn't realize you don't like it the way I do." His mouth moved to the base where the other man's balls met his dick and suckled. His tongue worked gently against the tight skin there.
Duo's breath left him in a shudder as he said, "Anh, mmm, slow. Keep it slow. Fuckin' tease, don't gobble it down. Hah. Like it when you tease. Hanh. Suck it good when you go down, but on the upstroke -hngh!- try to make it feel like I'm gonna slide right out. Shit, ain't anybody ever tease you like that?" His head tossed to the side and back a few times as Heero continued to suck at the juction a little longer. "And fuck, let up for a sec! I'm still way too close!"
Heero backed off, letting Duo catch his breath. "Better," he asked.
Duo nodded and replied with a quick, "Gimme a minute." He watched Duo breathe deep for a few moments, obviously trying to calm himself. "It's alright. I'm good. Just...slow, 'kay?"
He licked his lips and moved forward more cautiously. He teased with long, slow swipes of his tongue, pausing only to suckle gently around the various sensitive spots he encountered. Duo panted and writhed beneath him, little mewling noises passing his throat. The sounds only drove Heero's passion higher and he had to reel those desires in else he communicated them in his movements. Duo already reprimanded him once for getting too passionate, telling him to slow down. He didn't need it repeated.
Heero's mouth closed around the head once more, and he slowly took Duo's cock deeper into his mouth. He felt the crown tickle his gag reflex and carefully eased it further. He relaxed his throat and took him in as deep as he could for as long as he could, breathing through his nose. It was more difficult than he expected, and he suddenly gained a new respect for everyone who practiced this regularly.
He finally pulled back, that urge to swallow, to gag, to choke too much to ignore. He took a deep breath and looked up at his lover. Duo's head was thrown back, his eyes closed and mouth open. His throat was working hard to let the quiet mewls and moans pass. It was wonderful. The sight and sounds were so wondeful and he wanted desperately to see Duo shatter in ecstasy. He wanted that more than anthing, but he also wanted Duo to enjoy it as much as possible.
So he ran his tongue up along the bottom vein once more, swirled it around the mushroom head and heard Duo choke in response.
"Ah! Again, god, Heero, again! Fuck!" Duo was gasping and writhing still and it would be his sweetest memory. He would keep this one moment in his mind for the rest of his life, he was certain of it.
Heero took him in once more, driving his mouth down all the way to the base and felt that blunt head press against the back of his throat. He ignored that strange tickle of his gag reflex and this time swallowed hard around the flesh in his mouth. It was difficult to keep from coughing, but Duo's reaction was completely worth it. He watched as Duo's back arched, a scream ripped from him. "Yes! Hah! Ah! Oh fuck! Shit! Again!" Duo cried. His own dick throbbed between his legs, but he ignored it. His own pleasure didn't matter at all in that moment.
Nothing mattered except Duo and his responses.
"I'm-! Hah! I'm gonna-! Swallow, shit, please, god, swallow!" His gorgeous partner's hands scrabbled at his shoulders and Heero pulled back just enough so he could swallow.
A sharp, bitter fluid burst across his tongue and he greedily swallowed it all. The taste was mildly unpleasant, but it didn't matter because it was Duo's. He would swallow every last drop because it was very much Duo and he wanted nothing more than to make him as satisfied as possible. Heero lifted his gaze to his lover's face and watched as it twisted in pleasure. He watched Duo come undone beneath him and a feeling of intense pride welled in him. He did this. He was the reason Duo looked so breathtaking. Heero was the source of that fantastic look and those amazing sounds.
Duo slowly returned to sanity, his chest heaving, and Heero watched with lust-darkened eyes. "Shit, perfect," his violet-eyed companion breathed. "So fucking good. Hell, one of these days I'll have you swallow me whole the way you were. I mean, shit, you're damn good at it. I just didn't want it like that this time, yeah?"
Heero smiled up at him, sucking the last bit of saliva and ejaculate from Duo. "Next time maybe. Sorry I was a little too eager. I thought you'd like the same thing I fantasize about."
Duo's expression changed to a mild confusion and he wondered what it was he said which caused that reaction. "No one's sucked you off the way you wanted yet? Damn, that's awful."
He licked his lips. "I've never done any of this," he confessed. Duo's response almost made him want to take it back.
"You're joking right?" The other man's tone was disbelieving. Heero simply shook his head once. "That was your first blowjob. Your first time blowing someone else too?" He nodded. "That explains so much, actually. Still, shit that was good. You're a damn natural, you know that?"
Heero laughed a little. "Thanks. It doesn't bother you, right? That I don't have any experience?"
"Nah," Duo murmured with a smile, "Explains why you were takin' so damn long to make a move though. Shit, you shoulda just said somethin'."
He would remember their first fumbling time together fondly, even as it was followed with many more and better experiences.
It took them forever to get to anything more involved than blowjobs, handjob, and the occasional rut. It seemed Duo was happy to go at a slower pace for him, and he made sure to thank him as many times and in as many ways as he could think for it.
Despite how eager he was to get further with the other man, Heero was still very concerned he didn't do enough research, or that his enhanced strength might cause problems. He didn't have that same comfort with sex that Duo had, even if he'd grown comfortable enough with what they did so far.
And he was comfortable with what they did so far. Sometimes after work they'd hang out as usual. Other times, Heero found himself pressing Duo against the nearest hard surface and devouring his mouth or his cock. Duo was always eager and ready to reciprocate too, making it more and more invigorating. The most memorable time was when Duo agreed to suck him just the way he always fantasized about, greedily and without guilt. Having that trail of long hair between his legs, that ever-moving mouth focused on giving him the absolute most pleasure and those jewel-purple eyes staring straight at him as if never wanting to miss any of Heero's reactions was more intense than he anticipated.
He was embarassed to say that Duo got him off within a few minutes that time. Heero's orgasm was swift and all-consuming in a way it never had been. Once his partner had caught his breath he just laughed at Heero's quiet apologies. It didn't make him feel any less sorry.
Heero was vindicated though when Duo proved to last just as long when he returned the favor.
Duo stretched beneath him, moaning and squirming as he stroked his partner's erection. Every touch seemed to push his need higher and Heero took in the reaction hungrily. "Hah, mmm, come on. Hn! Wanna- hah, ah! - feel you in me. Please. Shit, nngh, please, Heero. Fuck, we gonna- hah! - do the same shit every- hn -damn time?"
Heero licked his lips and dove down to bite at his lover's neck.
"Don't want to hurt you," he muttered against the other man's jugular. Duo arched up against him in response, breathily telling him he didn't care. "What if I'm terrible at it," Heero whispered.
Callused hands grabbed at his shoulders, pushing him up. He gazed into plum-dark eyes and noted the serious expression.
"Never. You could never be terrible at it. Shit, stop for a sec, huh?" Heero moved his hands to more neutral territory, stroking less erogenous skin with gentle swipes. "And if ya are terrible, I'll just teach ya how to make it better. 'Sides, you know I'm willing to tell ya how I like it."
He ducked his head a bit, letting too-long bangs hide his eyes and the nerves hidden there. "What if I get too involved? What if my control slips and I seriously hurt you?" Honestly, it was the crux of why he was still a virgin. He couldn't trust his own control in the throes of passion. What if he couldn't keep himself in check? He knew his own strength and also knew that he could break Duo's pelvis if he wasn't careful enough. His long-haired lover knew how to receive the most pleasure with the least pain, but his enhanced strength really was more of a curse than a blessing.
A tongue sliding against the corner of his mouth distracted him from his darkening thoughts. "Ain't gonna happen. You get a little too rough and I'll work with it. Alright? I know how to minimize damage. And if we do it in missionary then you don't gotta worry. Mattress'll help disperse the force."
"And my hands?" Heero was geniunely curious how the other man could forget the most strength was in those appendages. "How will you keep me from crushing your pelvis with my hands?"
Duo grinned up at him. "Easy. You keep your hands on either side o' my head. Helps keep your balance and you ain't gotta worry about crushin' me. Anymore objections or can I finally get to feel you inside me?"
He laughed a little, more from nerves than from actual humor. Heero didn't have any more objections, really, and that was the scariest thing to realize. "Help me make you feel good. I won't hold back anymore. I'm sorry," he breathed. "I'm still nervous." It was one of the hardest things to admit.
A gentle smile was Duo's response and it relaxed some of the tension in him. "No worries. You know I'll help ya through it. Ain't gotta worry 'bout a thing with me, 'Ro. I'll always have your back." Lips met his own and Heero smiled into the kiss.
"Thanks," he murmured back. Duo just mumbled something unintelligible against his mouth and rocked his hips upward.
Heero pressed down to meet him and they both gasped at the sensation. "I'm supposed to help get you prepared, right? How do I do that with the least amount of pain? Everything I read said there would probably be some, but-" Duo silenced him with another quick kiss.
"You still got the lube in the nightstand?" He reached over and pulled it out of the drawer at his partner's request. "Good. Now put a little on your hand and just rub it into my hole, alright? Don't put anything in yet, just sort of rock it a little. Get it nice and loose before you go puttin' your fingers in." Heero did as he instructed, just letting his fingers gently work at the tight muscle. "Mmm, yeah, just like that. Perfect. When it's nice and relaxed you can slide the first finger in. Don't worry 'bout which one, I don't usually have any pain from bein' fingered."
Heero chuckled a little breathlessly. It seemed like his gorgous lover was already relaxed enough. It only took a moment before he felt the muscles of his sphincter unclench, but he kept massaging a little longer just in case. The first finger slid in to the knuckle without any resistance or even any warning.
"Shit, sorry. Didn't mean to go that fast."
He glanced up at Duo's face as he pulled back a little and was surprised by the lack of pain in his expression. "No pain. It's good. More than okay. Fuck that feels good. Think I'm too excited about you fuckin' me to even feel any pain. Put another one in me. God, you take forever! I didn't mean you had to take all night to get me prepped!" Duo's hands clutched at his biceps and the feeling of his nails digging in sent a tremor of excitement down his spine.
"Are you certain you're ready for the next one?"
That head of chestnut hair flung backwards. "Yes, yes, come on! I really gotta feel you stretch me! Move on already!"
He couldn't help the laugh that bubbled out of him. Seeing Duo so obviously aroused was enticing in a way that he hadn't allowed himself to think about much previously. Heero wasn't sure he could hold out much longer. "Alright, but let me know if it hurts too much," and he pushed two digits into the fluttering hole.
"God, yes! Doesn't hurt! Fuckin' move 'em! Fuck me with your fingers, shit!" His cock throbbed at the filthy talk, and a part of him wished he never told Duo that particular kink. He wanted their first time together to be special, not marred with dirty talk. Heero followed his lover's instructions though, moving them slowly in and out. "Harder. Come on, I can take it. Just a little harder. And spread 'em a little when you pull out. Helps stretch the hole more. Nng, fuck!" He made sure to do exactly as Duo wanted. His long-haired partner knew what he liked best after all.
"Should I work up to three? It doesn't seem like this is enough..." He muttered it mostly to himself and was surprised when Duo fairly shouted, "Enough! It's enough!" He gazed up into violet eyes with skepticism written on his face. "Are you sure?"
"Yes, god, yes! Just put it in me already!"
Heero grabbed a condom from the drawer with his free hand and tore it gently open with his teeth. It didn't take long for him to realize he needed both hands to roll the silicone sheath over his dick and he breathed out an aggravated sigh.
"Here, I'll do it. Shit, ain't ya ever put on a damn condom before? Even just to practice?" Duo snapped. His jaw clenched and he bowed his head to keep from retaliating to his partner's confrontational tone. Had he looked up he would have seen pale features soften and plum colored eyes take on an apologetic sheen. "Sorry, man. Didn't mean to bite your head off. Just impatient, s'all. Really, really wanna feel you stretchin' me wide. Fuck, I've been dreamin' about this for years."
He grunted and focused on the way Duo's hands looked as he slid the nearly clear silicone over his dick. The contrast of pale skin against his blood-reddened erection was fascinating in a very erotic way. He pushed his fingers in deep again, and the breathy moan as his reward had his cock twitching.
Those large hands were moving up toward his face, and Heero allowed them to tilt his head up toward Duo. "Hey," Duo murmured, "I'm sorry. Seriously. Shouldn't o' bitched." His eyes were soft with more than just apology and Heero felt his heart pound at seeing the emotion neither of them was willing to speak of. "I know you're new to this. It's cute. I like it a little rough, alright? Two fingers ain't enough to stretch a person usually. I promise I won't complain at all about the pain. A little pain is kinda hot. Don't worry." Firm lips pressed against his own and he responded eagerly.
His fingers slid free with a quiet 'slick' and Heero began pushing the head of his dick at that tight opening. The resistance was both arousing and concerning. Just as he became certain his partner wouldn't be able to accept his engorged shaft at all, he felt the muscles give against his crown. Before Heero could even think of going slower, the skin and muscle pressed around more than half his dick. Blood was rushing in his ears, and he could dimly hear and feel Duo moan into his mouth.
He pushed his way in deeper, the feeling of soft tissue
surrounding him almost more than he could take. The sensation of his dick being clenched so tightly by hot tissue was quite possibly his favorite so far. Even blowjobs from his companion couldn't compare to this feeling.
Duo's lips were suddenly removed. He gazed down at the chestnut-haired man beneath him and felt his heart pound. There was bliss and lust blatant on the nearly fey features. Kiss-bruised lips were parted from the pants escaping his lover's mouth, violet eyes were gently closed, and he could see that lean and scarred chest heaving with each breath.
"Fuck, yes," Duo breathed, and Heero was sure no other words could be more appropriate. 'No,' he thought, 'I love you could be.' The hands that still gripped his face moved slowly down to his biceps. "Ungh, move. Please."
His eyes fell to half-mast and he placed his hands on either side of his partner's head. In one swift move Heero reclaimed those darkened lips and rolled his hips. Duo cried out against his mouth, tongue twitching against his own. He wished with fervency that Duo could both kiss him and let forth those delicious sounds. His mouth left Duo's as he picked up the pace.
Heero's eyes locked on his lover's and he whispered, "I love you. Nn, space, I love you." Violet eyes widened, and he quickly distracted Duo with another kiss and an increase in speed. His hips snapped against the other man's and Duo responded by arching up and meeting each thrust. Both their moans mingled together. Heero could feel the friction dragging him closer to the edge and murmured "close" against his lover's lips.
Duo's head tossed back and one of his hands moved between them to clasp his erection. Heero watched shamelessly, the sight of Duo desperately trying to bring himself off only helping to heighten the sensations. His balls drew up against his body and that coil of tension in his stomach suddenly snapped.
He was vaguely aware in the all-consuming ecstasy that Duo was coming with him. Heero could feel tight walls clamping down on him viciously, could feel the body beneath him thrash and hear Duo crying out, "God, yes, yes! Fuck, hah, ah-hah!" Knowing so intimately that Duo was coming as well only drove the pleasure higher.
His vision splintered and fragmented as his brain short-circuited, focusing briefly on the way Duo's face twisted with bliss, and when it returned he felt boneless and satisfied.
Those beautiful plum-colored eyes met Heero's. "Shit, that was fuckin' perfect," Duo muttered. He laughed and carefully etricated himself from his partner. It took a few minutes to get them both cleaned up, but it was worth it to keep them from sticking to each other.
"I meant it," Heero murmured against Duo's hair as they cuddled together. He had Duo pulled tight to him, the other's back to his chest. "What I said earlier."
Duo just pushed up against him, snuggling further into his embrace. "Yeah? Didn't think you'd beat me to sayin' it. Feelin's mutual. Love you too."
Heero's mouth curled with a small contented smile. "I'm glad. Does that mean you'll agree to moving in?" It was an idea he had been entertaining for a while. Duo was constantly complaining about how much he preferred Heero's apartment to his. It only made sense.
"Work on your stamina a little and ask me again in a month." That smooth tenor vibrated with a chuckle. "If we can last more than fifteen minutes, then I'll say yeah."
His own laughter sounded rough and deep in contrast. Build up their stamina? "Mission accepted."
A/N: Does not feature PerfectSoldier!Heero. Instead it features SociallyAwkward!Heero and GeneticallyEnhanced!Heero. Also features AwkwardFirstTimes and Kinky!Duo, but not really a lot of fetish-y stuff. Very minor D/s, of more of a guiding nature.
It didn't take a genius to realize Duo was in love with him. He realized it back during the wars, but ignored it in favor of the mission. When the wars were over, he understood that Relena's safety was paramount and so stayed by her side. She attempted to convert their relationship to a more romantic one only a few months later, but their chemistry was so far off that they mutually decided friendship was the better course.
Ater the Mariemaia uprising and the issues with colony X18999 he joined with Preventers to keep more war from destroying their hard-won peace. When Duo joined on as his partner Heero finally felt himself settle a bit more, but his irritation with such lackluster missions in comparison to the wars finally had him settling into Crypto. Duo moved into the training section and worked with the Armament Research Division on the side. Their camraderie was the easy comfort of former comrades, but nothing more.
So the first time Duo invited himself over to Heero's house, he made sure to buy a bottle of whiskey, a pizza and some condoms. He didn't really think it would lead to anything, but he wanted to be prepared. Just in case.
The condoms didn't get used. Heero still wasn't sure if he was relieved by that or not. Their night was full of Duo's laughter and Heero's more quiet chuckles, a lot of comfortable eye-contact, and some quasi-flirting touches. By the end of it they were both more than a litle inebriated, so it wasn't a hard leap for them to share a bed.
Heero stripped down to his briefs and put on a pair of sleep pants, but his best friend gave him a cheeky grin and stood wearing nothing but a black pair of boxer-briefs. His mouth went dry at the sight of that cocky expression, all gleaming violet eyes and wild hair escaping the confines of his braid, and lean musculature. He could just barely trace the outline of scars to match his own running over the dimples and swells of his muscles, but they only seemed to enhance his masculine figure.
He smiled faintly in response to a bit of light teasing from the other man and they both slid into bed together. Neither said much more, just quiet goodnights, but once Heero turned off his bedside light they moved closer together. He wrapped his arms around Duo's smoother body and pulled him close. He ignored the sharp exhalation of surprise and just tucked Duo's head beneath his own.
"Goodnight, Duo," he murmured in the quiet. Duo responded even more quietly, but he definitely felt chapped lips brush against his collarbone in a kiss.
Heero closed his eyes and a smile tugged at the corners of his mouth. It was a good night indeed.
They both followed this routine fairly frequently after the first time. Sometimes Heero would go to Duo's apartment, sometimes Duo would come to his house. Both had the room to sleep separately, but neither even brought it up.
He still kept condoms ready just in case, if only because of that barely-there kiss. He was certain Duo didn't even acknowledge him as a sexual being, so when Heero finally took initiative and kissed him there was more shock than actual participation.
Heero pulled away and apologized for doing so without his friend's permission. "Is it alright if I kiss you again?" he asked and smiled faintly at the dazed nod he received in return.
He swooped in again, one hand on the small of Duo's back and the other embedded in the base of his braid. His mouth slanted across the other's, chapped lips meeting and moving against one another. He pulled back a little just as Duo began to return the lovely sensation so he could wet his lips. It took only a moment before he was locking their lips together again. This time he felt the shocks and tingles amplify, his heart racing and palms sweaty. Duo's arms slipped around him. He felt one hand settle distinctly at the top of his ass, but it only served to fuel the pleasant feelings of their first kiss.
Duo moved away first and Heero was sure his expression was just as wonderfully disoriented. The look was very attractive on his chestnut-haired friend.
Neither one of them mentioned any real relationship details, instead falling into a sort of unspoken routine. They still had days where they just hung out as friends, but more and more Heero found himself instigating more intimacy. Duo was more physically affectionate and he was glad for it. He always had a hard time showing his feelings, so it was more than welcome that Duo kept that part of their relationship easy.
Better yet, Duo would occasionally ask for massages or grope him a little as they made out. If the other man weren't constantly backing off when he felt Heero become too tense or falling asleep on him he was sure they could've gotten to a much more enjoyable point. As it was, Heero was getting more and more aggravated with himself for hesitating so much. He wanted more than anything to explore a more sexual relationship with Duo, but how could he admit that his sum total experience with sex was rape training through Doctor J?
"Hey Heero?" Duo murmured against his neck. "Could I maybe give you a blowjob?" Heero tensed against his will and the other man quickly backtracked. "I mean, if you're still not cool with something like that it's fine! No pressure or nothin', but I ain't need you to give back. I just really wanna feel you on my tongue, ya know? If that's not a'right I could maybe just give you a handjob. Or even just touch a little? I mean, we ain't gotta go even as far as that, I'm just a little tired o' keepin' it above the waist, get what I me-" He cut his rambling off with a deep kiss, letting his mouth say what his brain wouldn't allow his throat to verbalize.
He dragged one of Duo's hands down to the front of his pants and immediately his partner began tugging open the button to his jeans. It was short work before Duo's hand was diving into his underwear and stroking him. Heero would swear his dick went from slightly interested to rock hard in less than a minute. Duo swallowed his moan and it only took him a moment to realize he still wasn't returning the favor.
His hands made their way to the front of Duo's camos, but the other man swatted them away easily. Duo detached from him long enough to gasp, "Nuh-uh. Wanna see you come. Can't focus on it if you're helpin' me out."
Heero stared passionately into Duo's lust-blown pupils. "I want to suck you off," he replied, voice heavy with the weight of his emotion. "I wasn't afraid. Just surprised and very interested."
The other man gave a quiet little groan and licked his lips. "So I can do it? You'll let me blow you?" Space, did he ever sound eager. He was sure his dick twitched in Duo's hand.
"Yes." He fairly hissed the word he was so aroused. In no time flat his pants and briefs were tugged down to his ankles and he shuddered with anticipation.
Duo looked up at him then, catching Heero's attention. "I like it a little rough, so don't be afraid to move your hips or nothin'. And tell me what ya like, yeah? It's *way* better when you're tellin' me what to do." With that he went to work, first using his hand to get a feel for how responsive Heero was. When he was sure he knew how much pressure and touch he liked- Heero felt himself arch at each touch, heard himself groan at each twist -Duo began using his lips and tongue to tease him.
The first brush of those lips against his crown had him gasping, and when Duo pressed the flat of his tongue along his frenulum and dragged it up Heero nearly went cross-eyed. Then his lover wrapped wetted lips around the head and he let himself moan and clutch at the other man's shoulders. Looking down into mischievous violet eyes, he couldn't help but let out a chuckle.
A little part of his mind was dedicating itself to memorizing how to adequately return the favor, but a bigger part of his mind said he would never be able to do this act justice.
After a bit more experimentation from Duo, he started paying attention to what felt the best and what was only okay. "Stick your tongue out again. Nnngh, yes, just like that," he breathed. "Do that thing a-hah-gain where it feels like I'm -hnn- going to slip out. Ah, hah, yes. Nn, good!" That coil in his lower gut tightened further and he felt his balls tightening along with it. "D-deeper. Ahn... Mmm, suck just a- a- a little harder. Nnh! Perfect!"
Duo's eyes met his once more, and he realized he had one hand buried in that long, thick hair. Seeing the look of focus and determination on his lovers face was the last straw. Duo was looking at him as if making him come was the most important thing in the world and it was just enough to tip him over the edge. Heero could feel his throat clench as he fought the scream that wanted to tear its way out of him. His orgasm crashed over him in pulsating waves and he made sure to maintain eye-contact through the whole thing. It only made everything so much more intense and he was glad for it.
When Duo pulled back from him though, he couldn't help but notice the way he was trying to keep from coughing and clearing his throat. "Shit, sorry. I should have warned you. Are you alright?" It didn't seem as if he did any damage, but he wasn't going to take any chances.
"Yeah, no worries," he replied, and that flash of a smile was enough to put him at ease. "'Sides, feelin' you lose it like that was way worth a little coughing. And fuck it was hot when you started tellin' me what to do. Seriously. Maybe I'll get you to talk dirty after all. Bet you'd be good at it." Duo grinned at him and he felt the little frission of anxiety still left fall away.
"I'm glad. I wasn't sure if I was doing it right," Heero admit. His head was still a little buzzed from his peak, else he would have noticed the surprised look that passed quickly across Duo's expression.
"Nah, you're a natural. Kept it clean too; hell, I can't ever manage to keep it clean when I'm tellin' someone what to do. I get pretty dirty, but I bet you could figure that out." The shorter man laughed and Heero found himself laughing quietly along as well.
"You got a nice laugh, ya know that?" Duo asked once they quieted. "Wish you'd let loose a little more sometimes, but I kinda like that you only really let your guard down around me. It's sorta sweet. But don't think ya ain't still a badass 'cause of it, yeah?" He winked at Heero.
He smiled back in return. "Thanks. But I remember promising to return the favor," he said quietly. His eyes roved over Duo's figure. "You choose where you want it."
Duo stared for a moment, his expression open. "I honestly didn't expect any turnabout. Ya don't hafta," he said, his voice hesitant. "Ain't gotta do nothin' for me, I can just use your bathroom."
Heero's eyes narrowed in irritation. His braided idiot always knew how to piss him off. "No, I said I'd return the favor because I want to. Now shut up and decide whether you want to be sitting, standing or laying down." His voice was gruff with anger, but he made sure his face didn't reflect it too much. He didn't want to scare the other man off.
He watched as Duo's cheeks pinked a bit. The color was very attractive and he was sure it would look better when his hair was touseled from sex and that flush was accompanied by the glow of orgasm. "Oh, uh, alright. Mind if we lay down? I like to stretch out," his lover murmured.
His response was simply to get up and offer his hand. Duo grinned and grabbed Heero's pants first. "Gonna be hard to walk if your pants are still around your ankles." Heero felt his face grow hot and desperately ignored the sensation. The violet-eyed man just laughed and tugged his pants up, leaving them open. He muttered his thanks, face still hot, and led Duo to his bedroom.
As a way to assert himself once more, he shoved his lover hard onto the bed. Duo grinned up at him playfully and Heero made short work of the other man's pants. Seeing Duo splayed across his bed the way he was, braid snaking out from beneath him, and a playful fire in his eyes had images flashing in his head of more than a few familiar dreams. The other man had an easy sensuality that he admired and was attracted to. As someone with limited sexual experience- he was desperate enough to count porn and rape training as experience -he needed someone with that sort of ease. Heero had never been confident with "winging it" as Duo often said, prefering to plan everything. Sex was not something that could be planned entirely. There were too many unknown variables and why the hell was he focusing on that when he had a gorgeous man like Duo lying in wait on his bed?
Heero climbed on top of him, his hands sliding up under the other man's shirt. Duo's head fell back and he moaned very lightly in encouragement. He wasn't sure what the chestnut-haired man wanted exactly, but he was willing to hazard a guess.
He also knew that even though they went considerably farther than blowjobs in his fantasies, Heero wasn't ready for that yet.
He stil had a lot of research to do until he felt comfortable with something that intimate.
His hands moved down and made quick work of Duo's jeans. They were undone and pulled entirely off within a minute and his shirt quickly followed. His lover lay there, propped up on his elbows to look down at him and his black boxer-briefs tented by obvious arousal. The image was extremely compelling. Heero lowered himself down between the other man's slightly spread legs and mouthed at his still-clothed erection. At the low groan he got in response he moved one hand up beneath the edge of his underwear. "Real quick: you like it where you're in charge completely or do you want me to guide ya?" Duo asked.
"Guide me," he replied firmly.
Duo grinned at him, eyes sparkling with mischief. "Alright. Use your tongue on me through my boxers. It gets me hot to see a strong man so desperate for it that he can't even wait 'til I got my clothes off."
Heero dragged his tongue along the ridged outline of his lover's cock before latching his mouth around the edge of it and sucking. Duo's head tossed and a low moan was his reward.
"Fuck yeah. Shit you learn quick. Nnh. Cup my balls. I love it when my balls are played with." He did as the other man said, using one hand to come up between his legs and rub gently against his sack. That slim torso heaved and a thrill went through him at the sight. He used his mouth and teeth to expose Duo's cock, saliva gathering from excitement. Heero had never gone this far with Duo and the idea alone had his dick hardening in anticipation of another round.
He battled his hormones down, telling himself to focus on his gorgeous lover. Duo was worth focusing on. "Want your hands on me," he breathed. Tan hands moved to his shoulder and his hair, tugging a little at the strands. Duo gazed down at him, pupils wide with lust, bits of hair coming undone from his lengthy braid. Heero knew he'd ingrain the sight into his memory for the rest of his life.
"Nngh, come on, Heero. No more teasin'. Put it in your mouth. God, I'd kill to have you suck me for real," Duo panted out.
An excited breath escaped and then he was descending on him, his hands shoving black underwear down as far as he could reach. His mouth closed over the foreskin covered head, using tightened lips and a strong downward motion to push it back. His tongue curled around the exposed knob and he sucked fervently. Heero's eyes darted up to watch his lover's face and was gratified by the sight and sounds Duo made. The hand in his hair tightened and twisted, the one on his shoulder gripped him hard. Duo fairly thrashed beneath him as he continued to suck and bob.
"Shit~! Heero! Back off a bit! Hah! Too much!" Duo cried. He softened his mouth, worried that he'd gone just a little too far in his eagerness. "Hngh! Fuck! A little more. God, I'm gonna blow way too damn early if you- hah-ah -don't!" Heero stuck his tongue out the way Duo did with him and widened his jaw just a bit more. Duo seemed to exhale with relief and his hands loosened. "Good, fuck you're good. Don't wanna shoot off yet.
Damn, wanna feel you a little longer. Not gonna last," he panted and Heero sent him an apologetic look. Duo was too distracted to notice, but it didn't matter.
He let his partner's prick slide out of his mouth and licked his lips. Heero muttered a quiet, "Sorry. Tell me how you want it. Should I go slower? I didn't realize you don't like it the way I do." His mouth moved to the base where the other man's balls met his dick and suckled. His tongue worked gently against the tight skin there.
Duo's breath left him in a shudder as he said, "Anh, mmm, slow. Keep it slow. Fuckin' tease, don't gobble it down. Hah. Like it when you tease. Hanh. Suck it good when you go down, but on the upstroke -hngh!- try to make it feel like I'm gonna slide right out. Shit, ain't anybody ever tease you like that?" His head tossed to the side and back a few times as Heero continued to suck at the juction a little longer. "And fuck, let up for a sec! I'm still way too close!"
Heero backed off, letting Duo catch his breath. "Better," he asked.
Duo nodded and replied with a quick, "Gimme a minute." He watched Duo breathe deep for a few moments, obviously trying to calm himself. "It's alright. I'm good. Just...slow, 'kay?"
He licked his lips and moved forward more cautiously. He teased with long, slow swipes of his tongue, pausing only to suckle gently around the various sensitive spots he encountered. Duo panted and writhed beneath him, little mewling noises passing his throat. The sounds only drove Heero's passion higher and he had to reel those desires in else he communicated them in his movements. Duo already reprimanded him once for getting too passionate, telling him to slow down. He didn't need it repeated.
Heero's mouth closed around the head once more, and he slowly took Duo's cock deeper into his mouth. He felt the crown tickle his gag reflex and carefully eased it further. He relaxed his throat and took him in as deep as he could for as long as he could, breathing through his nose. It was more difficult than he expected, and he suddenly gained a new respect for everyone who practiced this regularly.
He finally pulled back, that urge to swallow, to gag, to choke too much to ignore. He took a deep breath and looked up at his lover. Duo's head was thrown back, his eyes closed and mouth open. His throat was working hard to let the quiet mewls and moans pass. It was wonderful. The sight and sounds were so wondeful and he wanted desperately to see Duo shatter in ecstasy. He wanted that more than anthing, but he also wanted Duo to enjoy it as much as possible.
So he ran his tongue up along the bottom vein once more, swirled it around the mushroom head and heard Duo choke in response.
"Ah! Again, god, Heero, again! Fuck!" Duo was gasping and writhing still and it would be his sweetest memory. He would keep this one moment in his mind for the rest of his life, he was certain of it.
Heero took him in once more, driving his mouth down all the way to the base and felt that blunt head press against the back of his throat. He ignored that strange tickle of his gag reflex and this time swallowed hard around the flesh in his mouth. It was difficult to keep from coughing, but Duo's reaction was completely worth it. He watched as Duo's back arched, a scream ripped from him. "Yes! Hah! Ah! Oh fuck! Shit! Again!" Duo cried. His own dick throbbed between his legs, but he ignored it. His own pleasure didn't matter at all in that moment.
Nothing mattered except Duo and his responses.
"I'm-! Hah! I'm gonna-! Swallow, shit, please, god, swallow!" His gorgeous partner's hands scrabbled at his shoulders and Heero pulled back just enough so he could swallow.
A sharp, bitter fluid burst across his tongue and he greedily swallowed it all. The taste was mildly unpleasant, but it didn't matter because it was Duo's. He would swallow every last drop because it was very much Duo and he wanted nothing more than to make him as satisfied as possible. Heero lifted his gaze to his lover's face and watched as it twisted in pleasure. He watched Duo come undone beneath him and a feeling of intense pride welled in him. He did this. He was the reason Duo looked so breathtaking. Heero was the source of that fantastic look and those amazing sounds.
Duo slowly returned to sanity, his chest heaving, and Heero watched with lust-darkened eyes. "Shit, perfect," his violet-eyed companion breathed. "So fucking good. Hell, one of these days I'll have you swallow me whole the way you were. I mean, shit, you're damn good at it. I just didn't want it like that this time, yeah?"
Heero smiled up at him, sucking the last bit of saliva and ejaculate from Duo. "Next time maybe. Sorry I was a little too eager. I thought you'd like the same thing I fantasize about."
Duo's expression changed to a mild confusion and he wondered what it was he said which caused that reaction. "No one's sucked you off the way you wanted yet? Damn, that's awful."
He licked his lips. "I've never done any of this," he confessed. Duo's response almost made him want to take it back.
"You're joking right?" The other man's tone was disbelieving. Heero simply shook his head once. "That was your first blowjob. Your first time blowing someone else too?" He nodded. "That explains so much, actually. Still, shit that was good. You're a damn natural, you know that?"
Heero laughed a little. "Thanks. It doesn't bother you, right? That I don't have any experience?"
"Nah," Duo murmured with a smile, "Explains why you were takin' so damn long to make a move though. Shit, you shoulda just said somethin'."
He would remember their first fumbling time together fondly, even as it was followed with many more and better experiences.
It took them forever to get to anything more involved than blowjobs, handjob, and the occasional rut. It seemed Duo was happy to go at a slower pace for him, and he made sure to thank him as many times and in as many ways as he could think for it.
Despite how eager he was to get further with the other man, Heero was still very concerned he didn't do enough research, or that his enhanced strength might cause problems. He didn't have that same comfort with sex that Duo had, even if he'd grown comfortable enough with what they did so far.
And he was comfortable with what they did so far. Sometimes after work they'd hang out as usual. Other times, Heero found himself pressing Duo against the nearest hard surface and devouring his mouth or his cock. Duo was always eager and ready to reciprocate too, making it more and more invigorating. The most memorable time was when Duo agreed to suck him just the way he always fantasized about, greedily and without guilt. Having that trail of long hair between his legs, that ever-moving mouth focused on giving him the absolute most pleasure and those jewel-purple eyes staring straight at him as if never wanting to miss any of Heero's reactions was more intense than he anticipated.
He was embarassed to say that Duo got him off within a few minutes that time. Heero's orgasm was swift and all-consuming in a way it never had been. Once his partner had caught his breath he just laughed at Heero's quiet apologies. It didn't make him feel any less sorry.
Heero was vindicated though when Duo proved to last just as long when he returned the favor.
Duo stretched beneath him, moaning and squirming as he stroked his partner's erection. Every touch seemed to push his need higher and Heero took in the reaction hungrily. "Hah, mmm, come on. Hn! Wanna- hah, ah! - feel you in me. Please. Shit, nngh, please, Heero. Fuck, we gonna- hah! - do the same shit every- hn -damn time?"
Heero licked his lips and dove down to bite at his lover's neck.
"Don't want to hurt you," he muttered against the other man's jugular. Duo arched up against him in response, breathily telling him he didn't care. "What if I'm terrible at it," Heero whispered.
Callused hands grabbed at his shoulders, pushing him up. He gazed into plum-dark eyes and noted the serious expression.
"Never. You could never be terrible at it. Shit, stop for a sec, huh?" Heero moved his hands to more neutral territory, stroking less erogenous skin with gentle swipes. "And if ya are terrible, I'll just teach ya how to make it better. 'Sides, you know I'm willing to tell ya how I like it."
He ducked his head a bit, letting too-long bangs hide his eyes and the nerves hidden there. "What if I get too involved? What if my control slips and I seriously hurt you?" Honestly, it was the crux of why he was still a virgin. He couldn't trust his own control in the throes of passion. What if he couldn't keep himself in check? He knew his own strength and also knew that he could break Duo's pelvis if he wasn't careful enough. His long-haired lover knew how to receive the most pleasure with the least pain, but his enhanced strength really was more of a curse than a blessing.
A tongue sliding against the corner of his mouth distracted him from his darkening thoughts. "Ain't gonna happen. You get a little too rough and I'll work with it. Alright? I know how to minimize damage. And if we do it in missionary then you don't gotta worry. Mattress'll help disperse the force."
"And my hands?" Heero was geniunely curious how the other man could forget the most strength was in those appendages. "How will you keep me from crushing your pelvis with my hands?"
Duo grinned up at him. "Easy. You keep your hands on either side o' my head. Helps keep your balance and you ain't gotta worry about crushin' me. Anymore objections or can I finally get to feel you inside me?"
He laughed a little, more from nerves than from actual humor. Heero didn't have any more objections, really, and that was the scariest thing to realize. "Help me make you feel good. I won't hold back anymore. I'm sorry," he breathed. "I'm still nervous." It was one of the hardest things to admit.
A gentle smile was Duo's response and it relaxed some of the tension in him. "No worries. You know I'll help ya through it. Ain't gotta worry 'bout a thing with me, 'Ro. I'll always have your back." Lips met his own and Heero smiled into the kiss.
"Thanks," he murmured back. Duo just mumbled something unintelligible against his mouth and rocked his hips upward.
Heero pressed down to meet him and they both gasped at the sensation. "I'm supposed to help get you prepared, right? How do I do that with the least amount of pain? Everything I read said there would probably be some, but-" Duo silenced him with another quick kiss.
"You still got the lube in the nightstand?" He reached over and pulled it out of the drawer at his partner's request. "Good. Now put a little on your hand and just rub it into my hole, alright? Don't put anything in yet, just sort of rock it a little. Get it nice and loose before you go puttin' your fingers in." Heero did as he instructed, just letting his fingers gently work at the tight muscle. "Mmm, yeah, just like that. Perfect. When it's nice and relaxed you can slide the first finger in. Don't worry 'bout which one, I don't usually have any pain from bein' fingered."
Heero chuckled a little breathlessly. It seemed like his gorgous lover was already relaxed enough. It only took a moment before he felt the muscles of his sphincter unclench, but he kept massaging a little longer just in case. The first finger slid in to the knuckle without any resistance or even any warning.
"Shit, sorry. Didn't mean to go that fast."
He glanced up at Duo's face as he pulled back a little and was surprised by the lack of pain in his expression. "No pain. It's good. More than okay. Fuck that feels good. Think I'm too excited about you fuckin' me to even feel any pain. Put another one in me. God, you take forever! I didn't mean you had to take all night to get me prepped!" Duo's hands clutched at his biceps and the feeling of his nails digging in sent a tremor of excitement down his spine.
"Are you certain you're ready for the next one?"
That head of chestnut hair flung backwards. "Yes, yes, come on! I really gotta feel you stretch me! Move on already!"
He couldn't help the laugh that bubbled out of him. Seeing Duo so obviously aroused was enticing in a way that he hadn't allowed himself to think about much previously. Heero wasn't sure he could hold out much longer. "Alright, but let me know if it hurts too much," and he pushed two digits into the fluttering hole.
"God, yes! Doesn't hurt! Fuckin' move 'em! Fuck me with your fingers, shit!" His cock throbbed at the filthy talk, and a part of him wished he never told Duo that particular kink. He wanted their first time together to be special, not marred with dirty talk. Heero followed his lover's instructions though, moving them slowly in and out. "Harder. Come on, I can take it. Just a little harder. And spread 'em a little when you pull out. Helps stretch the hole more. Nng, fuck!" He made sure to do exactly as Duo wanted. His long-haired partner knew what he liked best after all.
"Should I work up to three? It doesn't seem like this is enough..." He muttered it mostly to himself and was surprised when Duo fairly shouted, "Enough! It's enough!" He gazed up into violet eyes with skepticism written on his face. "Are you sure?"
"Yes, god, yes! Just put it in me already!"
Heero grabbed a condom from the drawer with his free hand and tore it gently open with his teeth. It didn't take long for him to realize he needed both hands to roll the silicone sheath over his dick and he breathed out an aggravated sigh.
"Here, I'll do it. Shit, ain't ya ever put on a damn condom before? Even just to practice?" Duo snapped. His jaw clenched and he bowed his head to keep from retaliating to his partner's confrontational tone. Had he looked up he would have seen pale features soften and plum colored eyes take on an apologetic sheen. "Sorry, man. Didn't mean to bite your head off. Just impatient, s'all. Really, really wanna feel you stretchin' me wide. Fuck, I've been dreamin' about this for years."
He grunted and focused on the way Duo's hands looked as he slid the nearly clear silicone over his dick. The contrast of pale skin against his blood-reddened erection was fascinating in a very erotic way. He pushed his fingers in deep again, and the breathy moan as his reward had his cock twitching.
Those large hands were moving up toward his face, and Heero allowed them to tilt his head up toward Duo. "Hey," Duo murmured, "I'm sorry. Seriously. Shouldn't o' bitched." His eyes were soft with more than just apology and Heero felt his heart pound at seeing the emotion neither of them was willing to speak of. "I know you're new to this. It's cute. I like it a little rough, alright? Two fingers ain't enough to stretch a person usually. I promise I won't complain at all about the pain. A little pain is kinda hot. Don't worry." Firm lips pressed against his own and he responded eagerly.
His fingers slid free with a quiet 'slick' and Heero began pushing the head of his dick at that tight opening. The resistance was both arousing and concerning. Just as he became certain his partner wouldn't be able to accept his engorged shaft at all, he felt the muscles give against his crown. Before Heero could even think of going slower, the skin and muscle pressed around more than half his dick. Blood was rushing in his ears, and he could dimly hear and feel Duo moan into his mouth.
He pushed his way in deeper, the feeling of soft tissue
surrounding him almost more than he could take. The sensation of his dick being clenched so tightly by hot tissue was quite possibly his favorite so far. Even blowjobs from his companion couldn't compare to this feeling.
Duo's lips were suddenly removed. He gazed down at the chestnut-haired man beneath him and felt his heart pound. There was bliss and lust blatant on the nearly fey features. Kiss-bruised lips were parted from the pants escaping his lover's mouth, violet eyes were gently closed, and he could see that lean and scarred chest heaving with each breath.
"Fuck, yes," Duo breathed, and Heero was sure no other words could be more appropriate. 'No,' he thought, 'I love you could be.' The hands that still gripped his face moved slowly down to his biceps. "Ungh, move. Please."
His eyes fell to half-mast and he placed his hands on either side of his partner's head. In one swift move Heero reclaimed those darkened lips and rolled his hips. Duo cried out against his mouth, tongue twitching against his own. He wished with fervency that Duo could both kiss him and let forth those delicious sounds. His mouth left Duo's as he picked up the pace.
Heero's eyes locked on his lover's and he whispered, "I love you. Nn, space, I love you." Violet eyes widened, and he quickly distracted Duo with another kiss and an increase in speed. His hips snapped against the other man's and Duo responded by arching up and meeting each thrust. Both their moans mingled together. Heero could feel the friction dragging him closer to the edge and murmured "close" against his lover's lips.
Duo's head tossed back and one of his hands moved between them to clasp his erection. Heero watched shamelessly, the sight of Duo desperately trying to bring himself off only helping to heighten the sensations. His balls drew up against his body and that coil of tension in his stomach suddenly snapped.
He was vaguely aware in the all-consuming ecstasy that Duo was coming with him. Heero could feel tight walls clamping down on him viciously, could feel the body beneath him thrash and hear Duo crying out, "God, yes, yes! Fuck, hah, ah-hah!" Knowing so intimately that Duo was coming as well only drove the pleasure higher.
His vision splintered and fragmented as his brain short-circuited, focusing briefly on the way Duo's face twisted with bliss, and when it returned he felt boneless and satisfied.
Those beautiful plum-colored eyes met Heero's. "Shit, that was fuckin' perfect," Duo muttered. He laughed and carefully etricated himself from his partner. It took a few minutes to get them both cleaned up, but it was worth it to keep them from sticking to each other.
"I meant it," Heero murmured against Duo's hair as they cuddled together. He had Duo pulled tight to him, the other's back to his chest. "What I said earlier."
Duo just pushed up against him, snuggling further into his embrace. "Yeah? Didn't think you'd beat me to sayin' it. Feelin's mutual. Love you too."
Heero's mouth curled with a small contented smile. "I'm glad. Does that mean you'll agree to moving in?" It was an idea he had been entertaining for a while. Duo was constantly complaining about how much he preferred Heero's apartment to his. It only made sense.
"Work on your stamina a little and ask me again in a month." That smooth tenor vibrated with a chuckle. "If we can last more than fifteen minutes, then I'll say yeah."
His own laughter sounded rough and deep in contrast. Build up their stamina? "Mission accepted."