A Dip Into Forever

A/N: Oh, I’m soooooooo nervous! This is my very first published lemon, so I really need your reviews to know if it’s okay. If it’s not, I will try to improve it.

WARNING: This fic contains lemon. For those of you who don’t know what ‘lemon’ means: it’s SEX. I consider what happens between these two people lovemaking, because it is an act out of love. If you don’t like SEX, or if you’re underage, please leave. Don’t flame me for writing a lemon, please, because they’re only going to be laughed at.

Disclaimer: I don’t own DBZ/GT and it depresses me greatly. However, I find comfort in writing fanfiction about it.

WARNING 2: Once more, this fic contains LEMON! Run if you can’t handle it!

Now, after warning you twice, and you’re still reading: I hope you enjoy this!


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A Dip Into Forever

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Chi Chi sighed heavily as she dunked the last plate under the lukewarm water and proceeded to dry it, before placing it in the cabinet. She rested on the counter with both hands on the sides of the sink, leaning on her open palms. Exhaling, she blew the bangs of hair out of her eyes and looked out of the window listlessly.

It had been a long day of spring cleaning, way too long for her liking. In contrary to beliefs, she did not enjoy cleaning at all. It wasn’t a pleasure, but an inevitable necessity, for her family could not live in a mess.

She wiped her forehead with the back of her left hand and deposited the semi-wet towel on the drying rack next to the sink. She dried her hands on a dry towel from one of the cabinets and flicked the switch on the radio to the ‘off’ side. There hadn’t been a decent song on since this morning, but she had kept the radio on, for she didn’t like the loud silence at all. It was something she still hadn’t gotten used to despite the years of repeated silence.

Tired from her day, Chi Chi sat down in one of the four chairs that surrounded the overly cleansed table. She stared at the familiar wooden structure sightlessly, trying to figure out what to do; was there something to clean left at all in this house? After some considering, she decided on a definite no. No, she had already straightened everything twice.

It was just that cleaning gave her something to do in the house while everyone was away. Goten was at some friend’s house and Gohan had long since moved out to live with Videl and raise his own family. Goku was God knows where to train that nice boy Uub. Though sometimes she hated the young man to no end, as cruel as it sounded; if he weren’t alive, Goku would still be here. But unfortunately that wasn’t reality, and thus this left her all by herself on an extremely warm day.

It was so damned hot! Chi Chi looked down at her sweaty body in disgust. Her dress and pants were clinging to her body like a second skin and they were as uncomfortable as hell. The strands of hair that rested on her forehead were plastered to it and the bun on the back of her head did almost nothing to relieve her from the high temperature.

Coming to a decision, she slowly pushed herself up from the annoyingly hard chair and walked into their – no, she realized it was now *her* - bedroom and opened her closet. After rummaging around for a couple of minutes she finally found what she had been looking for. In the back of the closet she got a hold of the straps that were attached to her tiny bikini top and bottom.

With the bikini in her right hand and a towel in her left, Chi Chi walked outside and deep into the forest. If she remembered correctly there should be a lake somewhere around there. After a certain amount of time spent on searching, a tiny smile danced on her lips as the lake came into view.

It was simply beautiful, as beautiful as it had been years ago. A gorgeous waterfall ended in a huge lake and to the right there was a natural hot spring. All of this was surrounded by many trees and bushes with many different flowers decorating the place. The water was so unbelievably blue and clean you could almost smell it in the air.

She smiled as she recalled how she had found out about this place; Goku had taken her here for the first time. He had surprised her, for despite his naivety, he told her that this place was just for the two of them, nobody else was to know about it.

Chi Chi shook her head, clearing it of the pleasant, old memories. Now was time to relax and not think about him and all the troublesome things that had happened in the past. She already missed her husband and thinking about him would only make things worse.

She looked down at her right hand and slightly scrunched her nose at the tiny scraps of material. It had been a gift from Bulma for her birthday a couple of months ago. Her friend had told her that she would look great in it, and after some deliberation she had to admit that she did in fact look wonderful when she wore it.

Her body was still as toned as it had been years ago and on her face there wasn’t a wrinkle to be seen. She looked young and beautiful, but that was not how she felt most of the time. With Goku gone all the time Chi Chi could not help but feel slightly…

Undesirable?

Of course, this was ridiculous, but it didn’t matter how often she told herself that it wasn’t so, she still felt this way. It had been so long since she had last seen him that a hopeless ache had formed in her heart. Be hee he had come back she had also been alone, that was true, but then she could at least ‘comfort’ herself with the fact that he was dead and could not visit her, even if he wanted to. That he had died an honorable death for her and the rest of his family, to protect them and the rest of the Earth.

And after coming back from the dead, she had been so happy that he spent a great deal of time with his family. He had been so busy with training for the tournament and with his children. Not that she didn’t want him to catch up with them. She loved to see the smiles on Goten and Gohan’s faces. But he could’ve spent more time with *her*, for he had had the opportunity.

Now he still had the opportunity and he did not take advantage of it. At all. This depressed her and made her feel unneeded, like an old piece of furniture solely destined to decorate the house. That was of course her overactive imagination talking. He didn’t think of her like that. Right?

Chi Chi dropped her towel onto the ground and the bikini with it. ing ing her shoes off, she proceeded to pull off her pants and overdress. A frown half-formed on her face as she fumbled with the zipper on the back of her dress. It was too high up on her back, in between her shoulder blades.

The dress finally opened up after some more struggling. She let it slip down her body until she was left in her black lacy bra and panties. She undid the clasps at the back and let her bra slide off her toned and tanned arms and then slid her panties off her hips and legs.

Then she slipped the bikini bottom, a tiny thong, on and tied the strings of the triangular top together. She folded her clothes and finally released her long black hair from its bun. The raven tresses tumbled down to rest on her shoulders and she threw the band that had been restricting it on the ground.

Carefully Chi Chi climbed up the rocks next to the waterfall, marveling at the beautiful wild flowers all around. When she finally reached the top, she stood at the edge of the rock wall and closed her eyes, enjoying the little breeze that touched her overheated skin. This had certainly been a good idea.

She reopened her eyes and looked around. The view was marvelous! Her worries forgotten, Chi Chi spread her arms like an eagle and did a freefall rd trd the water. The couple of seconds before she made contact with the water were carefree and beautiful to her, but gone much too soon.

She slowly resurfaced with her eyes closed and threw her head back to avoid getting her own wet hair in her face and took a deep breath, unaware of the obsidian eyes that had been watching her every move from the moment she had entered the clearing.

‘Goku……’ Something suddenly whispered in her ear, though she did not open her eyes. Where was it coming frome she shrugged and let her mind wander once again. She wished that she could see him again, that somehow he would understand her need for his company.

‘He’s here……’ The same voice whispered again, though slightly louder than before. It comforted her in a strange way, though she didn’t understand why. It told her without words to stay where she was, to let him come to her. Chi Chi finally recognized what the voice was; it was her own instinct and intuition, mixed with something else.

So she remained calm and quiet, just enjoying the coolness of the water on her skin. After a couple of moments she went under water again and swam to the edge where she surfaced and slowly climbed out of the lake.

She sat on the edge with her calves and feet dangling in the water. Resting back on the heels of her hands, Chi Chi took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. Somehow she knew he was here, yet she couldn’t hear or sense him. She hadn’t looked yet, but she felt that if she did so she might scare him away. Like her instinct had told her; he had to come to her.

Her blood was boiling but her mind was calm. She was exhilerated, but did not show it. At rare times in the past it had been proven to her that Goku was mostly innocent, but by far not as naïve as everyone believed him to be. After all that had happened he had matured much, yet still had that innocence in him that she could not help but adore.

Perhaps this was one of those times?

The sky had begun to darken, but she paid it no heed. Chi Chi had a feeling that tonight would be special. And she would wait inicipicipation for him to show. Standing up, she stretched like a cat and trotted to the rock wall again. She climbed up again and stood to dive.

She slightly bent her knees and jumped down, her whole body stretching and her muscles flexing. And then she suddenly felt a muscular body pressed against her back. A startled gasp escaped her lips.

Hands spread her arms and with her eyes closed they landed in the water. Together they surfaced, his hands resting on her hips, pulling her body flush against his.

Chi Chi opened her mouth and gasped for breath, but not because of her previous lack of air. He was naked. His strong arms wrapped around her waist and she let her body rest against his comfortably, leaning her head back on his shoulder. They just floated like that for minutes, before she hesitantly broke the comfortable silence.

“Goku?” It came out as a breathy whisper, and she was startled at the weakness of her own vocal cords. She felt totally at ease in his arms, but only now it registered with her that he was really here. She was surprised, but it had felt only natural for him to come to her – come to think of it; she had felt apprehensive all day.

“Hm?” His hands began to stroke her stomach gently, his caloused fingers barely touching her skin. Chi Chi slowly traced her fingers up his arms as far as they could in this position. Slowly she opened her legs further apart and looked at him from the corner of her eye.

Goku didn’t know why he had come here at first, but right now everything was raw instinct. Earlier he had been training with Uub, but they had quit sooner than they had planned because of the intense heat. He had missed his family immensely over the weeks, but it seemed the need for his wife had come to a peak this night.

Acting on instinct he had come to this lake, where he had sensed her ki and had landed in the forest surrounding the water. He had been watching her ever since she had entered the clearing. She hadn’t seemed to notice him and somehow this had made it even more exciting to him. Then his eyes had widened as he saw her undress right in front of him and then change into that ridiculously little bathing suit.

And when she had dove into the water he had admired her body even more and had stared at her as she had relaxed. He knew by then that she knew he was there and had decided to join her, because seeing her like this was almost unbearable to him.

His eyes briefly traveled to the full moon and they glazed over with a red haze, before returning back to their normal obsidian hue. Lowering his eyes back to his gorgeous wife, Goku saw her staring back at him with those bottomless black eyes. All that he needed was in those orbs – love, need, want, hunger and lust filled them up to the hilt and he knew that she was his whole world.

Chi Chi smiled up at him and lifted her hand to his face, bringing it down to hers with her pointer finger. They kissed gently, tenderly as of hif his hands traveled to her breast and the other downwards. Goku caught her delightful little gasp in his mouth when he gently pushed the restricting material to the side and entered her with one strong finger, while thumbing her nub at the same time.

Multiple waves of pleasure washed over her as he cupped and massaged her breasts one by one, tweaking her nipples through the blue fabric. She moaned softly at the sensual stimulation and closed her eyes blissfully as she came unexpectedly. In the aftermath of the small climax Goku drew lazy circles on her taut stomach, all the while nibbling on her ear and neck.

Raising one hand to the back of his neck, she tickled him a little there before breaking away from him and turning around swiftly, catching his lips once more in a desperate, all consuming kiss that took his breath away.

Goku wrapped his arms around his wife’s waist and kissed her back with equal desire. He had been gone for far too long; that much he could conclude from his own reactions to her nearness and Chi Chi’s desperate kisses.

Her hands climbed up his arms until her arms wrapped around him and rested on his shoulder blades. She buried her face in his strong neck as he raised one of his hands to untie the strings that held her top to her body. Once they loosened he pulled it away and let it drift on the water. Honestly, he didn’t really care where it went.

Chi Chi pulled herself closer to him, pressing her breasts against his hard chest and shivered at the delicious skin-on-skin contact. She tried desperately to create some more friction to suffice her aching nipples, but it seemed like nothing would be enough.

Goku closed his eyes as he felt her kissing and nipping at his neck. Her actions caused an animalistic desire to surface in the core of his being, and he tried desperately to control the urge to rip the last garment off his wife and impale her on himself.

When he recollected himself, his hands went to the two sidestrings of her bikini bottom and untied them with the slightest hint of impatience. He had never felt so aroused before, and absently wondered what might be causing this.

Meanwhile Chi Chi was rubbing herself against him and still kissing his neck, and although her small release had left him craving for his own, he had the idea that something else was making him this darn excited.

Chi Chi had wrapped her long and powerful legs around his waist as soon as he had removed the offending material and was now teasing him and herself by hinghing her entrance and clit against his length, producing jolts of pleasure and moans every time they touched intimately.

“Ah…. Chi, it’s been too long.” His raspy voice in her ear more than convinced her, but at the same time she was grateful that he had held out this long and let her control their movements. That this made her feel unbelievably powerful and treasured was something that she would keep locked up in her heart, for it was one of the rare occasions he shared this with her.

Her back arched violently as she took him in with a swift downward thrust, and she was amazed at how well they still fit together, in spite of the largeness of his length. They both gasped for air and then moaned and groaned in euphoric pleasure.

Goku gazed down at the body of his beautiful wife in such a position and he grew even harder inside her, which made Chi Chi snap her eyes open and gaze, startled, into his obsidian eyes. She smiled seductively and neared his face with hers, sweeping her lips over his in a sensual gesture.

He couldn’t take it any more and so he raised one hand from her waist, placing it behind her head to steady her and crushed his mouth to hers in a passionate kiss. Chi Chi moaned and slightly wiggled her hips to get him in even deeper.

Taking a steadying breath, she raised herself up until just his tip resided inside her and then she slid back down slowly. Goku groaned and pulled her flush against him, wrapping his arms around her tighter as they started a rhythm that grew more frenzied with time.

Chi Chi continued softly kissing his neck and occasionally nibbling on his ear as she felt the waves of pleasure become unbearable. Their eyes closed as they buried their faces in the crook of each other’s necks and then all of a sudden bit each other as they crested in their pleasure.

They both gasped as they entered each other’s minds, crossing a mental bridge that hadn’t been there before, but existed just the same.

Chi Chi saw all that he hid inside him, that loss of innocence that had been there ever since the fight on Namek and the worries for his family and friends. All that she had ever asked herself was answered inside his mind, all previous doubts disappeared like snow in the heat of the sun.

The first thing she found was his obvious love for all that lived, nature, the people of Earth in general and a little further his friends had a special place. Then came a very huge space in his heart for their family and she herself fitted in there perfectly. But she felt like it lacked something. The kind of love he had for a special someone – romantic love, passion, desire. Where was it?

After some desperate searching, she finally found what she was looking for. It shone like the sun in his heart, so bright that she felt foolish for not seeing it before; his complete and pure love, desire and want for her, his mate. He trained and fought to protect her and the rest of his family and when she yelled at him he felt terrible. This made her feel terrible, and she was surprised that he still loved her after all that.

The confirmation that he loved her this much made tears come to her eyes, and she was immensely thankful that she was the one he shared this with. His heart told her all she needed to know; he loved her and nothing would or could ever change that. She was the only one for him, the only one who completely understood him in every aspect.

Goku almost reeled back when he saw the inner being of his wife; all that she was and more. Her doubts were overwhelming, doubts of his love for her after every time he left her behind to fight. He realized now that the only reason she yelled at him, was that she wanted to keep him with her. And Gods, how could he have missed so much; she felt afraid and hurt and neglected. Unwanted and undesirable to him.

He had hurt her, he had neglected her and made her feel all these things that were not true. He loved her more than anything, he wanted her so much and the more time he spent away from her made him realize how desirable and how precious to him she really was.

Tears almost escaped from the corners of his eyes as he realized that he had been the cause of all this, and made a promise to himself to never leave her alone again. Ever.

Then he came upon something that made him feel so incredibly strong and inadequate at the same time that it stunned him. Incredibly strong because of the huge and unlimited love that this woman had for him, but also inadequate for he did not know if he deserved it; he had left her so many times through the years he wondered how she could even love him anymore.

And then they crossed that bridge once more, back into their own minds. But the bridge remained ever-present and familiar to them both.

Afterwards they floated together, still united as one. Only slight pants penetrated the thick silence as they regained their composures. She finally raised her head to look at him and gasped when she tasted his blood in her mouth, and was even more startled that she loved it and wanted more.

Goku gazed into her eyes with an intensity that made her insides quiver. Lowering her head back to his neck, she began the slow and tantalizing process of licking and sucking the blood that dripped downward from his neck. A groan escaped his mouth as he lowered his mouth to do the same thing to her.

They began a slow rocking rhythm once again while never stopping their cleaning process. As their lovemaking grew in intensity, Goku floated them out of the water and gently laid with her on the soft grass. Here he began a faster rhythm and braced his hands on either side of her head, while she raked her nails down his back and arched her body off of the ground in pleasure.

Suddenly she met his eyes and took his face in her hands, staring deeply into his eyes. She smiled a dazzling smile at him before pulling his face to hers and kissing him with a fervent passion that told of years of miss you nights. They kept kissing as they climaxed, filling each other with their love and completing the Saiyajin bond once and for all.

And as they fell asleep with entangled limbs, Goku promised himself and his mate that he would make sure that she would never feel lonely again. Chi Chi just smiled contentedly and nuzzled her face in his neck in response.

Now even when they would eventually be separated from each other, they would still be by each other’s side; in heart, mind and soul.


~*Fin*~


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